Facebook Friend Himali says..
Smiles, friend, winks..:)
And i say in happy return..
Hellooo.. Himali.. and the good news
is Facebook is not greying out your words..
yes.. both you and i sTiLL exist here in words..
and likely WiLL a long long time more in now..
as words WiLL surely tale a tell of more
of SinG SonG DancE oF Words and
Steps too.. ugh.. this Facebook
commenting thingy wHere one
must shift and press return
keeps interrupting mY
floW iN StreAM
of Consciousness
wriTing iN ZonE oF Y i..
aliVe more now as words
WiLL fly allone with Nature
one aka God all too for ONE..
and hmm.. Love this Most words
used on Facebook.. and would Love
to see yoUrs sAMe.. wHere my top
ones here say.. HUMAN LOVE FRIEND
FREE LIFE REAL WITH A secondary smaller
used tier of words that say.. WORD DANCE
FOLKS NATURE WAYS amazing what one
of these run off the mill algorithm profile
analyzers can say in ways of hUman
FeeLinGS and SeNses iN heArt
of HUMAN EmoTioNs.. aS
SpiRiT eXpresSinG mINd
and boDy BaLanCinG soUL
as sAMe as Real #iSreal
#wErise
Now.. and oH
Lordy i have a new
title for this 687th Macro
Verse of Longest Long Form
Free Verse Poem ‘eva in
history of humankind
already in tHis first
micro-verse oF
Macro and
Ocean wHole
UniVerse Poem
iSreal noW
as words
do continue
to path a way anew..
ha! thanks for the Monday
Morning Muse.. my sweet
fRiend Himali.. wHo sParks..
the fist micro-verse of juST
another Day in the liFe oF Y i..;)
Himali says in response..
Glad to know my comments
are no more greyed !!
Wish you a happy
Monday morning..:)
And i say
in final happy
return
for now..
Yes!.. my friEnd
and Happy Monday to
you too.. HiMali NoW!..:)
http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/07/katie-mia-frederickii-new-beginnings.html
306
Celebrating a year hEar at dVerse
Online PoEtry Pub.. as a two year
Facebook Algorithm Milestone..
as the dVerse PoEtry Pub was
celebrating tHeir online
milestone of existence
full online as well..
and as the Nautilus sHell
WiLL Geometrically gRoW iN
fossil record of animal gRowth..
what staRted as rather overall
smAll spirAling ways of words
oF SonG of PoeTry and
DancE sAme continues
iN UniVersal fLoW Now..
as i go on more with
mEmoRy milestOnes
oF
beFore..
along with
Scores of thouSands
oF photos and thouSands
of YouTube Videos and otHer
hUman symbols to express more
oF Physical INteLLiGence.. EmoTional
INtelligence.. ExisTenTial InTelligence
and etc.. etc.. beYond iN thE TrUe
MaGiC oF HUman existence far..
far.. BEyond what Standard
IQ and school teXt books
WiLL say alone..
iN noW oF..
allone wHoLe..
iN Ocean poem Wave
Flow aGaIn in F Y iSreaL..;)
And fast forward/reverse heRe to October of 2014..
wheRe one of my first long macro verse
copy and paste of micro verse inspirations
comes from dVerse in 2777 words
oF real time NoW
Poetic response iN
SpirituaL EmoTioNal
and SeNsory expresSinG
sonG of poEtry noW iSREAL..:)
And yes.. here.. jUst a year ago..
with a TSunami of LOVE..
almost a Facebook
Memory but
gathered
here first..
from online record
poEm.. on 7182015..
wHere 14,333 words seemed
like an amazing accomplishment
of MacroVerse Ocean Whole Poem..
in so many micro verse of macro verse
ways of free verse style poetic words..
but seriAlly noW iT’s juSt another day
iN the lifE of F Y i.. wHere every
three to four days.. i spit out
close to this many eXpreSsinG
words here.. and now without
even the inspiration of dVerse..
or the Wrong Planet oF bEfore..
as use it or lose it applies to
use it a lot and give so much
more.. so sure now iT’s juSt
another 3 or 4 days in the
liFe of F Y i..
Real as iSREal
can be jUst DoinG
iT in Peace and HarmonY
Love and fearless style iN
kiNd
and couRage
way for reaL noW..
oF Oliver Wendell Holmes
more stately word mansions
oF oNline PoEtry FREE VERSeReAL..;)
Here.. April 27th of 2013.. sTiLL in incredible
pain with a synergy of 19 life threatening
medical disorders real.. where every
second of life.. i was unsure i could
make it one more now.. with
the worst pain known to
humankind.. Type
Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. for a
total life lap of 66 months
from wake to sleep ending
this week to date.. three years
ago around July 22nd.. 2013
then.. and i was aLready amazed
that i reached the online mArk of
writing 5 Million to 6 million words
then.. in poetic words or not..
as before i started writing
on Thanks Giving Day..
2010.. writing or reading
was the las thing i wanted
or even could do.. from
January of 2008 until
that Thanks Giving day oF 2010..
Yes.. the Nautilus oF F Y i proves
now in the record book of Online
iSREAL THAT F Y i.. never gives
up like the Turtle totem and
Elephant animal totem oF Y
i Wild Wolf2
iSreal2
REaL Now aLiVE..
iN WeLL BeinG wHole..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/autism-and-nautilus.html
838
Back to the flesh and blood world heAR.. as heRe’s the thing..
i live in heaven.. i reAlly do.. i have unlimited energy.. write
4 to 5 thousand words a day.. with little to no effort..
am approaching 6 thousand miles of public dance
walking every wHere i go per the 3 year
September time frAmE of this year
since 2013.. and am moving in
on 4 million words of the
longest long form
poem ever..
and also
12 million total
words at this speed
of distance and space
in words of DanCe iN
SinGinG SonG way
aT the 6 year mArk
this ThanksGiving day
or so.. of 2016.. REAL..
and look at those hands..
those are a lover and artist
hands that will never make
a fist to harm another human being..
but look at those elbows thaT curl..
well over 200 LBS in Nautilus Machine
ways.. the over 17inch neck that
lifts over 200 LBs in Nautilus
Machine way in neck way
as well as arms.. and sure
the hips and legs
that leg press
close to half
a toN.. noW..
33 times.. and
why don’t you see
more 6 foot or so
233 LB men..
making and
holding selfie
moves like this
just for artful Statue
of David moves both
clothed and nude.. well..
i don’t sit on mall benches
at the mall.. and watch Bball..
and Fball and Sball same..
i FucKinG work B**tch iS
what i do in DancE and
Martial Arts and Ballet
Free Verse too..
like Britney say..
and sure.. i attract
a few dance girls
at halls in steps of
dancing with the stars
of love and lust balanCinG
aS well.. but you see.. i Am
here to show you something perhaps
you have never seen now.. i went to heaven
at the end of July 2013.. and have lived there
for 3 years now sAMe.. in what the medical field
describes as Bi-Polar Mania to hypomania..
in hypergraphia.. hypersexual/ sensual.. and
hyper religiosity ways of GoD oNe noW 2..
Jesus through reports of Luke 17:21 and
Buddha.. and others did most definitely
say that the heaven of Nirvana..
and purgatory and hell
on earth is real here
now inside.. outside..
above.. so below and
all around in hUman
poTential NOW..
but sadly they were
not here to document tHeir
experiences in first record real..
and sure there have been many more
who have done more than they and likely
do much more than i do in so many more
potentials of human spiritual Intelligence
and physical Intelligence sAMe.. but now
the difference is through the science
and art/science oF trans-humanism
i can show folks how heaven
works and what heaven looks
like in my own multi-Verse of
Uni-Verse REaL nOw..
i cannot and will not
tale you what you
must believe or do..
you can follow others
for that.. but i only hope
thaT anything.. oF everything
i do iRise iSreal Now WiLL yes…
heLP you on YoUr never ending
story and land of BeinG oNe
WitH God iN the iSREAL
Kingdom of Heaven
Journey pATH noW..
as.. oh yes..
noW.. iT iS
whaTREAL
hUman super
heroes do.. wITh
thE iSreal HUman
hiGher God oF NatUre
sAMe Force of Fearless
Love in CourAge and kInd wAy NoW..:)
1366
“Adventure is not outside a man; it is within.”
~~ David Grayson ~~
Oh.. Lord.. trUe.. never
judge heaven
by the clothes
it does or does not
wear.. and every good
Ninja lEarns to
bLend iN to
noW make
the mission..
real.. efficient
and with results
that last more than
just bandaids
for symptoms..
tHere WiLL alWay
bE dArk and liGht as
thAt iS how NatUre worKs
in deaTh of fAll.. dArk of wiNter
liFe that IS A spARk in dArk
as bLack as WhiTe that BrinGs
back SprinG of FaLL to Summer’s
liGht.. it could be over noW.. so i never
worry about what i WiLL never change
and thaT mY FriEnd IS A dArk of hUman
NatUre that InspiRes tHe LiGht bRinGers
contiNuiNG to liGht
uP.. as thE dArk Force
is not to be underestimated
AS A REAL SOURCE OF
ALL HAPPINESS WE SEE
AROUND US NOW.. YES THAT’S
REALTOO.. as i often say.. been to
real hell.. real purgatory.. real heaven
iS wHere i Live now that i easily prove
without a court case now in self study way..
and sure.. i got the FucKinG Doctor records
in reams of 100 pAges of Medical documents
that more than real proves that other place exists
too.. as two places of Heaven and Hell that almost
never intersect
except in a perfect
Storm of Real.. in both
liGht and DArk.. but hehe..
i’M rAmBling again and thaT iS
what nomads wHo never ever give
uP the poTenTiaL oF life do in liVinG gRace..:)
As Paul McCartney.. eT aL..
sayS iN ebony and
ivory..
a Piano
cannot
pLay WitH
juSt ivory
or ebony alone… ALLoNE..
IS A symphony oF reaLiTdARK..
IS Instruments oF liFe oNE noW..:)
1649
“I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together!”
~~ The Beatles, “I Am The Walrus ~~
i AM
thE Walrus..
bottoM liNe..
WitH WiNks
and sMiLes..
and a mustache
since i was in middle
school 2…. and W/big teeth too..;)
But speaKinG of SGT Pepper..
Devil’s Chief of Staff and such
as thaT in mythical mystical
magicK toUrs sAMe..
i
AM
Captain sAlt2..
as anY Good Cop Stone
Statue.. in stoic long
faced mustache look
WiLL rise uP out of
law enforcement
burial ground
B E a T l e S
Land and dO
to/too/as
ArT
FrEE iN
NatUre/God
eYeS One.. noW..;)
WiNks as i
continue
to roLe
beLow…
so ABove
to the riGht to
the leFt.. stand uP
sit down fight fiGht
fiGht.. go teAM liGht..1!!..;)1
don’t tale anyone
hehe.. or do NatUre
i AM
God’s
Cheerleader
as Wolves hoWL
Free iN cALL oF thE
WiLd toGeTheRneSS
iRise..
iSreal
MorE nOW..;)
PS.. in a new age..
write like you do from
bottom to top to right
to left.. wHere anyone
can come in at any Twitter
point and come back
with something
new..
seriouSly..
Microverses
in twitter way
sort of and sure longer
too.. are a new wave of
an ADHD Nation..
wHere most people
just do not have much
more than a Pokemon
of attention
span left..
pick a
place
and play
wHere pOkemon
microverses pop out
of Ocean Whole Poems2..;)
Some wHo
theESonG
makes
so much
God dAM
siNce
NoW..
Eggman
wHoLe too..
as Humpty Dumpty SMiLes
in an American Garden oF sAnd and sUN..
liKe
JiM
CarreY2..;)
1915
And here.. a more ‘true to form’ version
of the “I am the Walrus’ SonG which
is rather oxymoron.. as the
Walrus SonG trUly SinGs
a Free Style of Folks
like Jim Carrey..
Robin Williams
and you kNow the
‘crazy’ other dopamine
and other natural neurochemical
and neurohormone folks full of
Dopamine Creativity.. Serotonin
Trust and ‘DMT’.. etc.. fullness..
of God’s Beauty.. and sure
some may have oxytocin
warm and fuzzies..
and drug enhanced
get it more stuff..
but chances are
there is some empty
darkness in that Bi-polar
human nuanced lighter
and sHaded liGht that
inspireS the greater creativity
too.. and sure adrenaline excitement..
androgen lusty waves of sensual deliGht
with the groupies as inspiration too.. all i can
relate to at lEast a little bit now.. except for
any God dam enhanced drug use.. as i have enjoyed
noW three years of ‘legend’ with no fame money along the
way of a public dancer in New Jerusalem style.. hehe.. and
dVerse comes back from vacation.. a place i have been mostly
away from a month too.. with a 5 day celebration of prompts..
to celebrate a 5 year anniversary there too.. where my
first two links three years ago.. were my Revelation
66.. 6 thousand word free verse abstract free for
all.. that took me over a week to do.. where
that is like a one day floating flighting
word play for me now..
and i provided my
‘About’ link on ‘Blogger’..
and hehe.. Brian Miller
the founder.. along with
a lady called Claudia
who have quit the
rigors and roles of more
strict ruling administrative poetry
upper brow classes and school too..
diD get a short interview by way of
Brian Miller today.. who was the
only Brave soul out of the dVerse
link group to respond to my
super abstract flow
of stuff and words
then.. so a nice a guy
he was who made sure he
got around to every poet’s place
to give them love and encouragement
unconditionally as he teaches in a Christian
Church way as well.. in real life.. a missionary
in India.. helping heroin addicts and other troubled
youth.. a real super doUper trouBle shooter to
heLp other human beings in Jesus Good cop
Golden rule way.. anyway.. he really provided
a thriving environment for freer verse away
from the rules poetry for advanced
enhanced nomad
ways of going
beyond the
norm of
form
poetry before..
but not every one has
an open mind like him.. it’s
nature and the conservative
vs liberal human beast that
keeps the world in a duality
of continuing yin and yang
Karmic flow of dArker
more conserving
scared energy
and liGhter
more liberal
giving and trying
new stuff in open
ways of doing stuff..
and as science shows now..
these ways of being are both
written in our DNA differently
in functional affect and effect..
with environment playing a huge
role and rule in who goes the way
of Dr. Jekyll or towards the more
wild side of Mr. Hyde2.. and in my
case a good cop Hyde with empathy
instead of the bad cop psychopathic
Hyde.. with a cold soul who gets pleasure
out of power and status over others and
even potentially their real emotional and
physical pain in life as well.. yes.. the world
is a many splendored and splintered reality
of dARk and LiGht.. the environment there now
is great for rule followers but for the non-conformist
nomads.. and super liberal ones like me.. just hell no..
just hell no.. i already worked for the Federal Government
for a quarter of a century and felt with their OCD rules too dam
long that made my mind eventually into a computer pARt too
without the
art of heARt..
stuff changes..
and today’s first prompt
of five that will make their
self present through Friday
is THEIR STYLE OF QUADRILLE
POETRY ABOUT a theme of a journey..
and sure i am rested and refreshed from getting
away from that place after literally responding to every
prompt and every link for an entire year from April of
2015 to March of 2016.. as nicely illustrated in my
Blog Macro Verse Novel named
GodsUniVerseNovel3.. of the
338,600 words it took to
copy and paste that entire
year of effort in free verse
style poetry and prose same..
but my definition for both same
is poEtry as both prose and poetry
is one writing from the heARt wHere
iT floWs like a river over the banks oF
what was and is before.. to Ocean Waves
Whole that kNOw no Boundaries of either
spiRit bank or shore in miNd and boDy
BaLanCinG soUl noW
sAMe.. i fill and FeeL
iN the rest as i paint
the winds in color
oF Y i..
FReED..
and juSt go
and go as far
as Oceans juST do.. FReED..
like i sAid.. i AM the Walrus..
Captain sAlt.. make oF iT
what yoU WiLL or WiLL noT..
i’M just in it for the NoW of
Journey with no God daM
destination but noW iN/
oF Heaven
Freed..
iRise iSreal uP.. Up more..
and juSt KeeP goinG noW..:)
And sPeaKinG of That hEar i go..
to do dVerse soMe moRe.. with WiNks..
SMiles.. my friEnd Lillian..
been on about a month
break from dVerse too..
and so sorry to hear about
Viv.. stopped by tHeRe.. too..
but these days a heARt can stay
in ways of spiRit expreSsing
words of what a miNd and
yes body Part or two or
more has to say
in this brave
new singularity
of hUman souL
when uploaded
to a new unabridged
hUman bible named
online and sure.. so much more..
hehe.. sTiLL wrote a hundred thousand
plus words of my style of poetry in the last
month.. a novel every two weeks is my
own personal style
of free i
mE..;)
A play in middle school..
a poem of Christmas SonG
that won an award among
80 home room students in
8th grade too.. at age 13..
but after that for 40 years..
little to no poetic
eYes in hands
of finger
pLay..
a short stint
of philosophic
flow in Philosophy
class at Junior College..
and a play of piano keys
in free verse SonG of Electric
keys as well in composition fLow
iN Zone of free creativity finAlly
away from sheet music prison..
as still recorded in digital
device on YouTube
now from 2007..
but not until
a full forty years
of DeserT iN Creativity
eYes come noW in
2013 from ’73
way back when..
wHere the promised
land is found within
and expressed without..
as inside.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all around more..:)
Journey of aging
a sure way for those
who survive life.. noW
lost from emotions
death at
1.. 2.. 3
from social
abuse.. and
neglect..
groWinG
old
can
be oh..
so young too…
as nicely played by
my crippled 94 year old
great aunt who could just
tell her pain to go away with a
a life of spiritual strength
in relative free will..
while i at 47
then.. had
no spirit at
all or Emotions
to speak of even
dark.. to escape
any pain @aLL..
yes.. there
are so many worse
things in life than
physical
aging..
like
a death as living..
young too and
even
@2…
oR A
sUnShine
Ray briGht
heArt @94
no matter
crippled feet
a hEart as
SpiRit
may
never age
and iN fACt
ONlY GrOW..
God.. i’M glad
i have that perspective
as i never ever worry about
aging as i’ve already been dead in life..
for oh
a thousand
years in a second
even too… as
there is
no time
in life as dead…
so i CELEBRATE
LIKE NO ONE ELSE..
AND
lEArn
my way
FReED..
Perspective..
‘JoB’.. FeeLs
better than know..
in form of wiLted
Rose thAt sTilL SinGs..:)
Note here.. i FeeL it is
ridiculous to have to
include the word
journey in
a poem
about
journey..
i mean.. duh..
why get hooked on labels..
anyWay.. i ain’t gotta do it..
’cause i gave up that linking habit..
and won’t.. unless the word
comes before i think
about it..
as
heARt..
SingS
SPiRit
greater than
labels without soUl..:)
note ends.. back
to regularly
programmed
scheduLED
poEtry
ONline..;)
You kNow Victoria..
a little bit of Viv lives
on in my words.. jack
henry.. don.. jill or jane..
perhaps i have forgotten
their names.. but the greatest
thing about living them all in
sharing words
IS A
pArt of
tHeir
art
of heARt
never dies
as our hands
Write a pArt
of tHeir
eYes soUl
back to life
as yes.. the
journey goeS oN..:)
Funny how my words
turn in to lamps all oN
tHeir own.. true poEtry
is proof of God too..
a nice pLace oF liGht
to visit
for
sUre..:)
WeLL i thiNk
it so sweet
all but two
so far now…
have freely
dedicated tHeir
journeys to Viv who
passed away in France
here recently.. certainly
a beloved member of dVerse
and more who will be missed
whose word do sTiLL livE oN..:)
Working with the military
for close to a quarter
of a century.. i got
to see the
fresh faces
go to war
and the
different
faces and bodies
come back from what
they named as sand box
life.. and truly when they
say like my father used
to say the military
will make you
into a strong
man.. there
is even
epigenetic
change in super
man-like way among
many fresh faces and
worm like bodies that
come back off
of
smart
phone
sitting..
i wasn’t strong
enough to do it
when i was young
but i finally learned the
secret to success in life
is never leaving bootcamp
even if you never went..
as yes what
my elders
said is true..
male or female..
getting old is not
a nice game for so-
called smart phone
sissies.. and i was
the biggest nerd
usually in
the room
way
back
when..
in techspectacular
sitting jelly fish way..;)
sMiLes Freya.. have written
close to 120K words in the
last month.. without
even the
inspiration
that doing this
for a full year
last year and
responding to
every single
link and every
single prompt
brought then..
hehe..
my other
lesson in life
use it or lose it
applies to all stuff
nature.. and never trying
IT.. IS A sure way never to
be all you can be.. per what
the army says.. i was a very
fragile child and young adult
in many ways of Emotional
Intelligence even though
i made straight A’s
and graduated
with a triple
major
with
three degrees..
sad to say in reality
i had to face the fact at
the end of all of that and a
25 yrs upper ending pay grade
level of Federal employment
that i had gained hardly any
of the Emotional.. Physical..
and Existential Intelligence
that could really lead
to a life not
just
surviving
but truly
thriving..
and if i went
that long in the
dark.. i’m sure there
are many more who now
do the same.. as Lord
knows i tried hard to find
the answers.. but i could
never truly find them anywhere
else but deep within.. i have never
been happier.. or even physically
stronger at 56.. and i will not pay attention
to any limitations noW or expectations that
the 6 o’clock news or school/work bRings again..
as the bell
tolls
lighter
for mE now..
smiles and thank
you.. you alWays
make me feel welcome
i truly am in this for the journey
alone.. no likes.. no follows..
and the money
i left behind
in the bank..
hehe.. then..
long long
long ago..
ugh.. a society
without money
if it could happen
could really be heaven
now.. for so many folks
who could make their social
roles in moving.. connecting
creating ways.. like our distant
ancestors did too.. anyway.. i Am
refreshed
from a month
break from
dVerse and
surely AM
BACK IN
FULL FORCE
NOW.. HEHE..
AS hurricane
Fred in rain of words..;)
THeRe was a day when all my memories
were dark and negative.. and all my
feelings were pain and bLack..
and surELy a bLack
wHole soUl liKe
thaT WiLL
dAnCe and
SinG a SonG
rekneWed aS
liGht life bright
the finish now
journey never
ending starting
as phoenix rising beginning
from ashes ‘fore in death oF Life..:)
What i love now about
a bus is it IS A wonderland
in tour of new hUman
heARts when they
come separate
to be
one
as travel lust..
but i am a people
person.. and miss
that bus of life
when it
is not
full
of new
heARts to explore..
and sure of course..
this is a bus too..
and i am
enjoying
the words
of your bus too..;)
Ttrue.. my friEnd
thaT A bLackest
wHole of perspective
can bRing A bRightest
bulb of hUman Hope and Love..
for when one has gOne
tHere and escapes
as hUman
BeinG..
NatUre
deMands
iN us as far
as i FeeL a way
out mUst bE
shaRed as Love
oF liVing liFE aS liGht..:)
Train whistles sounds of
past or hopes for rides
to future destinations
past of Love
or past of
Loss
or now
of pain
that whistles
by.. funny how
all i heard was
train whistles so
far away.. when my
heart no longer SanG
a SonG of NoW.. and
now my SoUl whistles
in SpiRit FreED..
the train
is now
i always
board in FloW
in ZOne of Tracks
oF liGht of never more less
thaT i can and will do more..:)
Ah.. the canopied
road that shows a future..
a place of hope of roads
untold.. but sure.. a place
of DArk that
some can
no longer
go.. what once
looked ike despair
for so long is nothing
imaginable but hope..
a secret IS A reaLiTy
of alWays
a path
for more
than less before..
for oh the places
oNe WiLL GO iN briGht
on roads unwinding tOld..:)
Oh God.. way back then for
a whole decade it took
me a six pack of beer
to dance in my twenties
and now i am the only
one out of crowds
of hundreds
that wakes
up with no
headache at all..
and a full wallet that
never needs the first
dollar for the alcohol shot
of fearless legs.. hehe.. the
best way to lose all fear is
to dance in public..
at least for me..
and sure to
be a general
public named
legenT of dance2..
hehe.. i never need
a beer for fears..
As FeeT SinG DancE FReED..
iN Happy Feat of 56 year old PeN
Grin iS DanCinG
noW aLiVe..:)
That’s interesting..
i never thought about it
but neither Grandmother
offered any insight at
all about father or
mother
in personal
way away from
them.. surely
that is a nice
connection
to know
what one’s parents
parents fElt of Them..
and i never met either
Grandfather.. but fortunately
one was an author and an
X-Catholic priest who literally
left a published book behind
named a ‘Soul of a Priest’..
it was good to get to
know and feel
him.. as he
died some
10 years before
i was born.. the power
of words that last can
never be underestimated
in human terms lasting longer
than even deaths of days before..:)
Not to just lessOn the grief
but even in the dArkest
days of loss
as now science
even shows.. what
can be lost in oxytocin
warm and fuzzy social
comfort feelings.. and
serotonin neuro-chemical
ways of trust can generate
liGht in greater ways of
dopamine seeking
creativity
in the
science of
grief relieved..
as sure.. the dArk
can bRinG liGht
even in neuro-chemical
and neuro-hormone way..
as the creativity is what drives
new friends aS liGht of art STiLL to come..:)
All caught up at 6 0’clock pm.. 7182016
now for dinner/gym work-out
and perHaps
more later
in words to coMe..:)
The greatest changes we humans experience and
journeys are those epic to everyday mohumanments
(haha.. have no idea where that word came from)
of life that are always MoVinG.. ConNecting
and creaTinG anew.. even IF we are not
mindfully aware of the reaLiTy of thAt..
in a world filled with ruleS.. in
both limitations and
expectations we do
become as my friend Katy
Perry says.. people of’Ye
of so little faith’.. we are sons and
daughters.. etc.. as the Sun that
shines and gives uS energy.. we
radiate emoTioNal energy to inspire
we that includes me.. i.. you.. and us..
and in a world that focuses all on the
material reductionism of life.. we miss the
big picture that we are mini-me’s of God.. you
see.. some are the lucky ones.. the ones who have
escaped this material reductionism of life.. the Buddha
and the Jesus per what has been scribed of those men
off of oral traditions of many years that may or may not
fairly represent the life of these men..
perhaps.. it is the scribes themselves
who transmit both truths and
lies of what remain
in sacred text as books..
however.. we humans are all
one family that share the same
DNA and much of the same DNA
that the common rodent ancestor
way back from 75 million years ago..
shares with many of our mammal and
more closely related primate ancestors
and still cousins today.. in ape ways…
to deny the real potential power of
human emotions and senses
as mini-me’s of God oF all
Nature way.. is to
deny the potential
journey of life in light
of sun of we… to
explore it fully
is to potentially
go BEyond.. wHeRe no
human has gone before
and with that said i will quote
the best part of my journey of life
so far that was coming out of a hell
of within to a heaven of within.. without..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and
all around from July 19th of 2013
standing on a beach with
my wife Katrina..
with an even
fuller recovery
coming on July 22nd..
2013.. and a journey of
eXpanding MoVinG ConnecTinG
CreaTinG.. heaRt expreSsinG emoTioNs
in regulating way and senses in integrating
way as SpiRit with a miNd and BoDy soUL NoW
that is constantly balancing no different thaN
thE planets revolving around the Sun and the
Sun/Solar System revolving around the Galaxy
and the Galaxy revolving around the black
hole center that in my case was
the middle of my life at ages
47 to 53 for 66 months
in bLack wHole
helL.. so
sure i am
‘super star’
with humble
black hole middle
endings and beginnings
that continue to go on in
mindful and bodily awareness
of now in emotional and sensory
Force of human being.. iRise iSreal..
and yes.. no doubt i WiLL use this
Katy Perry theme SonG many more
noWs in the future.. as Lord kNows
heR song ‘Firework’ back in 2010..
before i started writing was the
one spark of liGht my soUl
could see.. like an
Angel calling
out to me
to say
there is
hope somewhere
for you.. where you
no longer be a piece
of pain paper floating
aimlessly in the wind..
yeah.. i get upset when
folks suggest that Katy Perry
is some kind of Fucking illuminati
demon when she has the voice of
a real Katy Christ and a tattoo of
Jesus
on her arm
that remains
of the part of
Christianity
she has
not given
up for dArk
wHeRe thEre is
liGht of the memory
of a man who still lives #iSreal..:)
July 19, 2013..
“Today was a wonderful day of
celebration for me.
I have risen from the ashes
like a Phoenix
since 2006
when
I
started a path of
human exhaustion
leading to many health
problems culminating in
a place I can only describe as
‘Hell’ on earth at the bottom of
a span of 1 hour of sleep each night
for 35 days and 5 at the end of 40 with
no sleep at all.
In beginning of March 2008 I developed
a type of atypical nerve pain behind my
right eye that was like someone stabbing
me in the eye 24/7 for 5 years until I started
this spiritual journey March 1, 2013, with
this blog starting on March 10, 2013.
I played the song
above in 2007 creating
the music to attempt to
re-attach my emotions that
were lost to severe and unrelenting
stress as an Athletic Director of
a military installation.
There was a Female Captain
that no one could please, who
took me and many others through
a metaphorical journey of hell at work.
There is no drug that will
touch the type of nerve pain I experienced.
The only solution was to kill the
nerve in my face; which
I could not face as
there could be
paralysis.
From March 2008
until November 26th 2010
my eyes also would not
make tears which
was the equivalent
of swimming
in salt
water
with
eyes open.
I spent many days, months..
eventually 2 and a half years..
thinking..I could not
read..listen to music
watch TV; there was
only thinking.
I was
not able
to listen to music
until I started this
journey too, as the
nerve pain affected my
ears too.
At the start of this journey
my goal was to once again
be able to visit and enjoy the
beautiful Gulf Island National
Seashore that is one of the most
beautiful paradises that exist on this
earth.
In my journey of typing on the internet
starting in November 2010 I find
the ability to withstand the pain
of the light of the screen
taking the mind off the
pain exploring logical
discussions with many
people on the internet.
I spent years of roaming that beach
as a young man and child.
It is the same beach that
is recorded in the video
‘Captain of Her Heart’ I link
in the Revelation 66 post.
This journey of blog
works to reconnect my
emotions, and love both
spiritual and human affection.
I uploaded the piano music I created
from a dictation device, that started
my ability to listen to music again
in March of this year.
The music that is favorite for my younger
years re-attached the emotion with
mind and language allowing me
to ultimately connect to my family again.
Along the way I found my spiritual life
again, finding the ecstasy of
spirit at a level I have
never experienced
before in my life.
At the start of
rise out of
ashes I was
having to take
4 MG of Ativan
to sleep at night
with the eye pain.
My pain is at a low enough
level where I finally celebrated
a night without any Ativan last
night after a slow and painful
weaning of this most powerful
anti-anxiety medication.
It saved my life to
sleep but almost
destroyed my
ability to
feel or
remember
emotons.
I am diagnosed
with a form of Autism
where I was a non-verbal
child until age 4.
I have always had difficulty
with emotion and language,
but I did not ever
think I would
get them
back
with that pain
that lasted
24/7…
there
was
only pain
and empty discussions
of rationality on the internet.
In this spiritual journey
that went into full speed
on 4/27/2013 with
a post called Autism
and the Nautilus
I lost most of
the pain
and regained
as much strength
in body and spirit
as I have had all my life.
That picture of the beach
is were I landed at the end of this
day with my wife and I again
enjoying this wonderful
paradise of beach.
I looked at it in pictures so long
but being there with eyes without
pain was pure bliss.
I stood trancing at the
waves coming in
matching the
waves I feel
in mind
as now
I connect
to a place
that is almost
magical with
connection of
one and all
in mind.
If God had
took me then
my life would be
complete.
But..
it’s
not time
to go yet..:)
My wife is 43 and
she is as beautiful as she
ever was at 19 when I met her
at age 29.
I marveled at her
beauty as she walked the
beach and found a nautilus
type shell for me with
my favorite shape
of 6 of golden
spiral.
When we
capture it
with photo I am
going to link it here
at the top of this topic
to represent this pure white
shell I find myself in soul now.
I went to the doctor today and the
health is wonderful again.
My testosterone was a problem
when there was pain but is
now measured at 666 the patterns
of 6 I like so much because
there are three in my birthday.
Feeling as this number represents
the golden spiral along with 9 for life.
I recently find that there is a pattern
of flow of words of speech and typing
that match this ratio of life too.
One can see it in the shapes
that form in my typing throughout
this blog as the songs
of Nautilus Golden Ratio sing in
the archetype of mind and
Universe with me one and all.
My song I created on the
piano was at the start of this
struggle to keep my soul.
It is interesting to
me too, as close
to midpoint in my
music the mood changes
to uplifting instead of pensive.
I explore these many archetypes of
mind and culture in this blog.
In linking the you tube videos
it brought me to this
wonderful dark haired woman
and stallion of black on the desert.
The Woman favors my
wife very much.
I feel that she is like this
woman taking the black
horse that was soul
carrying across the desert
to meet it’s life again on the beach
that always was so much of soul to me.
I experience great joy, deep sadness,
true light spirit love and true will, with
the love of affection for my wife again
today all in one; once again
proving my soul and heart
of humanity.
The tears of joy stream down
my face
when I come to
this video and see the
whole of my wife who is
the guardian angel in this many
colored dresses taking me through
life guarding my soul no matter how
black it becomes after this pain that
is worse than any death I imagine
except for that death at the bottoms
of those last 5 of 40 days of no sleep;
a literal place of hell that is a thousand
years! in one moment!
I am thankful for every experience in life
as it takes me to this full
place of humanity and soul!
There is no possible way to
describe the happiness of
bliss I feel to be alive
on that beach again!
For anyone traveling
on this journey with me
in the background not speaking
I hope you feel my joy and can share
a part of it!
I am not sure what comes next but I am
ready for it!
Love and blessing true will to
all of you my friends!
KATiE MiA FredericK!”
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/for-8-t-n.html
And a couple of more
memories here in
Macro verse way
of continuing
journey
OK..:)
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Hmm.. WeLL.. perhaps
that Turkish Evil eYe bit..
is a little bit not what i expected
as instead of protection for everyone..
after the shooting of innocent police
officers in Louisiana.. the U.S.. environment
for domestic terrorism continues to grow more..
yes at home..
and all sides
of the human
coin.. now.. ugh..
from those who
protect to those who
kill and or do both.. a
sad state of affairs that
iS far from UniTed Now..
and oh my God.. the world
oF politics.. a free fall of human
deceit.. lies.. and bully boys are us
they for sure now.. anyWay.. iF yA thiNk
wE got it bad here.. perHaps you haven’t
studied current events and history same of
the rest of the world now.. it ain’t
exactly A piece of apple
pie.. a Summer Game
oF Baseball.. or
a pool party
with
G-strings
over there..
over all over there
either.. as we do have
a pretty nice overall whole
pie over here.. as Jesus F.
iN Christ.. according to some
books there was a son of
God who was crucified
just for professing
the Golden rule
true and that
we are all children
of God deserving the
same God dAM treatment
dArk to liGht.. in all the colors
and shades of grey from white
to bLack that comes in too.. the
Golden rule is rather simple as the
dude Jesus said that just one commandment
of Love the God oF Nature all with all ya heARt..
SpiRit and SoUl.. and yA neighbor as ya self as
pAft of aLL of thAT in consuming no harm to
yOur neighbor too.. fulfills all laws of
before.. as they FucKinG are not
needed as long as folks treat
other folks in fearless
courageous love
in kiNd real..
yeS.. iNcLudinG
Nature wHole too..
wHere even Love
yA so called enemy
and help ’em out instead
of stoning them.. cutting of tHeir
hands or strangling them in honor
killings same.. or anything else besides
this unconditional Love real as highest
hiGher God Given Altruistic Fearless
Love as all FReED inheritance gift
from God oF Nature sTilL now to
wE homo sapiens sapiens iSREAL
NoW.. this ain’t rocket science..
iT’s God oF NATURE AND
HUWOMANITY 101..
AS COMMON
SENSE GOES
UNDILUTED
BY CULTURAL
AND RELIGIOUS
BULLSHIT CONTROLS
TO SUBJUGATE OTHERS
FOR REPRODUCTIVE
CONTROLS AND
SELFISH
GREEDY
STATUS
AND POWER
IN MATERIALISTIC way oF
MAN MADE GOODS FOR
SALE OR STOLD SAME WAY
AS THE INSTITUTION OF
DOWRIES WHEN NON
CONSENSUAL AS RAPE..
UGH.. as the world turns..
can be a nasty dirty place..
but sure tHere IS A way
out in Golden Rule simple
Heaven now for those who
see a team effort rather than
a divisive way aWay from Unity
now.. but true.. once again.. human
diversity as great as iT iS for overall
survival speLLs potential conflicts in
both Nature and Nuture way.. a BaLanCinG
act more than ever for the camel making iTs
way through the smallest needle eYe of a culture
and cultures trULy grown too large for their Trump Britches..;)
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WeLL yes.. this pARt of the
story of the 686th Macro
Verse.. iRise ISreal..
per Yellow Boy’s
Visit to the shower
was quite clear to me..
and sure.. everynow Katrina
puts on the latest World and National
News Dirty Events in politics.. domestic
terrorism.. bad cops and stuff like that..
he runs to the shower to grab a bar
of soap to clean the shit all up
no less than a covered up
litter box of STUFF..
yes.. he’s quite brave
only armed with
a bar
oF
Soap..
not clearly
visible in this photo
too.. hehe.. Katrina
said i was weird wearing
my green sandals on the
opposite foot while i got
my knickers down as
the Walrus
and
Eggman2..;)
And finAlly heRe beFore i hit the
sack and bed the same..
Goddess Isis in full
personal style
of Egyptian
head dress..
with Sea Horse
thigh tattoo fully
displayed for humble
praise.. for beauty as
such the Queen and i.. yes..
sure per iSiS REAL NoW2..;)
Facebook Friend Himali says..
Katrina looks soo pretty while
drying her hair..:D beautiful she is !
And i return with..
Katie Mia sMILes my friend.. Himali..
will relate your sweet
words to her!..:)
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Yes.. Hashtag..
#iRise #ISreal ..
for inspiration
‘porn’ at lEast..
and by the way..
have ya seen that Kia
we toGeTheR soUl YouTube
extended Video about unity and
differences among humans and
culture coming toGeTheR and DanCing
and SinGinG.. and plaYinG instruments
togeTheR as weLL.. WeLL.. Ki means
coming out or arising as well out of
the east which is short for Easter
as such for rebirth when yA add
the A.. which of course translates
into another symbol totAlly..
iN South Korean Language
oF course.. and sure.. i’LL
leave a YouTube
liNk as i WiLL
use that as the
headliner theme musiCk
to go along with all the Nature
pics in my next Macro Verse
oF Longest Long Poem form
Poem ‘eva pushing that
4M wordS iN no limits..
no expectations.. for
the different of My
Human potenTiaL
fuller explored as
nows go by..
and rise aGain..
yes.. in thaT coming
687th Macro Verse
titled.. wErise iSreal
yes.. sure.. hashtag..
#wErise #iSreal ..
whatever hash tags
care to do as it’s
just another cultural
meme as nows go by..
as the ‘SonG oF mY
soUL’.. also web site
titled as KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
continues to gRow and shine like
no form Ocean Poem of beForE.. so FReED..:)
So.. i checked to see the results of last Facebook Profile
pic Turkish Evil eye.. and i’ll just call it the Karmic eYe
now as i do like to be somewhat original in creaTioN
activity @lEast.. so anyWay.. ha! whether it was done
on purpose or not.. Trump’s wife’s speech
per the opening so-called ‘gay’ mans
song in way of ‘We are the
Champions’ that would
have Freddie Mercury
rolling in his grave
if he kNew the Trump
fame stained his greAT!
creative and inspirational
SonG.. so yeah.. as the Karmic
eYe WiLL have it.. the Trump wife’s
speech came out sounding like a Black
Democratic President’s Wife as such..
and sure both speeches were
equally inspirational as the
story of any immigrant
coming over here..
by ancestor
way of wish
or even more
struggle to get free
here.. once yA get here
as an historical Black slave
too.. anyway.. careful what stones
yA throw aT Hillary glass houses or
the shattered glass my end up falling
on Trump and Trump’s own by the end
of last night’s convention events that did happen..
Oh.. the Karmic eYe.. no matter what happens yA
get the last look.. and say/do.. and with Yoda at thE
hELm.. yA are surE to maKe more poSitive liGht iSreal..:)
No matter how much camouflage..
Yoda Guise.. or very hairy human
legs.. it is almost impossible
to hide and blend in on
NorthWest Florida
Beaches… Rivers
and StreAMs oN
sugar white
sAnds
oF LiFe..
so.. aLiVe..;)
Ah.. yes..
finAlly a place
wHeRe Yoda BLends
iN and can jUSt be himsELf..;)
Facebook Friend
Himali says in response..
to me as Yoda in the Garden..
What a pose with the beautiful garden. .
You truly seem to blend in..:)
i say in Happy return..
SMiLes.. and Hellooo.. my friEnd Himali…
Good to see your smile AND text this morning.. hehe..
and yes.. a beautiful Black Water River Forest bench
here in small park by that River.. Downtown that i grew up on..
the Water and FoRest is Healing no matter wHere i go i blend in
WitH God when NatUre is near.. and sMiLes2.. you are Nature too
my FriEnd.. hope you are having a wonderful evening in
India.. as i AM guessing your mini-vacation there
away from the Emirates of Arabia..
is still going on..:)
Himali says..
Hehe.. yes still on vacation mode !
And yes nature is so soothing and peaceful.
You’re lucky to have grown up with such natural
beauty around and we all melt into nature as we belong there 🙂
i say in on hashtag of bliss..
#Bliss ..:)
Facebook Friend..
Rafiah says..
I love the garden and the bench.
I would want to drink a cup of tea
with my favourite chocolate chip cookies..:)
Thanks my FriEnd Rafiah.. a lovely day it was..
i am currently watching the video you shared
and will be there soon to comment..:)
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Facebook Friend Rafiah shares
a version of Sharia law that suggests
that it is non-violent and humane..
which of course is not at all
what one hears
about it in the
west as there
are horror stories
right and left..
yes in
politics..
and religion ways of discussion..
So i say in return for clarification..
in context with the recent honor killing
in Pakistan of a famous fashion model..
I’m hoping your Sharia law does not
support this.. as it does in some Muslim
countries..
Rafiah responds..
Islam does not even allow hitting a woman,
killing her for any reason is out of the question.
Sharia forbid any such activity. In fact sharia is
very pro woman. It is the society that is misogynist.
His brother is caught by the cops and hopefully
he’ll be punished for what he did.
i say..
Good to hear my friend..
thanks for letting me know..
sadly it doesn’t operate that
way in many other Muslim countries..
but i am happy it works better where you live..
sadly.. the teaching from the Koran and similar
teachings from the Old Testament now in the
the still revised version in the U.S.. has been
used in fundamentalist ways for all types
of abuse against women.. Jesus came
to perfect those old imperfect laws
by reducing 613 Torah
Commandments into
one of Love one’s neighbor
as themselves and God with
all their heart without consuming
each other with harm.. if one does
that with empathy and compassion
there is never even any light beating
of wives that according to the secular
laws of Pakistan is still allowed..
that’s sad.. but countries
will evolve as the U.S.
has steadily done too..
for women’s.. minority’s
and disabled people’s rights..
as God lives in all of Nature..
not just a select few as more valuable
than others from mountain to human
to less than a grain of sand and more and less..:)
“Men are the maintainers of women because Allah has made some of them to excel others and because they spend out of their property; the good women are therefore obedient, guarding the unseen as Allah has guarded; and (as to) those on whose part you fear desertion, admonish them, and leave them alone in the sleeping-places and beat them; then if they obey you, do not seek a way against them; surely Allah is High, Great. [Quran Verse 4:34]”
And i say here now.. sadly a so-called Jesus
hasn’t come to correct verses that harm other
folks in the Koran.. and happily one was reported
to do that in the Christian New Testament but no
matter that when the Jesus says gentile.. jew.. servant
or free.. woman or man no more.. the old antiquated verses
in the Old Testament that were supposed to be perfected with
the Golden rule are still used as a heavy hand to at least ostracize
those who are the woman or man no more.. per everyone is children
of God no matter inborn nature or cultural associated differences as nurture..
so sure a verse out of Leviticus is still cherry picked to oppress God of Nature
born homosexuals as sexual orientation.. but thank God they don’t support raping
women per the verses in Deuteronomy that do just that.. but sure they could
again.. if the heads of churches same as clerics in Pakistan still allow
light beating of wives..
sure they could
spit in their
face and not
hurt them
physically
but they
are not dogs
and even dogs
are children of God
same that deserve neither
spit on the face or a light beating as such..
to treat a human or dog less than a child of
God and the rest of Nature is just not what God
WiLL do when truly fully human in human form..
with or without lies and or truths of black
books of
old
and
ignorance…
there’s a better
way.. and it is
the Golden Rule
with consuming
no pARt of Nature
with
harm
beyond
the bread
and water oF LiFe..:)
Rafiah’s Facebook Friend Saad says..
Islam is peace for every one for every relation.
BUt we r not perfect followers.we need
to mend our ways through education.
And i say..
SAMe is true in the U.S.. my friend..
not many people accept me.. for the
fact that i WiLL not put Jesus on the
only level as A God.. any greater
than any human as pArt oF God
when history clearly
shows now that IS A lie..
one then orchestrated by
Roman Emperor Constantine
and innumerable scribes and
scholarly suggested numbers
of 3 to 4 hundred thousand
copy and revised mistakes..
God lives now end and
beginning of never
ending story..
but that is not
something even
taught in most religions
or schools as paRt of US..
no books.. no schools.. no
religions needed when God
speaks through aLL of we
as Golden Rule
Love.. God’s
greAtest giFt
to wE.. noW..
the world is no
longer a patch of
dirt in the middle east
or even only earth.. God’s
territory extends bEyond Infinity
much too far for any human tongue
or eYes to fully relate unless they think
they are God FULL incarnate.. we speak a very
limited Language noW of God but wE muSt alWays
seek to see/speak more oF God.. or we give uP God..:)
Saad responds..
Oh I am happy to read this.
spread peace every where..:)
i say..
Amen.. my friend..
Peace and Harmony
Is God’s Language
iN all of Nature
wiTh Balance..:)
Rafiah.. shares a Islam
Scholarly video that
suggests that God
actually allows
light beating
in some cases..
of women straying…
as Rafiah says..
the explanation and right interpretation of the ayat you mentioned here is explained by Nouman Ali Khan. See one need proper understanding of all aspects necessary to know exactly what the ayat is telling. Glancing through the translations, which sometimes are very poor in conveying the whole and main message, it does not help much. Anyways Noman Ali has tried opening the reality and meaning of the ayah here.
And i say
in somewhat
analytical science and
FeeLinG Poetic terms..
Hi.. Rafiah.. no matter how many scholarly degrees a person has in science..
religion.. or philosophy as in the case of the New Testament when Jesus says
who is the one who has not sinned who will throw the first stone.. at the
so-called evil prostitute.. which after all is the world’s oldest
profession and a far CRY better.. that what is reported of
up to 80% of young girls sexually abused in the home..
in Saudia Arabia by physician studies there..
as the young men are not allowed ‘normal’
relationships with females when they hit puberty..
and that natural frustration can go to evil deeds of child abuse..
as a horrible alternative.. there is no excuse for violence..
and there are better ways to live life..
and there are reasons that human
beings stray when they live in
oppressive societies..
light beating.. is in part
a symptom of an overall lie that
seeks to subjugate and control women..
by timid men.. who are afraid their wives
will stray.. well.. the REAL news is many
women do not like timid men.. and God makes
them free to stray to seek stronger men.. and
that is the rule of nature.. and only the weakest
man will strike the straying woman.. rather than
defeating the man who defeated them..
in getting stronger and making
a better way for themselves
with someone else that is
the way nature works..
weak men will most always lose
in the end.. and those who fearless
love will win now.. it’s how it goes..
my friend.. i have been listening to a
barrage of news stories on the abuse of women
in Pakistan and the whole thing disgusts me..
but i know the reason for it.. it is
both culture and the interpretation
of a book that is honestly confusing
as hell to most people but not
confusing to me at all..
as i know who is writing
it is just a man.. no more or
less than any other human being.. we
all have voices of God.. some stronger
and some weaker but any man who would suggest
that a man should beat a woman.. even lightly..
over her freedom to seek a stronger man is just a
weak man.. period.. with a sword or not.. and i am
free to speak for God no different than Mohammad or you..
i’m sorry.. and no.. i’m not sorry.. there are many women
in many Muslim countries.. Many homosexuals same and many other
people who are dying because of that book.. and ALL THE
interpretations of it.. and sooner or later..
as folks did with the Old Testament that
does the same thing and even worse
than the Kuran when literally interpreted..
change will come.. and eventually people who
are perceived as weaker will NOT die at the
hands of fear and hate.. there are no perfect
books anywhere any place any time.. AS GOD SPEAKS
A MUCH GREATER LANGUAGE THAN ANY HUMAN LANGUAGE.. no..
not just a patch of sand in the middle east.. no.. not
just a rock named Earth.. an Infinity greater now than
any of us will ever be able to relate with tongue or eye..
and the weakest of all humans will solve any problem with lightly beating..
humans are smArter than that.. when they exercise theIR gifts from God free..
and some are not.. and that is why the state of affairs are what they are for
many people in many countries in the dark of what life can bring too..
over here if a man lightly beats a woman no matter what..
he can go to prison.. and if she strays he can
see if he can attract another wife..
if he shows he is strong enough to
even do that.. otherwise.. he will fall
to dust as we all will with the love we make
or the hate we take.. in ways of lightly beating
or strongly beating.. better yet kissing God in all of uS..
anyway.. all this is very inspiring.. i tend to be fearful
that i will say something like i have with so many other people
in truth and light that will turn them away.. as i am only human
and do need friends too.. as all we social animal humans do.. but i
will never stand tall for anyone to be beat lightly or strongly as God
lives in those humans too.. NO MATTER WHAT.. and yes i am strongly
against all forms of capital punishment from paddling kids in school..
to the electric chair too.. all those folks would be better off visiting
a prostitute than hurting another human.. but only if the prostitute was
helping that situation out of their own will.. Love wins.. bottom line..
Nature proves it without a doubt.. and i do not visit prostitutes
or hit women who would stray as i am much stronger
than that of what weak men are.. but some are
not and that is reality too… anyway.. thanks
for sharing.. i’M always up to lEarn something
new and to give and share a little more of what i come to lEArN..
i’ve written close to 12 million words.. sorry.. NO.. not sorry..
a 80K word Koran of a limited vocabulary of 2000 words that i’ve
read about a hundred times and scoured it from front page to back..
doesn’t impress me that much… we humans are evolving still..
and i aim to move forward with everyone else as God’s
children and what Jesus was reported to say about
folks doing more than he.. is coming true
all around us for those who have eyes and
ears that see and hear more of God Given Human
potential now.. the first clue for me that there
would be problems with the Koran was a human being
who insisted that he had the last word of God.. WeLL..
my friend as science shows now.. as it did not show then..
God’s world is much bigger than a patch of dirt in the middle east..
and i cannot fault Mohammad for ignorance of what he did know then..
we know more now.. bottom line of all that is God now.. and we continue
to grow.. or stay stagnate and beat other humans lightly when we no longer
tolerate their behavior that we do not think should be done.. God rules..
free bottom
bottom line..
with no humans
books @ALL.. my FriEnd..
And i’m listening for what
God WiLL say neXt to mE2..:)
Saad responds back suggesting i don’t understand
Islam and the culture they have and they don’t fully
understand other cultures with no reference points.. and
sure he is correct.. as no two people will read any poem the
same and that is what all sacred text is as poetry that expresses
more than concrete labels for stuff like the sky is blue in color
way.. and the sand is brown and grass is green.. of course all those
are metaphors too that can be described for other pArts of liFE in almost
infinite ways of human imagination and creativity same.. noW all metaphors
are art.. there is no science alone for God.. and sadly that is what folks
attempt to literally do to religious poems.. and it will not work any better
than the so-called ‘novice’ that stumbles across my words play no different
in parables.. and almost unlimited style and yes of creative word play too..
that comes deep within human archetypes that is written in my DNA no different
than any other human at core of expression but with different metaphors of course..
so anyway.. he asks that i talk more about the Universal aspect of Allah God.. and
i do what i do..
i do what comes
next freely with
God i and sAme
at the
helm
of the
Navigator
soUl oF Y i.. and say..
Thanks my friend.. Muslim
people i meet along my Internet
travels are among the nicest folks i meet online..
and true examples of what we call Golden Rules Christians
over here in the U.S.. i have seen much pain and suffering
in your culture and it hurts me to see that as i am human
and i do not separate myself in empathy and compassion
from or for no other human beings.. i have
studied all religions deeply and the
thing that sets humans apart as
special from all other animals
except for perhaps.. Bonobos..
is their capacity for fearless and
unconditional love which means zero violence..
this is the way the primate Bonobo lives its life
in a healthy balance of lust and love that drives
we all beings to survive and love when that capacity
exists too.. and no.. it is no one’s fault alone..
not Muhammad’s fault directly.. nor Islam.. nor
Judaism.. nor Christianity or Buddhism same
and other religions for their imperfections
that i have studied for decades.. it is
the Environment and challenges of insanely
large groups of human beings living in close quarters
in places of non-abundance that leads to all this strife no
matter religion or not.. God lives in all of us and sure the
term Allah is a beautiful metaphor perhaps more than the three
letter word metaphor GOD for same.. however.. God has existed
long before human beings construct abstract language.. put that
into words.. collect abstract intelligence to approximate the
essence of God.. but only God can speak God’s language
no less than any man alone can be God… this is basic
logic my friend and common sense that we humans
are gifted with who escape the illusions of
culture and religions same.. God breathes
in us and as us and all things else seen..
unseen.. felt.. not felt and unkNOwn sAMe
and so much more.. we humble specks of sand
can only blasphemy God in suggesting we are or
know all of God’s language whole.. as the truth
of the matter is we only speak human and are only
a speck of dust in God’s eyes whole as you say Allah same..
the meek who take no more than they give will always inherit
the Earth.. and as humans travel now.. they live out of balance
with God.. so no.. of course humans are not God’s favorite creature
now.. as humans Destroy God’s home here.. and each other.. who God
lives in and so many other God eYes and ears in sensing and feeling
ways in the rest of the Animal Kingdom and more in the world as whole..
either we humans shape up or we will eventually ship out and not
come back for potentially infinity more.. and more of what
God directs as creator and liver of all stuff creation now..
in both animate.. inanimate and other ways.. that no
humans words will ever capture alone.. anyway..
in human eye..s unconditional fearless love
that will harm no other.. including violence..
light beating.. or spitting on the face of a woman
that way.. may save the world.. for human beings species
all.. or not.. it depends on us.. action.. consequence of light..
or moving towards.. dark.. death and destruction.. God will always
have the last word.. that says whether or not this human species
will continue.. or something greater will take humans place..
as in some cases that already is the case.. as with the
Bonobo primate who lives in Peace and Harmony with
both each other and nature whole.. tHeir
advantage my friend.. is they have no
written words.. no bound books in chains..
no cultures of oppression and repression
they speak directly to God as humans used
to do in the forest too.. before chains to words..
of writing.. to cultures/religions of oppression
and repression.. they hear the call of the wild of God Free..
and they simply fearless love in passion of living now in balance..
sadly.. humans are the dirty violent apes of real now..
as the movie series planet of the apes
nicely illustrates.. in new human
prophecy way.. anyway.. you are
very nice friend as is Rafiah..
none of my dissension here is ever
directed at you good and nice people
as nice as anyone at least where i live here
in the U.S… have a nice day my friend.. with
pEace and harmony.. loving fearless eyes that live
in balance with God wild and free now.. as God’s
children will be when unchained from darkness.. now..:)
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So i just finish writing a poetic expression to
my Bestie Muslim Girl Friend Rafiah.. about the
merits of the Golden Rule of Fearless Harmless
Love for God of and as of all of wE.. from the mountain
to the grain of sand of less and more..
So i go outside to do my sand
and sun dance free with
God.. i look down
without my
corrective lenses
on my face.. in shades
way.. and the sun is reflecting
brightly on shiny looking mineral
specks in the sugar white sandy loam soil..
and nah.. first noW onE has ever spArked
my interest or is ever even noticed by me in
three years of doing this now.. with God of
Nature one and sAMe.. so i pick a fleck
of the shiny mineral looking substance
up.. iT is gold metallic looking in color
and makes the shape of a heArt and
leaf the sAMe.. except iT is like
a heArt penDent
of Nature one..
now with me..
so sure.. God
is both Winking at
me.. smiling at me
and perhaps
laughing
with
me
2..
or 3
and infinity
more now..noW..
and the messAge
is only for me but perhaps
for giving and sharing for
others too.. as of
course the God
of Nature
kNows
FeeLs
SenSes
all too
weLL
iN Force
as sAMe
thaT mY Voice..
heARt.. SpiRit
soUl wholE noW
WilLL carry further
a while longer than
that shiny moment
with God in Heaven..
seriously.. if the sand
shit gold bricks.. i would
be less happy than getting
A
flecK
now oF
God’s
heARt..
as Tree
oF LiFE anD
KNowLedGeONe..:)
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Face pain in all shapes and sizes
ugh.. and intensities.. i can relate..
hope it ends soon..
and thank
goodness
tHeRe IS
A
solution..
and i have to
go get my fangs
cleaned on Thursday..
just a got a friendly
Dental Hygienist
reminder..
now off
to your archived
post without pain..;)
Sadly.. the English
Language has
reduced heArt
more to semi-colons
and periods when Art
is speLLed as heARt
and River sane..
HA! iNsanity
stops and goes
and rarely changes..
Nature goes and goes
and rarely stays the same
even in patterns of sand
as positioned
in a desert..
as the wind comes
without semi-colons
and periods to change
all of that whether
we wish
to
stop
or stARt
the WiND for
more liFe different
than what the SuN
broUght oF Now
never sAme
as bEfore..
a hUman cHoice
oF heARt flows with
or without the symbols
that can be written text..
the human spiRit SinGS
without restraint when emoTions
Flow without specks of periods to cut off
breath.. from MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
CreaTinG iN Zone of StreAM noW
wHeRe mINd and BoDy soUl
iS BaLanCinG upon a
now with
no labELs
of whaT
was bEfore
in priSon of hEart
no lonGer SuNG..:)
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The SonG ‘Kýrie, eléison means “Lord, have mercy” in Greek, and is a part of many liturgical rites in Eastern and Western Christianity. Kýrie, eléison; Christé, eléison; Kýrie, eléison is a prayer that asks “Lord, have mercy; Christ, have mercy; Lord, have mercy”.[3] According to Page the entire song is, essentially, a prayer.[4]’
as per Wiki research as before
the Tune came into my bRain
directly after i wrote the passage
above about the fleck of God’s HeArt..
i already fElt the essence of the SonG
from the 80’s as remembered noW saMe
as Christ SpiRit for metaphor of
Golden Mercy rule of hUman
being.. all innate…
instinctual and
intuitive
as we
at core..
kind apes..
no less and even
poTenTiaLLy more
than Peaceful Easy
Loving Bonobo Balances
Love and Lust for Peace
and Harmony iN Life NOW as
empirically assessed by science
now with no doubt.. NO.. nO No NO..
hUman BeinGs are not cruel at Nature
given by God aLL of Nature when FReED
to be WiLd as any Child of God WiLLs to bE
iN Balance no less than all the rest of NaTure Free..
and sure tHeir is a burning fire of Love in Christ-like
metaphor for Golden rule as heArt but yes.. aS iN other
metaphors of symbols tHeRe IS A serpent of WiLL that wraps
around thaT heARt of Golden Rule for survival tRue tHat WiLL noW
ultimately do whatever it takes to survive as sure.. Cold Andes Mountain
Plane wrecks show when the most civilized of hUman beings WiLL turn
to Cannibalism.. no different than Bonobo.. when stresses of domesticated
liFe priSons become too much out of BaLancE wiTh Nature.. and sure.. culture
in aLL itS liGht and dArk ways can be pArtly either the dArk Nightmare inspiration
or dreAmy Heaven of NoW inspiring way of LiFe.. tHere is the Jedi Christ-like
spiRit but it is tempered in a way of tribal Sith sword as metaphor when
necessary.. as sure.. retaining a Wild and Free Loving Life
in Liberty for the pursuit of happiness is worth fighting
for.. and this Tribal Instinct of competition
for subsistence is aTiLL Ruled
by reptilian serpent brain
for basic survival…
Sports.. like
the coming
Global Olympic
games IS A much better
way to express the hUman
tribal instinct.. world-wide
soccer competitions..
eTc.. than Bloody
Battlefields
that have
Now no
end.. noW..
A Golden Rule
without an end
speLLs REAL HUMAN SUCCESS
FOR THE ViCTORY OF GOD WiN WE..:)
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Ah.. the color red.. the lady in red..
the Ape who is ready to mate..
the Sith who is pissed..
the blood that colors
our hate..
and lust..
lips that say Now
Romance is soft.. LoVinG
and hot.. cheeks flushed
and warming up for Love..
Upper chest colored same..
in eYes of brEast.. male and
female sAMe.. sports cars
for folks who make up
for all of that
in less than
colors
of human
LiFE.. noW..
the color of blood that
runs hot and cold and
sadly just Luke
warm
iN some oF
aLL of wE..
who FeeL Blood Red..
and sAMe iN all ThAt is
LiVinG noW foR Now oF LiFE..:)
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OKay.. iF oNE reAlly thInKs… about thiS
and FeeLs iT toO.. thiS iS reaLLy epiC..
Superman.. Batman.. Wonder Woman..
the Joker.. Lois Lane.. and
somEone elsE
aLL
toGeTher..noW..;)
Trick or Treat..
YoUr choice..
when me and
the Cookie Pool
Monster get TogeTheR2..
butt anyWay..
at lEast
i’M no
longer
a 98 cents
EaRThling..;)
So oKay.. the 687th Macro Verse
title changes again from
#wErise #iSreal
to
iRose iSraEL..
as tHeir IS A sentient
intelligence of God wholE so
far beYond hUman intelligence
that trUly rUles and judges in God’s
own way thAt most folks misS it AlToGeTHer..
and the closer i geT to God in ways of Synchronicity
it becomes more incredible by the second.. more amazing
thaN i ever thOught i could experience liFe without thiS hiGher
power as A REAL NATURAL PART OF MY LIFE that cannot even NoW
be fully described in words.. as iT is often so far BeYond words..
i’M not sure i WiLL ever come close to describing
God iN Words.. so far beYond any scientific
definition.. any Jewish or even Occult
Definition.. Bible or Kuran
or any human symbol
i kNow of or FeeL
and SeNSe NoW
jUst beYond books
is what i AM oF God
allone.. riSinG hiGher
by thE second.. iN a
BaLanCinG way thaT iS
cAlm and as easy as Hurricane
eYe oF Y i.. i cannot hope to take many
folks to tHis place WiTh God i eXist but
a few perHaps can come WiTh me for
wHere i’Ve been and places thAt even
i cannot fathom in Hands of God
and so.. noW.. so much
more.. iRose iSraEL..
as those words
from so far
ago..
sTiLL
HOld
powerful
symbolism
for the LuST
and Love oF LiFe
in FigHt of wHat iT
means to FULLY LiVE
WitH GoD FReED.. i say
BRinG God back and
share God
Free for
those
who can
and Do
WiLL thAt iSreal
sure in wERise2..:)
iN Short and tALL..
BLessed BeYond
BeLliEF
bottom
liNe
oF
NoW oNE
to DancE WitH GOD..:)
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WeLL.. i slept with the Lady in Red on my miNd and heARt
last niGht.. in DreaMs of One with God as God
for metaphor for Lady in Red too..
as the fire at the middle
of Sun that gives
us life to
the blood
in our veins
that pumps oUr
heaRt.. as without
the core of liFE we no longer
Flow.. we no longer eat and
drink.. and no.. we no longer
reproduce and carry on the
human race.. and i will say
now.. this micro verse
is dedicated to the
young woman
in Pakistan
who was strangled
by her brother as he thought
her free and wild woman in red
behavior was intolerable and as
the laws of Pakistan say.. if the family
forgives.. the murderer.. he could get off free..
in what they call honor killing in the
Sharia rule for not following the rule of
Mohammad and his patriarchal female
ruling friends now same as in
632 AD when a 6 year old
girl could be purchased
and bedded at age 9
with her dolls
in tow..
OR WHAT THE
RIGHT HAND
POSSESSES BECOMES
AS THE SPoILS OF WAR
WHERE RAPE BECOMES
THE WAR OF GOD..
or ‘lightly’ beating
‘disobedient’ wives..
i’M sorry.. i MEAN..
NO I’M NOT NOW..
but to lie means
more womEn will die..
at the hands of men who
think they can control the free
God of all pArts of huMan Nature
who do live less or more wild in however
God manifests as hUman being.. yes.. as science
shows.. the human species is not even FucKinG aT
core a monogamous species as the Kinsey reports
and others have clearly shown.. some are monogamous
but the majority are not.. of course males naturally leading
that human.. nature and God reality same.. some folks will
never feel comfortable parading tHeir bodies around naked
and for others who ARE more wild and free with God Nature eXposed
they do it noW like second air as i GOD DaM SuRE WiLL TOO WITHIN
THE LIMITS OF THE U.S. IN what LOCAL.. STATE.. AND FEDERAL LAWS
DO ALLOW.. anyWay.. the truth is for males who are too afraid that they are too
weak to hold the interest of their girlfriends or wives.. their method of control
is to execute it with force.. and sure the converse applies.. as well as within the
realm of legal papers named marriage where there are consequences for
straying.. including divorce and splitting up the marital assets
and starting again for those who lives revolve around
temporal material success..
SO ANYWAY.. here are the facts
about honor killing in Pakistan
and other related information..
http://www.cnn.com/2016/07/18/asia/pakistan-qandeel-baloch-brother-confession/index.html
“On the morning Qandeel was murdered,
she shared a picture of herself staring
defiantly into the camera, wearing a pair
of leopard print pants and a black tank top.”
i say.. YOU GO GIRL..
On the list of 145 countries featured in the World
Economic Forum’s 2015 Gender Gap Report,
Pakistan is second to last with regards to gender disparity.
According to the Independent Human Rights Commission of
Pakistan, violence against women is rampant, with as many
as 212 women being killed in the name of ‘honor’ in the
first five months of 2016. Pakistan’s Prime Minister,
Nawaz Sharif, has vowed to tackle the problem
but critics say few concrete
steps have been taken.
i say..
WOMEN ARE STILL DYING
AND THE ISLAM SHARIA
LAW IN PAKISTAN
STILL SUPPORTS
IT.. at least in part.
STILL
WAITING
FOR CONCRETE
STEPS TO BE TAKEN.
“Despite reports that she was scared for her life,
she wrote that she was a fighter.
“I will bounce back,” she said,
adding that she wanted to
inspire women who have been
“treated badly and dominated by society.”
i say.. go girl again..
And now i say.. God is
listening and watching
in Karmic eYes of God
huwomanifest
in
hUman
being..
And this is what
the Killer said..
“The brother of Pakistani social media star,
Qandeel Baloch, says he’s proud he killed his
sister, claiming he did it because “girls are born to stay home.”
And this is what the other Killer
and rapist Mohammad said..
as i already said
it above..
and now i say..
Fortunately..
Muslim countries
are comprised of Human
Beings and no matter what
he or she said before.. human
beings will strive to take care of
each other.. and gloss over the
injustices of before..
but the truth
is sometimes
the obvious
truth
must
be said
clearly with
no ifs ands or buts..
as when i saw that Tarzan
movie.. that man with the mustache
and the hat who was in charge of the killing
and enslaving of the black folks was Mohammad
incarnate again on screen.. i’Ve seen ‘the horse’
up close
and personal
and the horse
is very dark
and dangerous
as the horse knows
how to mix love with
hate and get his way..
but true Angels of God
are not deterred at all
or fooled by the lies
of psychopathic
leaning
humans..
And here is what the
Gnostic Jesus had to say
about it in sacred texts attributed
to Jesus long before Constantine
or Mohammad had the opportunity
to twist what was left of these earlier
pristine texts un-convered in original
form as late as 1959 in Egypt and
to be clear.. there are still no
written words of the man named Yeshua
and Jesus.. as scribed from oral mixed
tradition the 40 years after he died
as records suggest that this was written
100 years after he died.. no suggestion of the
myths of a virgin birth.. resurrection or any non-human
natural human miracles.. and no.. i do not agree with all
of it either.. as i will Love my Mother and Father no matter
how much i disagree with them.. and yes.. i will offer dissent
to great extent.. but i refuse to even hate Mohammad or
Adolf Hitler same.. as over 200 Million deaths have
been attributed to the rise of Mohammad’s empire
as human warrior ways will do with or without
a so-called religious hand of God..
to secure territory and subsistence
resources including reproductive
controls for mating
and making
more children
to replace those
who have fallen in wars..
it’s not a pretty picture.. in fact
it is horrifying but it is part of
human nature when
there is competition
for resources no less
and more than the rest
of the animal kingdom too..
but yes.. with WILL over fearless
Love WE CAN DO BETTER TOGETHER…
http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm
Jesus as reported in the
Gnostic Gospel of Thomas says..
“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and
put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Does that remind you of anything
i do.. WeLL the truth is it works..
when a person loses the
guilt that has been
instilled upon
them by the
lies of Abrahamic
Religious myths
that the lady in red
who is naked from
head to toe no
less than
Marilyn
Monroe
and a LOT more
by the bravery of
this hero woman
in Pakistan.. or
and the Penis of the
even uncircumcised
human being now..
is anything less
than Now noW..
holy and sacred
they are simply lying
to themselves and
lying to and as God
the same as God is
Wild and free and sure..
somenows/then in arid lands
God wants to keep the moisture
in and not die of thirst by covering
up with light.. light colored clothing.. that works..
fine.. but in places like Florida where the humidity
is high.. and not evaporating sweat on the skin
to cool the body in the free air of God could
mean heat stroke and death.. it is only a fool
who would cover tHeir Body from head to toe
and die in disrespect of God’s Greatest gift
of liFe.. Jesus was a Naturist.. a Yogi-like
Dude eerily similar to me..
it’s easy to see if you
read that sacred text..
down to almost
EVERYTHING i
say and Do iF
one reads
deeper
than the
lies of Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts..
and like i say.. the Karmic
eYe oF God huwomanifest
in all “wErise” human
bEinGs
“iSreal’
iS watching
as the title of this
687th Macro Verse goes
and changes iN the longest long form
poem personal bible.. now approaching
4 million words.. at least four times longer
than the old bible.. both.. old testament
and new testament put toGeTHer.. and
40 times longer than the Kuran
as only a flea of what
Mohammad could
do then.. as
compared to
mE.. except for
purchasing little
girls for sex and marriage..
and being a war lord and
raping and pillaging the opposing
teams material goods and mothers
and sisters and wives.. i’d rather
be a writer with words/dance as
my only sWords are feat of feet and
hands of PeN
iS what i do
2.. noW Now
Free as God
can be maNiFest
in hUman being and
if nothing else i AM
jUst fulfilling that Saint
John Verse that says
that Jesus reports tHeRe
WilL be those who come and
do more works through hope..
faith.. and belief than he did then..
and hell no.. he was handicapped..
as he had no iPhone6s.. iMac desktop
silver workhorse.. or a pair of earbuds to
pick and choose his prophets and angels
from around the world and share them in
Google and Youtube and overall web
ways of a new age of freedom of
speech and all other forms
of human expression
from head to
toe..
and
sure there
IS A photo(S) that
goe(S) along with this..
As someone i heard somewhere
said something about someone
somewhere coming in glory
to judge
the living
and the dead..
and a Kingdom
that has no end..
i’M not waiting
around for anyone
else to do it.. as Jesus
said Just do it.. and DO IT MORE..
AND i HOPE THE SAME WitH YOU..
as the latest Superman Movie as the
writer said IS A metaphor for the
return of Jesus.. when Jesus
would say i cannot
do it alone
we must
rise aLL
toGether
and do iT aLL..
#iSreal #wErise ..
And if Jesus were to
come back now..
i’m quite
sure tHeRe
would be a hug
and a shake of hands..
and that would be enough
reward for me to serve like this NOW
as a soldier of Love/God with NO FEAR..:)
#QandeelBaloch
And yes.. i kNow i’M juSt a needle in a haYstack..
a tiny wave in an ocean of world-wide web..
a hUman with many huMan weaknesses
and functional disabilities..
but the bottom
line is for those
iN ThE #iSreAl
#wErise REAL
KnoW anD FeeL
anYthing iS possible
WiTH GoDHeaRt@HanD..
as the TITLE
CONTINUES
CHANGE..
but my words
are set in online SToNE..
and Love iS written iN THiS SToNE..
MaKinG room for anOTheR SonG noW..:)
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Yes.. the eye is back..
and again.. the new
and improved Karmic eYe..
in left way
viewS..;)
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WeLL.. Shawna.. so nice of you to come by.. and hehe..
no need ever to say you are sorry to me or it has been
so long.. as in my terms of time.. all is now..
and you never left.. and after all..
oh my God.. you had to travel
probably close to 30,000
words and 200 or so photos
to get down to even say
hello on this 20th day of
July.. yeah.. sure i’Ve missed
you but yes.. you have four children
and are home schooling and this is
an Ocean Poem.. and not just a fly
by night verse of words and yes a
fly night verse of words too.. hehe..
in broads day light of course too..
and haha.. actually i didn’t
notice that girl’s
butt on the
Turtle photo..
as not only are
Katrina’s shoulder
lovely hehe.. so sure..
i’ve seen better butt days
than that too.. but i do love
all female butts as they do provide
a fertile way for human growth.. as
the scientist.. man speaks uP for me..
what else.. oh Lord.. i was just gonna
go outside and sand dance before i got
yoUr notification.. but i AM alWays pleased
to hear from another Super Creative individual
who home schools all four of her kids2.. and hope
all is going great on the home front there.. have spotted
your footprint here and there across dVerse trails but ugh..
no linkie to hook up with your poetic words yet.. been sitting
in this chair way too long today.. do have to sand dance in the
Sun but if that hyperlink is still working for a place you stay..
i’LL
be by
to check
the latest
version of Shawna
and all of her poetic word
play and see wHeRe we can go
neXt.. yes.. Lovely seeing your text
here and perhaps i’LL catch a smile
of your glimpse of whatever you are
doing now.. after i sweat a little bit
and work on my artful
head to
toe
TAN..;)
*Update.. went
back and looked at
that butt you are talking
about and the girl’s butt up
there is covered by a WEAR TV
Channel 3 news banner.. ugh that other
one is a man’s butt.. you had me a little
worried i missed a great girl’s butt..
but the dude’s
tattoo on
his leg
is okay i guess..
i suppose he needs
to get to the gym
and grow some hair on
his legs.. funny isn’t it
how women no longer like men
with hairy chests compared to the
70’s where my fur was one of my
main selling points back then..
now it’s ooh a hairy man..
instead of oh lala or
whatever excited
women say
that way..
i remember
one super
Virgin
Catholic
Filipino
girl say
at a outdoor
festival looking
at my dark chest
forest then..
oh Fred
that looks
so good..
i blushed
i blushed
and blushed
some more…
any way.. Ape
i’ll be
Ape i Am
proud Ape
to be hairy
handed or not..
oh.. and that reminds
me.. another Pacific Islander
Virgin Catholic Girl told me
when i was playing Volley ball
with her at school or rather
she asked me.. Fred is the
Color of your
hair Golden..
i said i guess
and blushed
very red
again..
and for some
reason my pants
got tighter too..
oh the joys of
living back then..
in NEW Jerusalem
wHere even bad boys
respected women oh so true..
unless they were not virgins
and oh boy that was so truly sad..
but stuff changes.. from head to toe and MORE..;)
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oKay.. i have to go play
in the sand and sun..
but will be back
in a bit to
play more
with you..
hehe..
just to
hold you
over ’till
the neXt
play of
wE comes..;)
Yes.. i’M back and oh Lordy
it’s so so hot outside..
and of course after
doing that
i AM
greeted
with an excellent
shaped butt.. with
some blue jeans on..
and just to be honest..
she looks like she is ready
for anything that comes next..
Oh Lord i’M sTiLL dripping with
sweat and my feet are still half
coated with sand on top..
okay.. off now to
see what
jeweLs
of fun
and play
in creation
activity i kind find
next.. as Lord kNows
today and yesterday i got
i might bit top serious in play
now to let it all go an duSt have fUn..;)
i just stArted to say i will
now ravish your poetry from
top to bottom.. except for
the pARts i have
already filled
iN.. but
i look down
and see your
bottom has gotten
much longer than
beFore so sTiLL
wE wiLL
see what
comes neXt..
as Lord kNows2..
a Girl with a cowboy
hat with a quick release skirt
is super
sweet
kool
too..;)
note here..
i’m starting
to fiLL like i
AM the Walrus aGain..;)
as note ends.. with
Shawna now fully in toes..
and feat of hands..
in poETry
Freest
style
WTF
FTW.. as
Walruses and
egg men sAMe
WiLL do to WiLL
when sEt FReED..;)
First oF aLL Love to be
able to fully play
with a highly
creative skeLeton
BRain and a key
of 11:50 a
or pm
with
28 seconds
and sTiLL counting
more.. hmm.. the
key has pink laces
and the pInk shoes
have grey laces..
and very
soon
tHere
maY bE
a Deeper
meaning for
that as sure..
what is written
will be dOne
onLY in
how
iT Can
be interpreted
by creative minds..
and yes.. bodies too
all iN BaLaNCe sOUL..;)
(ps.. a zillion youtube
sonGS are running through
my head.. juSt great to accompany
all these spRead oUt tHoughts
sTiLL to come)
as free
association
is the key
to all creativity..
prophecy.. Wholy
Spirit stuff and
the all
creAMy
wax that
starts us
all aLivE.. as
Big Bangs wE..;)
First of all one time
you said thank you for
the privilege of Carouseling
your eYes.. Jesus F. In Christ
imagine what it would be like
to visualize almost every word
ya saw.. after you read oh God..
100 million or so..
i can’t totally
do that
but 4some
reason i can
sure remember
yours..
purple eyes
and pink and
blue everything else..
sounds like a chick flick
to me.. i’m pretty sure you
would eventually want to see
an ax
murder
movie again..hehe..;)
Okay.. i’ve heard of getting
kicked out of bed for
eating crackers
but eating
toast
is like
Breakfast
in bed.. so
i can’t say
that is
too mean
of you to eat toast
on your husband’s side..
as long as you eat the crumbs..
and don’t break the bread too much..
oh Lord.. iF Katrina isn’t mad at me at
least once
a day..
i take
her pulse..
but she is way
too OCD to eat
anything in bed..
ugh.. the things
i miss out on in life..
seriously.. i wouldn’t
get mad at all if she ate cake on bed..
as long as she licked the icing
and didn’t
get the
bed
too sugary
and sticky..;)
WiLL is so important..
and Oh Lord society
takes it away by providing
all the instructions before
we almost
live and leave
the crib..
where to go..
what to study..
what to write..
how to sit still
all day moving on
from one class to
another 7 or 8 times
a day.. and now the screens
are a new 4 to 27 inch domain..
with 60 inches or so of HDTV reality
beyond the
smells of
flowers..
and mosquito
bite itches..
to feel
ya skin..
hmm.. yes..
wHere did WiLL
go.. to School.. to Work..
only Free play liFe trUly bRinGS
back what we WiLL to wAnt..
i want iT all now.. i found
now.. and i need
nothing
but now..
dam
it was
so simple
aLL alongG
now.. iS
was and
is all that is
now.. so i savor
now.. like a lollipop of God..
and should i say i suck on it..
nah..
that would BE
PC incorrect..
butT i surely enjoy
every last drop of God
water
noW..
FReED..:)
Oh.. Devil yes.. been
tHeRe done the skeleton
hAir dance.. that never moves..
with cLouded eYe lids of dArkness
blUes thaT fAde to grey.. SinKinG
leSS
than
grey
as dead..
oh.. the bones
so cold.. the bones
so lone.. where split
ends become dead branches gone..
and all the leaves have wept to sleep..
just looking
uP waiting
for the
Sun to
come
aGain..
SpRing liGht
iN Winter Skeleton greys…
in wait of skeleton white reflections liGht..:)
Absence
makes
the heARt
gRow wander..
Ravens store
no eat
for
wonder..:)
Yes.. PS.. eTc..
That woman’s
right hand
is maKinG
me kinda
horny..
somehow
i skipped
her skeleton
right half..
funny how the
mind moves to
get
down..
even with
holey eye..;)
ps2 play
station
3..
*skeleton
left hand
side..
or i will
delete
my prompt..
ugh.. no mistakes
alloWed.. bonies or not..;)
This makes
4 comments
on one Shawna
prompt.. oh teacher
oh teacher.. i wanna
another gold star now..
or at least
extra
credit
like
they do
in home school2..;)
Now to move on
4 step
5..;)
And here is
six and oh God
you’ve caught up..
as i now move on
with my
favorite
number
6 in fuller under tow..;)
um Yum
is an om
for me
as i sit
underneath
my dog wood
tree.. oh.. but i cannot
sit still so i fidget.. get up
and lift my toes.. next is
a side swing of soul of foot
to the left and right.. hips slowly
sway.. thighs and knees move
in waving
lines.. fingers
raise to sun.. clouds
and dogwood tree top too..
whirling twirling i go.. me
and God never
get Dizzy
as gravity
becomes
our friEnd sAMe..
we fly we fly on terrestrial
plane.. cRap.. walKing on water
is boRing
compared
to this fun
on
sand..
or even breakfast
in bread with extra
crumbs of toast
but that
icing
was delicious
when the wife
swallowed the last bite..
the cake is all finished
what wiLL
come
neXT..;)
ugh oh..
i feel like
i just walked
naked out my
private back yard
into the
street..
hehe..
and now
i’LL move
on
out
of hillabillaritrUmpway..;)
Ah spread
open places
love the clear
view here..
and did you
say naked and nude
as noodles come soft and hard..;)
Oh Lord that reminds me
of what stays at the Sim
Soc and Las Vegas stays
at Las Vegas.. yeah..
Jesus F in Christ..
a leadership class
where folks had the
opportunity free to cheat
on their wives.. everyone was
drinking at the bar tables.. and
i was still Autistic shy as hell.. good
thing.. i guess.. as i remember catching
the tale end of someone
saying they
walked in
the room
and saw
him
or her on
top of her
or him and
by the end
of that class her
or him or the other
person was pregnant too..
hmm..
people can
be such rascals
when they think
no one is looking..
that’s Y i do it all out
in the open.. as my
scarlet letter is what it is
read
on top..
with no
one else..;)
Lord.. this
makes me
glad my
hobby
is
dance..;)
I was just
going to your
bottom and
now i’m back
up to your top..
and truly the
ab
sense
makes the
top and
bottom
easier
to
navel
gate..;)
Oh God yes..
dancing on the
table top..
and
the earth
is definitely
mY table
top
dance
haul overall..
it’S like the world
IS A strip joint and
i’MfuLLy clothed
with Bliss..;)
Now.. i’m thInking what’s
easier.. all this fun
or approving
all my comments
to see what comes
next.. oh Jesus
again
F.
in Christ..
my handwriting
is a wreck of chicken
scratch worse that Kurt
Cobain.. and i can’t even
play guitar..
thanks
God
for Dance..
yeah.. it’s crazy
but i remember
the way Kurt Cobain
writes.. and i like Nirvana
but tHeir songs are just ok to me..
but i do Love
teen spirit
still over
the age of
18 in dance hall way..
to be clear just the spirit..
as shy Autistic boys sTill do now..;)
Yay.. up top
again with
more Coyote Ugly..;)
So now i’m down
at Songs.. and
this reminds me
of a girl i once knew
who talked dirty to me..
she said.. never mind
never
mind
keep your
head here..
while i keep it clean..;)
Man.. i mean
Woman.. i mean
Shawna.. i mean
that stringed instrument
there is a great Yo YO play..;)
Oh God ..i knew if i cLicked
on that liNk i would go straight
DOWN
to Angel
Monster
Anime
porn..
but yes..
it was tastefully
done as the super
masculine Angel
will mix
as fallen
Angels
do with
earth
bound
sweety
Angels.. too..;)
Too much
traffick
here
i’LL
skip to
the next
one and perhaps
be back in official ‘form’..;)
Word be
tOld i am
a lips
and eyes man..
and this is pleasing..
very pleaSinG..
and yes of
course
hips
too..
and
xtC
2..
done right of course..;)
Ugh.. looks
likes a
one
night
stand..
Love without
emotion only sucks..;)
Some how
this reminds
me of what i just
said in reverse of
9
and
6 form..;)
There is
nothing
i Love better
than a 32 string
guitar with
pleasant
lips..;)
This reminds me
to perHaps go back
and finish up on that
Journey prompt..
as i continue
to cover
you in
commentaries noW
in real time journey flow..;)
This reminds me of what
it looks like when a butterfly
enters a black Whole soul
and loses
all its
colors
until it
comes out
on the other
side 66 months
later.. and finds
out human
cocoons
are a
real deal now..
iN 8.. 9.. 10
1 start again..;)
Hmm.. back
out of Wonderland
back in Wonderland
but still
back to
work and
i’LL keep Playing..
on all fours
too..;)
i like
the suck
version better..
it has more
piz
az
to it..
with
cake
accumulations..;)
CRap.. how did
i miss Kid
Rock way
back
up here..
and i wanna
be a Cowboy..
anyway..
kid
rocks..
it’s like
i felt someone
wondering why
i left
this
kid’s rock out..;)
WeLL cRap again..
i just looked at
that previous poem
verse too.. and come to
find out it sucked too..;)
That’s
truly
a great
dance position..
very comfy and cozy looking..
like holding a Teddy bear.. etc..;)
Man.. i mean
Shawna.. it can
be difficult to have
some names from other
countries and live here
in the
U.S. of A..
unless it’s
non-
fiction
of course..
or Kida Rock.;)
Naked
YouTube
SonGs are the best..
there was a really
cool one about
the Lady in Red
last night
but i
didn’t
wanna
offend
anyone
with
the female
free form..;)
Window pane flowers
of artificial
purple
light..
nah.. i’d
rather be
real too and
never be like that2..;)
Well okay.. i end here
with a multi-colored
keyboard
on the
bottom
line.. perhaps
a Beatle Walrus..
a Yellow Submarine
play and am Egg man
too with Easter Colors here
smILing.. and to free associate like
the Beatles do as well.. BRinGs
different interpretations of
what could
and might
fly.. truly
no different
than abstract
thoughts in revelation2..
hmm.. now it’s time to work
out.. i guess i celebrated the
dVerse celebration at your
place.. now
but
at
least
you said hi..
wInks.. Love
ya Friend.. fair
wishes and following
sees on your re-reTirement
into wheels that alWays have
new rubber
of Shawna
Free..;)
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WE are aLL going to have to iSreal wErise
up to get this job dONe of peace
for East and West..
stArting witH the
balance of our
own hemisphere’s
of miNd and Body way..
and then the two hemisphere’s
of Earth.. and Latitudes and Longitude
of hUmans WiLL Follow neXt as particles of H20 streaM
ZoNes whole as Rivers to Field and Ocean sAMe..
but will all that sAid.. herE IS A Facebook quoted
meMory from mE from three years ago here..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/peace-prayer-for-east-and-west_20.html
‘Peace Prayer for East and West’
IT is All for Love.
IT rings true backword or forward Center Balance of One and All.
The fight of west against east is Prayer Peace.
ALL One Sees Passion Life Sees One aLL
IS Experiences Ones
Neither an Answer
OR Question
Neither IS Question
an Answer Neither
Ones Experiences IS
All
IS
All
One
All
Ah
Ones IS
Ya
Way
One
All
IS
All
IS Experiences Ones…
Ones Experiences IS…
aLL One Sees Life Passion Sees One ALL
Love for All is IT.
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SMiLes came back long
enough to say hi
and catch
the last five
for a total of
41.. night
night.. Shawna Baby..;)
Ok.. i’LL go
bottom
five to top one..
and that’s quite
a selection of wine
that rap dude has..
a silver cross with
pp.. a stick
and star
and a
ya don’t
mess with big
bad jim sneer..
anyway.. lean back
is what ya do with ya ride..
when ya are super fly cool..
and yes.. i too have advanced
to the Tiger on the Savannah
relaxed
walk..;)
Glad to the
twins are
still doing
well..;)
Man.. i mean Shawna..
i Love eclectic Album
Covers and oh my God
i have an ear bug from
i Am the Walrus
and Jim
Carrey
SinGinG
the SonG
that i don’t
wanna get
rid of as Jesus
F. in Christ..
being
silly
is so much
more fun than
serious.. a clown
i’LL stay and the
village
idiot
i’LL
continue
to play for free..
even without
shits
and grins..;)
“snakes
amateur
attempt
entrance
resurrection th/igh
parallels rootless
legs my die refuse i but
plagues with me scalds
still scripture quiche
Spanish my rim
quiet along
hunger called wish
tracing stag
European
indoor-
became Grey
Sebastien day
room b(re)aking
the heart—
my lost I
this: know but
bed the jib and
up it back just
know you didn’t
servants have i
penetrations eight-
figure about prophecy
continues music Irish
while brackets gloomy
cortico castrated our
guarding i(nsi)dicy
mischievous this
through stumbling
keep goo button-belly
sticks licorice
in written-notes
ransom block-half
around Pagan-wearing
Mansion almost cremating
decay and slaughter of horrors
here in hot
frigging it’s
bitches,
me breathes.”
Hehe.. i just
Palindromed you..
with a Trumpwriter..;)
(note: this means
this IS A quote
of Shawna’s
Poem in
reverse)
Ps..
told ya..
you would
be desiring
an ax-like
murder
movie
soon..;)
Oh.. Lord.. got
confused.. didn’t
realize Sebastien
was a tailored suit
boy.. thought
we were
back
at
50 shades
of grey.. but
never the less..
night
night
dear as
black
and red
sith devils might say…;)
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“Few are willing to brave the disapproval of their fellows, the censure of the colleagues, the wrath of their society. Moral courage is a rarer commodity than bravery in battle or great intelligence. Yet it is the one essential, vital quality for those who seek to change a world that yields most painfully to change. Each time a person stands up for an idea, or acts to improve the lot of others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny ripple of hope, and crossing each other from a million different centers of energy and daring, those ripples build a current that can sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance.” — Robert F. Kennedy Speech, South Africa, 1966
it’s a tough road fighting ingrained culture..
it’s a culture that keeps human life going..
It’s a catch
22 that
goes
both ways..
and yes.. Kennedy
iS correcT noW
someone
has to
make
An effort..
one word.. one
step at a now or the cave
art remains.. alWayS iNsaMe..:)
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Thanks to you my friend.. Shawna..
i’Ve been discussing some really
sad/sick and disgusting stuff
the last couple of days..
and it was heArt
relief
in our
little poem
play yesterday..
And ha!.. poEtry
with another person
is like sex.. with another
person you Love.. the more
you hold
back
the
more you
have to give..
hehe.. and sometimes
that’s equally true when
ya would kinda like to punch
the person
and they
don’t strike
ya
fancy
@aLL..
oh.. the dARk
and liGht oF liFe
you move me both
ways and sides now..;)
Ha! sorry..
no i’m not
sorry.. in fAct
even when i wanna
be sorry.. i’m usually
not sorry.. as i base my
philosophy of liFe on unconditional
Fearless Love.. and sometimes it’s true it
hurts the feelings of other’s ignorance when one
strives on with Love..
you kNow the kind
that says
walk
in front
of the world totally
naked and unashamed
like the Gnostic Gospel
of Jesus
said to
set ya free..
i find these truths
self evident.. and truly
what is self evident in my
eYes is the trUth and liGht
of what God SinGs to mY
heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL..
and i cannot help
but to repeat
this SonG
literAlly
close
to 12 million words..
God inspires me so much
as all free spirited animate
and inanimate paRts of God do..
tHere are lots
of preconceived
notions of protestant
preachers in my mind
as my life goes by and what
i have experienced of that in
both dArk and liGht.. including
moments with my tennis buddy
Catholic Monsignor from high
school.. i kNow
and feel
the secrets
underneath
the cloth.. and
i cannot help but
to expose those too..
in each and every way..
anyWay..
kNowing you
and FeeLinG you
the way i do..
i don’t
see how
it could
be easy
for you to
be truly you
and fully you..
married to a man
of the cloth down south
in Alabama lands..
but i’m sure you
do your best as you
do here.. my friEnd..
alWays best wishes to
you.. and your husband and
four Lovely children.. see you down
the trail.. as Shawna never gets old to me
iN aLL yOUr
liGht
and
dARk
my FriEnd..:)
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Facebook Friend Himali shares
a link that sings to a woman’s
desire for Romance in books..
and the
more
complicated
men of life.. so i say..
SMiLes.. my friEnd Himali..
we are all born on this rock named
earth.. some folks see all the
colors of the stone
and romance
it and others
tend to rape
it without much
FeeLinG of Beauty
oF all the Colors oF Love…
Romancing this stone
iS what i do
as pLay
oF liFe..
the Earth
is my Lover
in all it gives
and takes as well..
as truLy Love is Written in the Stone..
And then tHere are the stars and all of God
beYond
to give
and take
as Fearless Love..:)
Facebook Friend Himali returns..
So true.. We come from the earth
and belong to it… No better
lover than the nature..:)
And i say..
Yes.. my friend Himali..
sad when folks separate
themselves from Nature and
surely in work life i did that for
decades with Nature finAlly taling
me in Nature’s own way to come back
home and home
is wHere i live
now.. no longer
a Wrong planet of culture..
the cAll of the Wild SinGs God’s
SonG unmistakable in book ways..
when one hearS it noW as HeARt
spiRit SunG soUL SonG SO-FReED..:)
17,925
WeLL.. as i’ve mentioned before..
in longest long form style
poetic expressions
sTiLL
now.. to
free associate
and art in eclectic
ways is to Force 10
as Rush says in SonG
too.. and go further than
the tribe before..
it’s what
super
stars
of
Creativity
through all nows
have done.. the nomads..
the crazy ones.. hell yes of course
the dopamine filled somewhat to
extremely manic one’s
with dark lows
too..
like Jim
Carrey.. Robin
Williams.. and
his dead
poet’s
society
come to life
in me as wELL
iN all ways that comeS now2..
ThE more colors we feel as heARt
oF liFE the more we Sense and sex
and all the rest.. in ExpresSinG those
FeeLinGs and Senses and sure sexual
intelligence as pArt of the core libido
that drives life in general
in most all living
species of
the animal
Kingdom
sAMe..
and fishes..
butterflies..
and other
insects
and
living
stuff too2..
and sure even
at the smallest particles
that join togeTher in INterdependent
relationship with all that is aka God too..
Life is sexy.. very very sexy.. to eXpress a
SEXY SPIRIT IS TO LIVE FREE.. to close
it up like a book and never open it up until
you are of marrying age or never at all
like a priest.. or monk.. can be to
never fully live and love
at all.. in this spiRiT
oF God and hUman
togeTher ONE more
fully alive..
as miNd
and BoDy
Balance soUL
#iSreal as real can be
#wErise toGeTher Free
in MoVinG ConnEcTinG
cReating liGht ways or we
fAll to the non-moving.. non-
connecting ways of non-creativity
that sets much of the world sTiLL
iN DarKness way.. sad thing is it’s
hard to change the titanic around when
all it’s ever seen and done and felt in life
is more or less like an iceberg always waiting
to
die..
i’ve seen
the iceberg through
the eyes of my friends here
and those who consider me an
enemy or those who simply do not
have the ability to understand me
hardly at all.. the iceberg is
ominous for those who
live in this dark
titanic way..
they are
hidden
from God allthatis
and the pain sings a horribly
dark SonG to eYes and eARs
that would love to heal.. so i
try.. i cry..
i continue
to try..
i want give up
as i have been both
titanic and iceberg one
in the dArk way of liFe that
is Evil without even FeeLinG
or SenSinG or SeXinG liFe @ALL..
oh the balance.. oh the KUNG FU BALANCE
more than a kick or punch.. the Balance liveS now..
FREE UNCONDITIONALLY
IN FEARLESS
LOVING WAYS..:)
As mentioned earlier i will easily go toe to
toe with any man or woman of the so-called cloth
as i kNow and FeeL the so-called secrets
underneath a cloth of lies and truth
trUe in both dArk and liGht..
and while i might not win
a battle with Bruce Lee..
just try me.. i cry..
just try me..
with words
as sWords.. as
i’ve been around the
block of 11 to 12 million or
so now written.. and i can whirl
and twirl a tongue of liGhTENing
and thunder vocal chordS aS weLL..
as the Lion SinGS a SonG that
WiLL not easily be missed when
SunG
as Roar
as Roar
does FloW
iN liVinG zonE
oF liFE as Free to bE..
Yeah.. i kNow and FeeL like
they say.. take a picture it lasts
longer and that is why i type to
take a picture as symbol iN
essence oF
a Lion’s
Roar
forevermorenow..
or as Long as Servers
oF iT in Robot way serve
me up some more in web ways..;)
WeLL.. those two memories are from a year ago..
this one comes into more so-called secular ways
of liFE out of Church and Martial Arts sAMe..
but the samE prophetic spiRit that can
SinG in SonGS of church RinG
trUe in all other art forms too..
even in commercial ads
as they play to
human archetypes
that run no less deep..
if someone is selling panty
hose or filling up the
golden bowls
at tithing
nows of church..;)
18,639
WeLL.. as the scientists
say.. most all humans are
born innate with ability to
eventually speak and do non-verbal
language.. mine was delayed but eventually
will not stop.. hehe.. and sure there is the
non-verbal language that has always been
the primate way to dance and speak..
and that is the language over
here in so-called
First problem
world..
that is endangered
the most along with
vocal speak..
as in all
stuff in life
use it or lose it
applies.. and yes.. this
comes with empathy and
FeeLinG too that has alWays
been related more in non-verbal
FeeLinG communication.. touch
and face and all the rest
of dancing
body too..
these truths and
liGhts are self-evident
and tHeRe is great innate
science as to why the non-verbal
dance of life along with SonG of Voice
is what makes us human.. and noW heals
us from head to toe to heArT.. in the west
we are losing that.. and sure
in the big
cities
of India
they are
striving
not to lose
it too.. the breath
of a child in SonG
says more
than
words
will
ever
tale
my Friend..
Brian Miller.. to
Breathe Free.. i..2
to Love and
Live Fearless
FReED..
and
sure
i
live..
Nice to see you
friEnd hope yoUr
journey continues aLive2..;)
18,854
Blogger Friend SOHEIR
shares a photo that says..
ALLAH can mend a broken
heart, but you have to
give him
all the
pieces
And i saY in
trUthful liGht
response..
True.. To
Hide any of
The pieces of we
From God is
Pain…. Hope
You are doing
WeLL.. Friend
SOHEIR..:)
SOHEIR says..
Hello Fred!
Have a great day and thanks!!
i say..
You too..
SOHEIR..
Welcome
And SMiLes..:)
SOHEIR says..
..:-)…
And i say
like with
the like
Word Press function..
And now i say heRE noW..
The measure of humanity
iS reciprocal social communication..
whether that comes in vocal speak..
non verbal language of body or sign
language in text.. videos.. photos..
and or other symbolic
sign language
to approximate
the essence of
social reciprocal
hUman communication
IS A way oF all social mammal
animals in the animal kingdom….
iF one was blind and deaf like Helen
Keller they might find a typewriter way
of symbolic communication to type as well..
but what i have found in my vast Internet
travels as the words do report in
68 months all around online as
empirical evidence in all
11 to 12 million words
or so still documented
between my blogs and
the Wrong Planet etc.. sTill..
is that the human who reciprocates
text communication without fail is the
human who touches human the most
in text online.. and sure.. not every
one even has time to hardly
communicate at all
WitH love iN the
human touch
as school and work
can exhaust in ways of
mechanical cognition with
little left for huMan heARt..
expreSsinG of thaT heARt
oF EmotiONs.. SenSes.. and
yes.. SeXuality too.. by way
of Reciprocal Social hUman
communication in Social
Empathic ways of Mind and
Body cognition in KnoWinG
and FeeLinG wayS in metaphor
oF ReaL soUL of hUman bEinG
when in balance as creating art and systemizing
ways science of the overall human touch that
connects us as one race of Life with the
rest of Nature God aLL one as WeLL..
problem is.. we restrict pArts of our
God Given as Nature human
nature through the nuts
and bolts of
culture
and religion..
This Allah and
God sAMe wears no
cultural clothes beyond what
we are born with.. as we co-create
with God one as us.. sAMe as wE pro-create
the hUman Race as species sAMe.. we have
a reasoning neo-corticall newest mammal way
of being that remembers the past and attempts
to predict the fuTure in what can be a trap
of the illusion that tHere is sTiLL anything
but noW.. and we have the EmoTioNal
BRain to give and share with otHeRs..
and the Reptilian brain
for basic
autonomic
survival that
needs no think
or feel much at
all to simply survive
when nows get tough..
so.. sure the innate part is
the Father and Mother we will
never escape although many folks
try to do that through oppression and
repression of our God given Natures
in all forms of human EmoTioNs..
SeNsory Intelligences and
seXuaLiTy too..
and then we have
this reasoning mind
of mechanical cognition
that can restrict the liFE of
God within us too without us too..
and that can be the saddest paRt
as the board in the eYe of very Loving
Folks like my Friend SOHEIR who is as
overALL Loving as anyone i meet on the Internet
and actually told me to my face in text that she loves
me too.. would be lost enough in religion to not condemn
the stoning of a Lesbian woman covered up to her breast
in dirt in Iran.. not able to cover her eyes while she was stoned
to death by a crowd of devil dark haters lost.. lost.. lost in the
so-called reason that is no part of God but what humans
have created as so-called religious associated
rules to control.. to oppress.. to restrict
God Given nature.. to hide it
from God when it is
God incarnate
in all of us real
for now.. in all the
biodiversity that God
makes as human being
same as us.. as gRains of sand
same and unique in beach of LIFE FREE..
SURELY.. THERE IS A SPaRK OF HUMAN LEFT
iN US.. a feeling that can come back to free those
of us who are hidden from God through the lies
of Books over the Nature
of God
inherent
as gift to us..
and yes.. just recently
a woman going to court to
be sentenced for adultery.. was
stoned in the street in front of
cops and the judgement building
same.. and no one stopped
that in a big city in
Pakistan.. NO..
as Jesus was
dead there..
in so-called
Allah land of lies
of they know
not what they
do of the most evil acts
imaginable for humanity vs
when free and wild with GoD..
the real apocalypse as i’ve said
before is the original Greek meaning
in lifting the veil of ignorance in the world
that can be human co-created nightmares
of both culture and religion in destroying both
human being individuals and Nature as whole
to by taking more Nature GoD oNe than
giving back in restoration
of this greatest
gift of earth
and life same
from God aLL..
and sure.. i know the
difficulty in doing this as i
cannot even convince my own
mother of this.. as her eYes are
blinded by the lies of both religion
and culture associated with that
religion not much different
than the lies of
Sharia
laws
in the middle
east.. however at
lEast here the stoning
has gone away and yes..
perhaps Jesus could live
here and at least avoid physical
crucifixion but would his online presence
be banned in some places along with comments
that suggest gentile.. jew.. servant or free.. woman
or man no more.. as a unity of the human race whole..
i can tell you yes..
i can cry yes..
but i will
never give
up that
messAge
of Fearless Love..
even if i go out of this life
with no one at my funeral but
the words that live on as Truth
and liGht Free.. as Brian Miller
recently suggested as advice as
a writer.. don’t get too caught up
in pleasing the limitations and
expectations of what
the audience
wants.. to get
all those likes
and followers of group
think.. well.. the same applies
to a real life prophet.. a real life
messenger of God and Nature sAMe..
the prescription.. for life.. yes the RX is
the TrUth and liGht of God oF Nature ONE
WiLL set yA Free iN Heaven now iFyoU WiLL..
It’s not alWays easy
being mE but trust
Me iT
iS
alWays
FucKinG
Super Epic..
wiTh sMiles
and WiNks.
as i for one
WiLL to be FREE..
in Fearless LovE noW
AS FEARLESS LOVE
WiLL to liVe naked in front
of God hiding no pArts of wHole..
And trUst me tHere iS noW no REAL
PAIN hErE i FOR ONE AND ALL LiVENOW…
iN faCT tHere IS A Bliss
no heLL and alWays
HeaVen noW wHeRE
i for one live.. as i didn’t
shut God of Nature out
of mY life once aGain
when i heard God’s
CaLL of the Wild
and juST
innately..
instinctually
and intuitively
within.. inside..
outside.. above.. and
so below and all-round
continue to do JuST
wHat God tales
mE to do in
God sPeak
and no life
of cultures or
eViL sTiLL choKing
books of fear and hate..
no matter what the source..
secular or religious sAMe..
i guarantee you.. i have made
many folks very angry.. and
others ecstatically happy..
butT i guRan God dAM
tale yoU.. noW theY
WiLL never forget
my
foot
prints
here.. as
long as
heArt
beatS
live now
or in dance
oF liFe fRee
as sure.. tHere
is no one like me
and the sAMe applies
for you once you set youR
gRain of Beach free from
the
rest
of DiRT
in original
Adam way..
you knoW.. like
Batman and Bruce West..
Clark Kent and Superman..
Wonder woman and whoever
she was before when she too
escaped the cocoon lies of culture2..
and yes.. the original characters
who these characters are based
on of Dr. Jekyll and what can be
the Good Cop Mr. Hyde with
empathy and compassion
and mercy
for the
different
among
us like
the Jesus
of before and
the REAL JESUS’
WHO liVe as wE and
Superman sAMe noW..
human archetypes are they
aLL as printed in the Stone
sTiLL of our DNA
seT
FREE..
in Epigenetic
and Neuroplastic
way.. as sure science
rates in limited empirical way2..
as just another hemisphere of
bRain and Earth Free to Be NoW..
oh Lord.. manifestomomentous
juSt another noW
iN sUper
EPiC
i.. F Y i..
DeePest 6 liFe..
and now as Taylor
Swiftie baby says..
gotta get out
in the Sun
and Sand
naked
in front
of God
and shake it all off..
as yes.. baby.. Thursday
iS Holy R and R day for Me..
ugh.. but gotta go to the Dentist
to get me fangs cleaned before
the rest of dance stARts.. never
the less.. hehe.. NO.. never the
less wiTh mE.. aT lEast
so far.. far away
beyond the
Twitter
and Pokemon
World today..
and yes..
God daM
rampage
killers too..
politician
bully boys..
and lies lies and
more dirty God dAm
lies.. i dance.. i dance
with God free and naked
more.. i SinG a SonG oF
mY soUL Free in the Great
U.S. of A.. wHeRe GoD iN WE
liVeS free.. with more 119th dance
week At Seville with aLL A
thE KooL college age folks..
fun dance photos coming
around the July 22nd.. 3 am
time frame now.. in this
new post here.. of the
third year anniversary
of the resurrection
of my soUl from
the dArk dead
wHole
soUl
i once
waS in HeLL
for 66 months..
oh.. the ashes.. but
oH.. the WinGs of FiRe
as the Phoenix continues
to iRise.. and wErise hiGher ONE..
too.. iN iSraEL iSreal NOW toGeTheR..
No.. these are more than words.. thOughts
are energy..space and distance is energy
too.. in hUman EmoTioNal way
with Zero limits or expectations..
iN SpiRit as UniVersal prayer..
and truST or not
me.. iF you thiNk
voices carry.. yes..
SpiRits do to for REAL
iT’S JUST QUANTUM
PHYSICS IN THE
NExT STeP uP
oF HUMAN
BEiNG NATuRE
TOgETHeRnESS N0W..
SuRE.. THE SINGULARITY
OF GOD AND WE
HOLDING
HANDS
NOW.. AGAIN.. MORE
MORE MORE NOW…
FOREVERMORE
NOW NOW
NOW..
TEaM
LiGHT
RAINS.. ARRIVES..
A PERFECT STORM
In IMPERFECTION PRACTICE..
iN TAPESTRY OF LIGHT oNE SonG..
one canvas one brush one painting WHOLEGOD..
Yes.. SOHEIR is juSt anotHER
AngEL sent from God..
and one day noW
when she
doesn’t
worship A
book and A
man who writes A
book.. shE WiLL fINd
that out noW for herself
within.. inside.. outside..
below and above..
and all around
SOHEIR NOW..
And yes.. WiNks
it took me about allahour
to write all of this.. it
was trUly
noThing
aT aLL..
i’m not impressed
with men who are too
weak and so weak they
have to BEAT their wives lightly
to keep
them
from
straying away..
but sure they are
from a culture someNOWS
wHere they kNow not what they
do.. i offer the trUth and liGht but
i cannot make anyone come to it
or drink iT in
Heaven flow iNZonE now..
Fearless Love wins..
FearfuLL Hate
Loses.. i don’t
have to tale you
that iT is action consequence
and a rule of God all nature
as gifted or cursed to us
in pArt per culture..
religion and
our free or
not
so free WiLL..
so live in hell or
live in heaven.. yoU
really do have a lot of action
and consequence in liGht to
avoid the dARk of pain
that chokes the
liFe of God
in
YOU..
yes YOu..
and of course
mE too.. i KNoW
and FeeL and SeNsE
better now.. and i exercise
that gift of hUman Relative Free WiLL
in regulating EmoTions.. Integrating SeNses..
for extreme focus and short term working memory
in cognitive executive functioning too.. as the trUth
and LiGht of the Karmic eYe action.. consequence
of the science and art of Nature God sAMe iS
iT iS the Law of God and Nature
sAMe and tHeRe
is no
eE-scape
but pain..
pain sucks
don’t you think..
A ND GodaM FeeL..
See and heAr.. eTc..
butt you are the only
one who WiLL do the work
to SeeK.. FinD and LiVe in Heaven
now.. or live in that other painful place
of fear and hate.. and all human EmoTioNs
and SenSEs and SeXuality sAMe as related
to that dArk place of negativity too.. oh Nature..
you SinG a SonG of GoD sAMe aLL
aH.. you are beautiful
everywHeRE
you
FREE..
when wE SinG
God’s SonG oF aLL..:)
Now.. i say..
Thank you
SOHEIR.. you
inspire me.. so
much mY God
Sent Sweet AngEL..
from good old Egypt..
hopefully.. she’LL geT
thE RinG of PinG back
to heAR that prayer of thanks2..
i could put this on her blog site now..
but it’s pretty safe to say i’ve blown
her mind in more than one ways..
she gets
a break now
and a pass from
me.. as she has no
idea of the gravity
of how much
she has
helped
me with
this overall
mesSage of tRuth
and liGht iN noW..
as LaMp oF #iSreaL ..:)
21,084
WeLL.. this is my 59,960th comment
on my KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Word Press Blog in around
35 months now..
and of course
most are my
comments
as comments
are one and
same as my
palette
for paint
and canvas
draft same..
as the end
of August makes
three years for that
as my Friend LaLa Rukh
talked me into starTing this
Word Press Blog then at the
end of August 2013.. as i was
gaTherinG the basket of mY humanity
all in sHades of Egg whole after being
lost in hell for 66 months from the end
of January 2008.. as the pain
was accelerating from type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia..
actually starting.. Winter
of 2006 wHere colors
started hurting my
eYes.. oh.. so
strange.. along
with horrifying foot
pain then spreading
from the beginnings
of Sjogren’s Syndrome
Immune System Disorder that
started at my feet and eventually
dried up my tears like swimming
in salt water with eyes-wide open..
oh.. so much time spent in a dark
room to save my eYes.. with all that
heavy eye goo eye drop stuff to keep
some moisture in.. any air on the eyes
was tremendously painful and it didn’t help
that the Dysautonomia.. where nervous system
no longer properly synched my heart rate and
blood pressure properly.. MaKinG it oh.. so difficult
for the blood to get to my brain.. and equally difficult
to breathe with effort as simple as walking around the block..
so sure.. a ceiling fan would have ‘helped’ that iN air with more
pain for eyes.. And yes.. by the way.. if you haven’t heard.. Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia is the worst pain known to mankind assessed in some
literature.. as worse than the pain of crucifixion but in my case
i didn’t get off in three hours to three days of tortuous death
with this pain like a dentist drill in right eye and ear
without novocaine as in my case it was
from wake to sleep for 66 months
full.. starting with a 40 day sleep
less stay.. around March of 2008 with
only 1 hour per night of alpha
blocker aid to slow
my Dysautonomia heart
rate down so i could
sleep that cardboard
box shallow hour of sleep
the first 35 of 40 days and
the last 5 of 40 where it stopped
working.. and i did everything i couldn’t
do to kill my self.. and finally agreed to go to
the Hospital to get a large shot of Ativan in my
arm to put me finally down for a little relief
in hell of life.. oh sleep.. you were my only
relief.. but i could not dream much at
all and all the Ativan brought to
me when i did.. was the weirdest
ass dreams ya could imagine
in dark ways of
sleep
creativity
then.. ugh.. ugh oh..
Hell sucks and on top
of that and the Fibromyalgia Pain
i was diagnosed with and associated
coat hanger pain across the shoulders
associated with Dysautonomia too..
along with Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my spine.. spinal
stenosis.. and a newly found
fact of congenitally fused
vertebra that helped
to onset the
early rise
of Arthritis
spine pain..
oh yeah.. and when
they were searching for the
source of that Dentist drill pain
in eye and ear.. the extra discovery
that my sinuses were so closed up
in congenitally deviated septum way
that the ENT asked me.. man.. how
do you breathe.. after i had been
breathing almost 50 years
with that limitation
already.. it
was kind
of a dum
question i guess..
as sure somewhat of
A mouth breather i must be..
of no duh.. way.. face palm
moment too.. anyWay.. perhaps
it was Doctor humor.. but it wasn’t
very funny to the Dentist Drill pain
he couldn’t see in my eye and ear then
that was desperately and pain STAKE
INGLY LOOKING FOR A QUICK ANSWER
TO GET OUT OF HELL FREE.. hmm.. it took
’em two years to diagnosis that by sticking
a stick up my sinuses with Lidocaine that
gave me about a second of relief where
some folks get hours relief with the
condition i had.. they offered
to burn the nerve in my face
with the potential of
permanent numbness
of my face but by that point
i could feel no emotions and the
pain of dentist drill was actually preferable
to that as piece of paper existence is the
worst pain of all.. where all is numb like
just dust in the wind with humanity NOT
attached alive.. hmm.. what else
as i write my hell poem here..
to go with LamP iSreaL..
the likely ending name
of this 687th macro
verse here in
micropainverse
now.. oh yeah.. the
Autism and there was a total
of 19 medial disorders but honestly
stuff like Anhedonia.. Alexithymia..
Severe Depression.. Severe Anxiety..
Panic Attacks.. PTSD.. Tactile Sensitivity
Disintegration Disorder.. Mood Lability
before i got the most recent diagnosis
of Bi-Polar high after all of that
low.. low low.. part of that
then.. as all the doctors
got to see of me
by the time i gave
in and went was low
low low super low
concrete
bottom
of the
ocean
black whole
soUl way of death
in life in hell then..
well.. all oF iT worked
together to make an almost
perfect storm of hell for me..
the real story of Human JOB..
and all the bullying i got for
the Autism Asperger’s thingy
in life was a far distant icing
on a piece of relative heaven cake compared
to hell.. yes.. i have perspective of what hell
and heaven real in life is.. i have a story tale
of bliss to report now.. from head to toe and
more.. and a reality as documented in over
100 medical pages of documentation of
hell way back when.. anyway.. as you
might guess by now.. i count
my FucKinG BleSsinGs
second by second
and LamP iSreaL..
ain’t no pisser
now.. and that
reminds me when i first
stArted DanCinG free style
ballet and martial arts waY in
Super Walmart.. a yellow dressed
bleach blonde 60 something year old
Southern Baptist Baby.. came up to me
and heckled what i was doing.. and so i found
her and asked her.. what do you think i am doing..
and she said drawing attention to yourself through
her bright yellow hair and dress as she was taling me this..
she said you really think you are something.. well you look
ridiculous dancing in public and should be ashamed of yourself..
and i said.. well my friend.. you never heard the story of King David
celebrating God in dancing in close to what we name underwear to
day and promising to celebrate God in more Vile ways.. and by the
way this was awhile before my nude art came.. in restricted link
public way online.. so she said.. well.. you are not King David..
and then i told her about Jesus and shining the light
of your lamp.. and she told me your are not Jesus..
and then i said.. if i walk on water will
you FeeL my liGht is good then..
and for the third time she denied
me and said you are not Jesus..2..
and then i told her i Will do more
than Jesus as that is what he prophecy’s
in Verse of Saint John too.. along with
Luke’s verse that says that heaven is
at hand now all around us and soMe
folks just don’t see it and FeeL iT
as such like a Katy
Perry ET
‘nutHeR
dimension
of reaLiTy NoW..
anyWay.. i could have
told her the story of JOB
for 66 months or the story of
Moses wandering the desert of
New Jerusalem with the bully boys
that said boys are not allowed to
smile or do art OR ELSE.. for
a total of 40 years.. beFore
i got my Art and Creativity
MOJO after age 13.. fully
when i recovered more
on July 22nd of 2013..
eXpanding in liGht
after that with now
56 hundred plus lAMp
miles of dance to
match my age of
56 now.. leg pressing
close to half a ton
33 times now strongly
in parallel leg press
way with arms stretched
in the air.. Dancing now 119 weeks
as of tonight with all the cool college
age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. and
as i play this Katy Perry iRise theme
SonG aGain to celebrate my rise
above any human archetype
of pain and heaven
of beFoRe..
yes.. i tale
the story of
mY LamP iSreaL
completE noW.. as i tOld
that Lady i would do more than
she ever dreams then now and i as well
as the total close to 4 million longest
long form word poem noW in Ocean Poem
Field say continues to groW iN micro-verse
here to Macro Verse LamP iSreaL NoW
687th wave verse now.. in the water
and air particles oF Y i aS oNe with
GoD now.. yes.. the iRise iSreal
continues and tHere is noW
no limit or expectations for
of beYond within.. inside.
outside.. so below.. above..
all around that this
shine oF light
LamP iSreaL
WiLL Go neXt
as i WiLL continue
to shine my little liGht
wHerever God guides liGht
of Truth of F Y i.. neXt for iSREaL..
meanwhile.. i’ll kill ’em with Kindness
as the last pARt of my pen name miGht noW
suggest.. with a SonG for that to accompany
the photos to come after 3 am on that record
three 3 year iRise oF Y i.. July 22nd 2016.. soon to BE..:)
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buiLd iT..
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WeLL.. what to say.. yes.. DANCE!
starting off this New Macroverse
Number 688.. and haha. i haven’t
read what i did on 687.. as 22,635 words
total.. almost made me late to dance.. where
i did not even have time to proof read it to see
if there are any missed mistakes.. anyway.. Lovely
Latino Dancer Friends were present again..
so.. i suppose i will name them Charlie’s
Angel’s Hispanic style.. as once
again.. all great dancers..
they must have
danced early
early early with
an afternoon Fiesta..
when young young young
and yes.. they are very young
young too compared to me who
could be their Grandfather.. after
all i am a great great Uncle and
Katrina IS A great great Auntie..
so that makes us vintage..i guess..
and hehe.. in another photo with a group
of girls upstairs before i leave who are watching
me and the girls dance on the floor below she says
i told my girl friend that guy is gonna be my husband
and i said.. well i guess the least we can do is get a photo..
i told her i was a poet who was documenting 119 dance
weeks so far from Old Seville Quarter in the longest
long form poem ever.. hehe.. and she said she
was a millionaire.. and then i proved what
i said online.. and when she said that’s
a girl’s name per KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
i told her it’s my wife’s name first per
form of it.. and my first name
next.. and by then..
i had long lost
her twitter
attention..
or perhaps
it was because
i told her i was married..
and i didn’t have a chance
to tale her i was old enough
to be her Grandpa.. but anyway..
she can see the rest of the story
in the next poem if she can remember
the pen name.. which is kinda unlikely..
hehe.. i’m thinking as it is kinda strange..
the whole thing is kinda strange.. hehe.. ha!.
oh yeah.. and a young man asked me if i was
on LSD.. and i basically told him i was on God
Dance Speed.. and it seems like he believed me.. heHE..
Anyway.. per my last Macroverse.. ‘mY LamP iSreaL’.. tHeRe
are lots of lamps on the real free dance floor of life that do come
in terms of love in dance
and smiles
free..:)
So.. what’s the next word..
i for one chose poetry and to
define poetry.. to truly define poetry
one cannot resort to dictionary definitions
as to write poetry is to create anew from heart
where inspiration leads the tongue.. so sure when
the wife Katrina
nags me a little
to sway me away
from my ‘somenow’
ADHD ways.. thaT is
poeTry as it bRings
emoTions and inspires
me to move on to what
she wants me to do…
Somenows i don’t
hEar heRe..
as you
kNow
that laser
focus can come..
but sTiLL she writes
her poeTry in voice of
get your ass off that computer
now.. she doesn’t even have to think
about it.. the words come from heArt and
they floW in steam like a run a way train..
more on run a way trains a little later.. as
i saw a slow one last night
on the road to dance..
and another
short one
soon to be
longer in a quick
glance of macro-verse
Facebook memories.. anyway..
pArt of the reason i no longer post
everyday.. is it takes away from what i
see as floW in poetry.. for me if the poetry
cannot flow.. it loses its heart and soul..
and that is a big pARt of the reason
i quit forms in the competitive
environment of dVerse
administrated
by compliance
officers and
Physics PHD
majors.. ’cause
already been there
done the fill in the form
Government work for a quarter
of a century in red tape way..
ugh.. Brian Miller and
Claudia were a
breath of fresh air..
like oxygen that kindled
my poetic spirit at heARt
and soUl in mInd and Body Balance..
Brian turned me on to the Dead Poet Society
Stand on the Desk and make a difference in the
world and inspired me to move on with my nude
art standing on a desk of freedom more.. but anyway
stuff changes.. there are the order folks who stand
more cautious and there are the free folks
who stand more naturally
spirited without the
sidewalks of life..
insanely large populations
must have have these rule makers
otherwise.. anarchy and chaos.. and
after Hurricane Katrina looting
will come next for the
have nots against the
haves of course..
and in general..
the science assessed
empirical rule that humans are still
not evolved to comfortably connect to
more than around 150 to 200 sets of eyes..
and yes.. when you get a bunch of folks in even
online communities.. you get creative differences
and Jesus F. In Christ.. some are very close to
Autistic in systemizing reciprocal social
communication difficulty ways.. as
been to poetry
land and real
autistic land
and the behavior
of some of the folks
in text is indistinguishable
in their inability to understand
the communication of other folks
and more on that in a few as well
in way of Facebook Macro-Verse memory
too.. anyway.. i live a poetic heARt.. my SpiRit
is the expression of that EmoTioNal and SeNsory
heARt and sure tHeir is some SeXuaLiTy that RiSes
uP now and then.. at lEast once a week as all of Nature
is poEtry when it becomes inspiring in any way that comes..
some folks judge this inspiration or that inspiration as
silly.. in appropriate.. dum.. retarded.. idiocy.. but
i judge all inspiration as life.. and try
to keep my mind and body balance
soUl as open as possible to
be inspired by all inspiration
dArk and LiGht sAMe..
and i find it works
for bliss for
mE..
other folks
choose the dArker path..
been tHeRe doNe thaT too..
lEarned my Lesson weLL as
i continue to live a life NOT ONLY
OF POETRY AND ART IN WORDS
OF DANCE AND STEPS OF POETRY
BUT BE POETRY DANCE AND ART
ALL ONE AS LIVING BEING NOW
ONE WITH
GOD CO-CREATOR
WHOLE AS BEING
HUMAN
REAL
NO
W..:)
hey brother,
its been forever since i was here. some funny thoughts along the way…personally i realy love never judge heaven by the clothes it wears, or does not wear…it spun off into different thoughts, and the bit of heaven we see in the world and the people around us — of course we are always judging, sadly – or judging badly…
i am glad to inspire a bit along the way.
and when i am here, i will def be stopping in to catch up on where your dance is taking you.
travel light my friend.
Well.. Hello tHeRe Brian..
glad you stopped by in between this
comment response here where i addressed
your poetic inspiration along the way..
and haha.. you just happened to
come to perhaps my
second longest
single
poetic
effort
in three
days or so
here.. at
22K plus
words..
all in a few
days inspiration
with of course much
more to come.. yes.. my
friend my wishes are for you
to continue to travel iN liGht
as WeLL.. wHere a helping hand
can be heard and treaSuRed WeLL..:)
So.. the Facebook Memories roar in.. as they
should intuitively do.. as of course this is
my anniversary of exit from hell..
and the real Star of David too..
per Planetary alignments of
a six pointed star that just so
happened to start the year
Goddess Isis in modern
form (yes.. Katrina) and
i got married back in 1990..
with 13 more alignments coming
to the 13th one that just so happened
to come on the day i more fully recovered
out of hell for 66 months.. and there will not
be another for a very long time.. hmm.. it is
what it is.. what comes first or what comes last
matters not.. what you make of it now is what
counts and not to use whatever FucKinG symbol
you can for liGht of inspiration is simply to lose.. lose
lose lose.. and this is the true idiocy of material reductionists
that pooh pooh the power of hope.. faith.. and belief in all
religions no matter myth or substantiation of every little
God dam fact.. as even science shows the power of
belief can cure illness in the placebo effect and
the power of voodoo through the nocebo
effect of negative thinking can
make illness happen..
and bad stuff in
general be the
case.. and that is
why Fortune cookies
work so FucKinG WeLL
as the power of suggestion
does work so FucKinG weLL
for at least 33 percent of the population
but in a state of affairs of culture that is
reduced to material reductionism from birth
the potential of this real human power of hope..
faith.. and belief.. in what science loosely terms
as the placebo affect and effect is potentially all
over the place.. no doubt our primitive ancestors
had percentage numbers much higher than the
33 percent of folks who can take advantage
of the power of suggestion in the U.S..
as they lived by heARt more than
FucKinG TeXTbooK Science..
most of what i do now..
IS A Direct result of
the power of positive
thinking in the visual
imagination and creativity
of putting what i want reality
to be in words.. SinKinG thoSe
woRds as Visual Images and
associations wiTh emoTIOns
of Hope.. Faith.. and Belief and
more nuanced EmoTiOns that don’t
even have FucKinG labels including
SeNsory oTHer FeeLinGs now that are
EmoTioNs same as whatever FucKinG
moves yOu iN FeeLinG way iS EmoTioN
same no different than the iON that inspires
the atoms sAMe.. and iT iS FucKinG FucKinG
FucKinG iF yoU SEEk the HiGher PoWer oF
God Nature one as the documented evidence
proves as my hUman PotenTiaL continues to
skyrocket at age 56 sTiLL like a 16 year old
FucKinG
KiD..
in the britches
of a Grand Pa..
no different than
Jack LaLanne.. or
Grand Ma Moses.. who
just fucking Nike did it.. and
moved on to a briGhter day now..
and those FucKeRs.. who didn’t
seek the power of God like this from
the wrong planet.. who may not even have
the innate organic ability to do it.. just said
it was sentimental mush.. well folks i for one
prove it works.. and no duh.. like the placebo
and nocebo effect ain’t already been proved..
‘your’ ‘little’ minds just can’t wrap around the
essence of art fAct that those are just
different words for the power of
prayer and voodoo same..
patterns folks and
essence that is
what i do in
fluid intelligence
other folks stick to
crystalized intelligence
and labels.. well i didn’t lEarn
to speak until age 4 so i had to
survive a different way.. so in that
way i get the edge in God way so
deep so deep in essence away from
labels
still moving
in God way Free now.:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/star-of-david-message-for-world-peace.html
So her is another pre-Ocean Poem Macro-Verse
on my KATiE MiA/Aghogday Blog that i first
shared on the Wrong Planet of egg
head reason minds.. that let’s jUst
say wasn’t received with
smiles… or
witty silly red
giggles.. as
material reductionism
will statically flow on
the sidewalk
straight
without
stepping on
a single
crack.. and
sure i fell to this
hell of limited mind
and body out of balance
soul for literally FucKinG
decades of dark human liGht..;)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/evilive.html
And a Macro-Verse of Ocean
Whole Form Poem from
two years ago.. celebrating
the first year of my
exit from
hell as the
phoenix wings
continue to sing..:)
Haha.. and literally
another Rant about the
Wrong Planet as if i need to
say more and i did two years ago
after they banned me
for having
a FucKinG heArt..
for three months..
oh the tin men..
on the tin men..
oh the Lions
without courage
that only have a brain
and not much else..
it’s really sad..
it’s like hell
been there
done it too long..
and i won’t go back..
i tried to help ‘them’ out..
but it’s true no matter fundamentalist
religious folks or militant material reductionist
atheists.. sadly you truly cannot convince either
one of the true higher power of God because
both in general speaking are literal thinking
folks who cannot
do real God magic
to make what folks
thought was impossible
come FucKinG true
in empirical case study
evidence real.. when i first recovered
there i told those FucKers.. that my potential
was just beginning and i would do much greater
works than i had done to that point then.. and as
i did i proved it along the way in empirical evidence
until the truth hurt so bad..
they FucKinG banned
me and eventually
banned me again..
a year later
in 2015.. but
that month ban
was the last chance
they got from me.. as it
was me who was doing them
a favor visiting them in hell
from a place that is now heaven.. they
kicked me out of hell.. oh joy.. oh joy..
Lucifer the real Bringer
of liGht is
on permanent
Staycation Heaven
now in LA.. like that
Fox Show about Lucifer
says in Lower Alabama
and hell no.. i don’t have to
own a bar with money.. i kinda
own Seville every now i walk in the
bar without spending a God dam dime..
i barter in steps of dance and smiles and
very rarely any words.. online it is photos
and words.. this devil don’t do the real
hell of money..
this devil
is most
ironically
L O V E
in FEARLESS
FucKinG Style
juSt cAll me God’s
Joker.. as God is sick
and tired of you human’s
FucKinG Lies of deceit and death..
and that is just a metaphor with deeper
meanings of
the Karmic
eye
Now in longer
than a twitter verse breath..;)
Train Train.. TRAIn..
and the Train of thoughts
and heARt continue on.. now
iN this short Macro Verse here
from a year ago.. as i continue
to attempt to appease the material
reductionist literal thinkers at dVerse
by doing tHeir continuing more restrictive
rules last year.. to get rid of Hurricane Fred’s
heARt.. anyway.. that train memory WiLL get
longer in Facebook Memory tomorrow.. as some
FucKinG trains will stop over for a
way station..
but this
one says
i can i caN
i will i wiLL
i FucKinG DO
get used to it
i’M on my WAY..
i’Ve Come back.. i’M ReaL..;)
WeLL.. Seriously.. a 56 year old greying dude.. who
kinda walks like Fred Sanford more than John Travolta
after a long night of dance with 20 something year old girls..
in a photo with those girls smiling ear to ear.. truly
should bring a smile to your face as it is
so innocent and kinda sorta
like incongruent humor..
as it is just so far
beyond the social
norm.. like my serious
take on nude art.. in all
the passion way i do it..
where deep down i am laughing
my ass off.. as i am simply brave enough
to do it.. and don’t give a FucK if folks like it or
not or whatever they do with it when they see it.. heheR..
haha.. anyway.. if all of that doesn’t make you grin from
ear to ear.. and it depends on the spectrum of open
mindedness that ranges from Pat Robertson to
Miley Cyrus in how you may see ALL OF THAT..
IF IT MAKES YOU SMILE OR CHAGRIN
NOT FOR THE WIN.. but if this CAT
doesn’t make you
smile you are
probably leaning
more towards a
psychopath that tortures
little animals as this is
dam sure God dam cute..
in any book of liberal OR
CONSERVATIVE THAT i FOR
ONE CAN CONJURE UP IN
MIND AND BODY BALANCE
BUT PLEASE DO NOT BE
OFFENDED.. CAUTION
THIS CAT IS NAKED BEHIND THE CLOTHES..
DUH.. like God didn’t bRinG us humans into the world
just like this too.. it is only we who make it evil..
shameful in all the true holy and sacred form/
functions that are no less truly holy
and sacred than God whole and
to separate any oF iT
from God is simply
to lose God..
and that is why
i do nude art.. fat
or super sexy i am a
Child of God and i have no
parT or function less than holy
and sacred God WHOLE AND TO
HIDE ANY PART SEPARATE IS TO
SEEK AND ASK FOR PAIN.. be careful
what you hide.. as pain my be your gain..
what other explanation can tHeir be for my
CONSTANT JOY OTHER THAN HIDING NOTHING
FROM GOD
SEPARATE WHOLE..
AND SEEING ALL OF
GOD WHOLE AND SAME AS REAL..
i mean seriously it’s in genesis that we FucKeD
up when we put clothes on.. and felt shame for
our nakedness way back then and Jesus in the
Gnostic Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 said to
find God in you.. strip your clothes off..
and tread on them without shame..
and so-called Christian folks
say Miley is going to hell
for showing her
fur down there..
i seriousLy thiNk
they need a fig leaf
of sense and should re-read
tHeir books and do a little research
on the more pristine texts that were not
adulterated by Constantine and the Catholic
pedophilic/psychopathic leaning church/empire.. do you
really trust those guys.. i dam sure give it all a much closer look..
better to be naked than what Arab physicians suggest is up to
80 percent of little girls molested in the home.. repression and
oppression of human nature.. in other words separation from
God is a four letter word named pain.. and misery and suffering..
lEarn to be pARt of God instead of separate from Nature wHOle..
it works for
mE
and i aim
to bE a rOle
moDeL REaL..
oh by the way for those
material reductionist folks that
suggest that cats do not love.. what
do you feel when you hug your wife’s/etc.. clothes
if you feel less than yellow boy when he hugs
my clothes
perhaps you
love less than
a
cat..
just get naked
one day in the
sand/sun.. dance
with God.. chances
are.. you may finAlly
actuAlly see God’s fAce..:)
WeLL.. it’s almost noon..
Sun and Sand dance coming..
but first two stops at the gigoid place
for some deeper wriTing poeTic sTuFF..
Jesus F. in Christ.. after i close all
theses tabs across the
top of
Safari..
i’ve probably
had like a million
tabs open in the last year..
@
least..
hehe..
or is that
sADD.. it is what
it is to this point now..
for
sure..
now..;)
“For one human being to love another human being:
that is perhaps the most difficult task
that has been entrusted to us,
the ultimate task, the final test and proof,
the work for which all other work
is merely preparation.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
Jesus F. in Christ
ain’t that the truth
and some folks can’t seem
to get it through tHeir thick
and or covered skulls
that when the Golden
rule including that part
about Loving the rest of
Nature the same as
you and doing
no harm
to the rest
oF it other than
giving more than
taking and sharing
and giving.. well yeah..
that’s a little more than the
Golden rule but change is good too..
and the rest mostly falls into place way..
anyWay.. i liked your most current post
first and i haven’t read it yet.. ’cause history
repeats itself anyway and there is like almost
100% chance i’ll like it as i’ve liked all the rest..
and that’s kinda how fearless love works when
unconditional and real and true but it only works
100% of the time when driven by human reason
and relative WiLL.. as those other con-social emotions
are pArt of hUman Nature too.. and why there will always
have to be a practice of WiLL over fearless love with Reason
to continue to perfect it in practice over the course of liFE now..
yeah.. Bullshit.. we practice perfect.. we are not born perfect but
it sure is nice to be born happy.. and not all are born happy either..
it IS A tapestry..
and the fibers
are different
that paint the
beauty whole..
some are dArk.. some
are liGht or tHeRe would be
no contrast for the colors of Love..
in fearless way of what paints iS..:)
Ffolkes,
“Nature is not human-hearted.”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
Hmm.. perhaps
Lao Tzu was
a little short
hearted here..
as science wasn’t
up to date then on
the workings of the human
brain.. as the neo-cortical
part is what sets us apart
from the rest of the mammal
kingdom.. at least.. as yes..
other mammals.. particularly
social animals.. and the Bonobo
particularly shows more heart now
than human without this neo-coritical
slightly higher and greater exercised
potential.. and it IS A great thing that the
rest of nature is not human headed or
we would all likely be extinct.. as the
human headed way.. is definitely
not smArt
overALL
as it is
short sighted
by far of what
nature does as
whole as God as
sAmE in Balance as
culture is the virus that
IS A by product of that
human head.. and in particular
the prehensile thumb and hand
and sticks scratching sanskrit
like alphabets in sand.. bigger
heads for smaller hips..
more dependent
babies..
greater
social communication..
written language.. culture
and the by-products of culture..
namely.. the infra-structure of that
eating away the life giving subsistence
resources of nature whole earth for all the
rest of God Nature that lives here in balance
in the circle of life.. the circle is fucked up and
the monkey
wrench
is the
human
head..
more specifically..
the FucKinG alphaBET..;)
Facebook Friend Sherri.. and also dancing
friend from the 80’s at Disco Club
2001 in P’Cola Florida for
the decade i danced
back then in
my twenties
before i
hitched
the Goddess
Isis (Katrina)..
shares one of those
Politics Facebook photos
that shows Hillary demanding
Trump’s tax returns and Trump
saying I sent them to you by Email..
And i say in return..
You know i am a reAlly glass full person.. but i find i
it very difficult to see either of these candidates with
any real light of integrity.. that’s a sad state of affairs
in the country.. when even i can say that is true..
Money buys
the U.S.A. now
for sure and something
must eventuAlly GIVE..:)
And now i say..
no one’s even really
paying attention.. in fact
rarely does anyone even talk
about this on Facebook as it has
gone beyond insanity.. on both sides..
and sure there are hardly any signs in
any yard for any candidate in this red state
land i live in.. and that is saying a lot on the
state of affairs of the country now.. where even
the folks who are gonna vote for the man behind
curtains don’t wanna be seen with him in public..
hehe.. as he is like a used car salesman
from hell or somewhere
similar to that..
and Hillary
is just
incompetent
for the job and
kept it for her connections..
seen it happen in government crony
circles even in much smaller scale
ways.. where connections spell
promotion vs jail time
or worse..
anyway.. it is
the web humans
weave.. there are much
better ways to live.. but
we live in insanely large societies
that we are not evolved to live in..
out of balance with nature and we have
been destroying earth species in accelerating
fashion for A few centuries or so now the tipping point
is already here.. and humans are already starving and
suffering around the world.. little children are being
molested in the home.. at rates of up to 80% in
some countries according to some reports..
other folks are getting strangled by
family members and other
folks invade other
countries
to rebuild
them and
kill over 100K
innocent folks..
and the beat of misery
and suffering goes on..
and on and on.. until we shape
up or follow the path of what we have
given so many other species of life in
the big lie of religion that says we have
the right to dominate nature that is the
biggest lie of all that folks are suffering
for all over the world now in their
religious lies too..
in blindness
of ignorance
now..
Trump and
Clinton are just
a microcosm of the
human species of a species
gone domesticated and bad
instead of wild and naked and
balanced and good like the American
Indians before the so-called Christian
Missionaries shot their families dead
and forcefully converted them
to worship a man
on a cross
instead of
seeing
feeling
and being
God whole
as Nature same..
we could a lot from
those Indians if we could
just kill the lies instead of each other..
i can do it.. but no.. i cannot make anyone
else do it.. unless they care.. unless they care..
bottom line..
unless
they
care…
They can..
But the question
is WiLL they…
one must
keep the
glass
@
least
half full
of hope
or ALL iS LOST..
so just for shits and
grins i will go on BEYOND
ON A GREAtEST LiMB and say ThEY WiLL..
as
WiLL
can and
WiLL WiN..
when USED NEW..:)
WeLL.. my goodness.. cLouding up again.. Thunder
and potential liGhTENinG coming again..
and trust me when i speLL something
or capitalize something or
even punctualize
something different
than what Queen
Victoria suggests
is proper tHEIR
IS A deeper reaSon
for it hehe.. thaT is stiLL
to coMe.. in fAct.. scholars
could probably pore over veriLY every
word i say.. and not find all the connections
i alreaDy bRinG iN Free flow ease.. as what i do
heRe is beYond.. iN ways.. thAt is WeLL beYond
science in empirical one step.. two step three
four five and so much more than
one the cLinkity DiNkity old
school scientific
method
can do
so far
of where
it goes in the
Internal of Beyond
UniVerse of what
can and WiLL be of
the Human MiNd and
BoDy SoUL.. iN BaLAnCinG
way unLeAshed and more fully
reLeASED FOR NOW.. NO THIS
is not A exercise in twitter verse this
is an exercise in the deepest philosophical
verse that can come in human essence real..
perHaps.. and that bRinGS me to the third word
beYond of the day now thaT is Philosophy NoW..
oKay FucK the Dictionary and Wiki sticky Defs..
Philosophy is what FucKinG works whatever
it may be for the individual human
to have a Super Epic FucKinG
liFe or not.. my Philosophy
of life works for juST
this and i can
FucKinG prove
iT how about
you.. hehe..
oKay.. some emotive
words tHeir but you kNow
those snooty fingered nose
folks want to keep you in their
inner and outer circle of thoughts..
and i say go much much further than
that and FeeL and SensE yoUR way
through with loGic too.. and yes..
you must use your small
heads below
both male
and female.. etc..2..
as libido drives it all
at core.. at it juSt makes
FucKinG seNse as iF it
didn’t we wouldn’t
FucKinG literAlly
be here iF that
wasn’t the
most important
Driving Force of the
Day in social cooperating
way to get the work of the night
done day and night and all around..
doN’t be afraid of Nature.. after all
there is no real way to escape it without
pain.. suffering and misery and perHaps
death but don’t be too sure.. as iNfiniTy and bEyond
is way farther than a scientific method of one step or
even
a
Zillion more..
Religion is the dogma
of what has worked for
groups to subjugate and
control other folks for order
and yes.. for some happiness
too.. at least in limited way as well..
but philosophy is what keeps you up day
and night.. to find out why the FucK thaT religion
shit ain’t working to make Ya balanced and why
yA never even feel like smiling or even giving or
doing a FucK too..
yes.. it gets to
be very
deep
and sexy
or not stuff..
so that is what i do here..
and obviously i don’t know everything
and i don’t know anything as most of it
is what i FeeL.. and SenSe.. and intuit
using ComMon Sense of Nature’s given
all innate and instinctual power now
in me.. through my basic God given
DNA..
and yes.. i used to rely on books
until i smaRTENed up past standard
IQ ways.. of looks.. and sure i stiLL
go the traditional way of knowledge
in labels and concrete stuff like that
but human potential is more like magic
than a Dictionary that just spells it all out..
Anyway.. in school.. if it isn’t in a book folks
thiNk it doesn’t exist.. in life if one doesn’t do
it for a living and make money for it.. it doesn’t
have real value to most folks.. so when i TOld
A young lady last night that i was an International
Poet.. and have written the Longest Long Form
Poem ever and am still GroWinG iT even though i
can prove that online.. and show where 1.45 million
folks have viewed my stuff on Google plus..
i ain’t got paid a penny for doing
any of that..
ain’t got
no degree
in any poetry
schools but still
i danced good enough
without any lessons for this
20 year old or so girl to suggest
to her same age girl friend that
the 56 year old dude.. hehe.. is
gonna be her husband one day..
human instinct rules bottom
FUCKING
LINE IN
PHILOSOPHY
FUCKING 101
WITH WiNks..noW..
and it works the same
way with poetry.. bottom
line in all stuff life it.. is the
human and the feeling and
the senses and the sexuality
that counts.. all this money bull
shit is just bull shit
bottom
line..
i fucking hate
money and i am
so fucking glad
that the wife deals
with it and i rarely ever
have to see that green shit again..
and yes.. i fucking saved enough of that
shit to last a lifetime and that shit almost killed
me too.. it’s worth it now.. but it wasn’t worth
it in hell
you can
bet your
ass on that..
and that’s what
PHILOSOPHY MEANS
TO ME HEHE.. HER TOO..
yeah.. and just like when i was in
school.. the girls alway liked me when
i took my glasses off at the school dance..
until
i opened
my mouth
and yes.. let
my Einstein out..
such is life with A
Beautiful Mind then..
i didn’t get a chance
to let her read any of
my poetry but at least one
of my Facebook Friends has
suggested that poetry (not mine AFIK)
makes her wanna pull her panties down..
again.. Dance and Poetry works for me..
it is
both the
Philosophy
of my liFE and
the SonG oF mY SoUL
LonG..
iF only
John Nash
had become
a Poet how different
his life might have been..
or Sheldon Cooper.. etc..
with
a Dance
oF LiFe..
i think i’LL cALL
in a story change
to that reAlly ‘cool dude’
who creates the big bang..
or perhaps
‘we’ already
did ‘BEyond’..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
i am the breeze that
flies and catches highs when
they come and rarely thiNks of
lows.. and always appreciates hi’s
when they come and Love is always
a great say of Life my FriEnd.. hehe..
you know the psychiatrist says this IS A
Disorder.. all this writing.. no different than
Lewis Carroll.. his Alice And Wonderland.. and
the general clinical label of Hypergraphia out of
the cultural norm.. per se.. iS Wonderland for me..
as it is something i enjoy that stimulates me
that bRinGS mE greAT Bliss
it’s kinda like sex
but never ever
messy and
the only
thing that
gets pregnant
are the pages
with millions more
thots per se as more
words comes next inthoth
pLay.. EmoTions empower
uS and the beauty of the alphabet
iS when iT iS used as a tool to spRead
those EmoTions wider to other folks as
Energy Force to defeat Entropy as the
Force oF EmotioN inspiRed through
words can be used over and over
through written words even when
i am asleep.. hehe.. or dead as
a door nail.. outside a cross..
i have certain advantages
that other folks never had..
Anyway.. the psychiatrist suggested
Epilepsy drugs to shut me up.. if he had
suggested a lobotomy.. i would have said
no too.. is it any wonder there are much fewer
Beethovens.. Michelangelos.. really original works
of art.. like Alice and Wonderland too.. why.. now it’s
basically a copy and paste of what the greats did before..
weLL.. creativity
is dead in pills
my friend.. there is
great challenge in the
madness of creativity…
but the reward is for others..
that can last for centuries and
that is what real humans do.. they
sacrifice for other folks in more important
ways than just dying on a cross with a golden
rule or two that can be found in another book..
but after all as i’ve often said and Saint John
too.. Jesus predicted that so the Beatles
as i often say too.. just fulfilled that
prophecy too.. along with
Einstein and all the
other super
men and
women
too..
with crazy
ass mutant
brains that FucKinG
fly BeyOnd that place of
Star TreK Real.. oH.. creativity..
you SinG A SonG of challenge
i Love you.. ’cause you never FucKinG geT old..
You offer a treaSure here my friend.. the hi’s are
juSt icing on the cake of what you give.. smaLL
talk is nice.. but deep ShIT is more like me.. hehe..
i plan to go so deep that God WiLL be the only one
inside me to understand me here on earth.. chances
are
i’ve
done that
iT seems.. heHE..
and sure by far.. i ain’t
the first or the last for thAT..
Yeah.. my way of looking at God is
more like this.. the Facebook Profile status
photo i just added that has always inspired me
so much at a Biloxi pier that some homeless guys
nailed to the place they lay their heads there at night..
and sure these homeless folks understand that God lives
in them and Nature as that is where they live.. no different
than any other wild and free human being in nature one.. whole
all natural and free.. where baths come when the rain or rivers
SinG with skin.. and you can smell people over perfume and
plastic and stuff like that.. anyway.. it is a stone statue
with the bottom part missing away from a man
representing Jesus against a cross with no
nails in his feet or hands.. instead there
is an older more mature version
of him holding him up
and surrounding
all around him..
and there is a
Dove at the top
that connects to
Nature whole of course..
this is how i see God and how
i feel and sense God.. thaT i tHat
is pArt of Nature one thaT is beyond
ego I as actor of director i.. i has a much
deeper voice than I.. at least i did for many
years.. but now i’s voice sounds just like I
as self and ego are one.. unless ego acts
as directed by i.. just for fun.. or whatever
the situation may dictate for teaching
purposes.. say if i am going to
act the role of the village
idiot/clown/fool etc..
with dead
pan face
to keep
’em guessing
and thinking too..
anyway.. when this
i that is wrapped around I
is one with Nature with Spirit
as that exclamation point ! i like
to use as ! to indicate the interconnectedness
and interdependent relationship of all of nature
one WE.. as all of US toGeTher aS oNe Force
as pArt of Nature wHole too that iS Dove or
sEaGull that flies so high allone while
i and I and ! rest on a cross of
floating fearless Love..
of course there
are infinite
other
metaphors
i could use
to say the
same God daM
thing.. but now
is just the flavor
of now of what iS
iS foR Now.. with
sMiLEs and loVE
aS WeLL mY FriEnd..
the best thing about a
super epic Devil’s advocate
is he or she or whatever can
now be a best God dAM Joker
advocate for NatUre aLL/GOD..
wHere folks have the opportunity
to be exposed to Jack out of the BOX..
or off
a naiLED
cross and
FReED..
to rest a
CROSS FREE..:)
And gigoid says
in return..
Perhaps this one is the start
of your latest… which I’d
call Kokopelli’s Dance
*grin*
See ya, ami
Ned
And i say..
WiNks.. i think
the theme SonG
for the words
catches the
!..:)
And then i say..
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kokopelli
And per Legend..
it’s true..
i ‘tricked’
the Village beauty
into having sex with me..
And i can prove it.. as
she never ages.. oh..
when Alice in
Wonderland
iS
FucKinG
REaL..;)
http://www.waystationone.com/2016/07/the-creeds-never-quite-get-it-right-in.html
SMiLes..
people with
creeds are mostly
all the ones who must
be asked if they believe..
while other animals besides
people do believe by doing live
without
creeds..
interestingly..
Creeds are the
reaSon for loss
over found
of
Being
heRe now..
People are
hilarious..
God LauGHS…
and
cries
and
laughs
some more..:)
Hi Claudia.. Sorry.. i wasn’t able to participate in responding to your 5 year anniversary of Dverse Poetry prompt challenge.. i got through most of Brian’s prompt but other waves of inspiration came my way which often is the case these days.. anyway.. as always nice poetry here.. but i am coming here to thank you and empirically give you that thanks in what your effort in helping to create the opportunity to read/comment on DiVerse creative efforts from poets
around the world has done for me in my milestones of life..
i came here in 2013.. after living a literal
hell in a synergy of 19 life threatening
illnesses for 66 months that
suddenly came to an
end.. when i yes..
literally met
the face of
God in a literal
Therapist assessed
miracle that was never
seen before.. of course the
therapist was Catholic.. the other
Doctor’s assessed it as we don’t know
how you recovered… In God’s Language which
of course is not the English one or any other human
Language.. God ‘told’ me.. God was going to have me
do something for God that no human had ever done before..
i had no idea what it was going to be other than something with
a camera.. something with feet and something with words and that
my friend has come to be the longest long form poem now at the 688th
Macro-Verse point with God knows how many micro-verses held with-in
each macro-verse whole approaching 4 million words that is at least 4 times
longer than the Bible.. 40 times longer than the Kuran.. and yes.. twice as long
as that other poem.. the Mahābhārata.. at 1.8 million words.. of course all of those
were group efforts and not accomplished by one individual.. so sure.. now mission
is accomplished.. but not without a ‘little help’ from my friends.. and you my friend
were a gift from God along with Brian.. as one of those Macro Verses from 2015.. where i made a poetic expression to every single prompt and every single poem that was linked from that entire year from April of 2015 to March of 2016.. when i started feeling the pressure from folks to change what i was doing.. that only increased my fortitude of God’s Will in me.. inspired me more and that one
effort ended up being one verse total of 338,630 words.. and a Novel unto
itself of course in Free Verse style too.. Interestingly.. both you and Brian..
reflect an action of being in both tolerance and acceptance
in differences of others that reflects the Golden rule
of Jesus that truly means gentile or jew.. servant
or free.. woman or man no more.. in other
words room enough for every
one to contribute
a verse no
matter
how
short
or how long..
SMILES.. SMILES
AND BIGGER SUPER EPIC
SMILES.. I COULDN’T HAVE DONE
IT WITHOUT YOU BUT GOD ALREADY
KNEW THAT SO THAT IS WHY WE
CAME
OUR WAY..
smiles.. you and
Brian most always
reciprocated visits.. no
matter how far you had to
wade down into what i did..
no need to visit my friend..
i was never looking for
a reward..
only to give..
and sadly it’s
amazing how hard
it can be to even do
that in super epic way
as Jesus said through
Saint John there would BE
people after him who would
do much more..
bottom
line
i BELIEVED..
AND NEVER GAVE
UP.. and other line.. NOW
when Luke said heaven
was @hand now..
he was
correct
and at least
in my life
iSREAL..
Bless you
in all you
do.. i was in this
to serve the Lord from
the Get go.. and i wRite on..
as a witness and court reporter.. of sorts..
and
sure..
scribe2..:)
WeLL.. in respect of and for respect
oF all the other inspiring poet’s from
dVerse i will continue on now to the
Friday fifth prompt in Five Year Celebration
of the dVerse Website created by the super
nice folks Brian and Claudia.. kinda like when
you went to heaven and met a couple of nice
folks at the pearly
gates
of green
on earth.. @NOW..
and as Synchronicity
WiLL have it of course
wRite on topic the topic
ON COURSE is
BELIEVE
AND stuff
associated
with changing
beliefs as such..
across the life span..
oh.. the confusion.. oh.. the
bullshit.. oh.. the illusions
but ah.. the real.. all
the hidden meanings
behind the
metaphors
of sacred
text
THAT
ARE REAL..
and truth and
light when seen
deeper in essence
OF WHAT IS REAL
NOW.. AS LIGHT AND TRUTH..:)
WELL.. JESUS f. in christ..
i can’t believe yet
i will believe
it’s you..
hehe..
but i will not
take any chances
and will respond
to Shawna first before
the chameleon her
changes
colors
into
a more
beautiful
something else..
and her blog
evaporates..
sounding poetic
not trying to
stroke
your
cuteness..
hehe.. anyway..
i know you call
your husband
daddy.. so yeah..
the preacher and
his wife before and
after Sunday school fun..
is what i’m hmm.. kinda seeing here..
and believe me i have a very fertile
imag
inarium..
and can
even dream
what ever i wanted
to dream in elementary
school.. and haha.. even
then i liked girls so much
that all the girls in
school in my dreams
were
my girl
school
harem then..
precocious
little romancer
i was then.. haha..
considering i had
no F in idea what
sex was until sweet 16..
anyway.. the other ‘choir’
members would be so
ashamed of you if they
knew you were blogging with
someone as free as me.. hehe..
funny
how history
repeats itself..
heHex2..
as the
magic
continues..
REAL..
i am now
going to respond
to the rest of the links
and after that i may come
back to hook up with a few more
of your links if the milk and honey
of your
word
play
still lives here..
before E V A
por
a
T
ioN..;)
WeLL..
crap.. i wrote
before i read the
other comments now
and if this is what
it might be about..
man.. i’m really
sorry..
but sure..
one of my
early ‘girl friends’
who was abused by
their daddy.. ended
up ending their life with
a revolver on her daddy’s bed
in her twenties with a loving husband
and children who loved her as well..
makes me glad i never knew about
sex until i was 16.. as i learned
to love girls for their
eyes before
any thing else..
and when i think
about Muhammad
and his 6 year-old
child bride with her
dolls in tow by the time
she got all consummated up
at 9 years old.. and those potentially
4 out of 5.. 3 to 6 year old girls in
Saudia Arabia as at least one
Arab physician study suggests
were exposed to fellatio
and or masturbation
in the home
over there
where boys
and girls are
only allowed
to look at family
members now in this
sad way too.. and yes
all 1.6 Billion folks in the
world and the 12 year old
girls who are still sold into
marriage in Pakistan now..
in totally legal
ways over there..
knowing where
all of this started
and is still propagated..
i would love to have met
Muhammad back then
and gave
him a piece
of what
God told
me.. then..
but instead
i’ll do it now.. yes..
no matter if it is received or not..
yeah.. and sure there was that man..
my wife’s stepfather standing over her
bed with a knife when she was a little
girl.. and that’s all she remembers
of her childhood..
so sure..
there’s
lots of
personal
inspiration
involved for
me in this whole
thing too.. but no
one has ever physically
abused me in anyway other
than verbal abuse in my life..
i suppose
it was
something
in my eyes
that said
there will
be consequences
if they did.. and that
streak continues on my friend..
anyway.. no reason to approve
this.. it just inspired this in me..
and as always
just another
copy
and
paste
poetic
way
for me
and God to go..
with a ‘little
help’.. from my friends..
in liGht
and dARk..:)
‘Better than
the Beasts’..
what a crock
of saying..
crocodiles
at least stay
in balance with
nature.. and
humans alWays
are bEasts..
only
fools
real
fools
forget..
it is the word
human that has
separated us from
real.. THE.. BEAST
that smiles.. the
beast that cries..
the beast that hugs..
the beast is sexual
and warm.. sharing
and giving
without
jealousy
and greed..
the human
is the grain..
the first grain
that was stored
when the hugs
and the
foraging
together
for life
was replaced
by sitting
still
and
pecking
on screens insame
of a 4 inch scream…
FucK that i ScreAM nakED
dancing
running
through
the streets with
wiLd eYes sMiLeS
and powerful leGs
and armS real
with fearless
LovE..NoW..
iN A DancE
and SonG oF liFe
iSReaL whether or not
anyone but God and thE
otHeR beasts joiN iN
i
AM A
BeAST
botTom
FucKInG
BibliCaL
iSREALiNEnoW..;)
WeLL.. my friend
Grace.. as we gracefully
Age as Maslow well puts..
there are two paths..
one of stagnation
and the other
of rebirth..
yes reborn..
no different
than that metaphor
of Jesus2.. where we self
actualize and the God head
i becomes one with I.. every
culture talks to this.. some in
religion some in voice with
Nature.. but the bottom
line is.. when one is
in balance with
God one grows
from birth to
death
and grows
again.. it
doesn’t take
a rocket scientist
to see inside to
outside.. to above
to below.. to all around
but sure books can hide
it all
in words
that
never
gRow
uP
with
God
more
as a greater
force of liGht
and liFE as co-creator
toGetHer in a grace of
age where age is only illusion
of humans hooked on form
instead of essence
of what
we sense
and FeeL
of liFE of intelligence
before collected words
of yesternows
that
hold
no
new..
of iSREaL with GOD..
smiles.. and thanks for the
inspiration along the way..
i have to give you credit..
wiNks.. at
least you
don’t delete
my poetic
comments..
as if any of that
matters in the real
Kingdom of God and
Nature now same that
focuses all
on giving
and
sharing
rather
than
taking
in ways
of likes
and follows..
money..
etc..
big houses
that become
God and
cars
that
are
Ladies
in Red
for Lovers..
and suits with
ties the same
without
human
being
before
the
Apple..
with so much
greater fearless Love iSREAL..:)
Capital and Corporal Punishment
is a slippery slope from
grade school
to
the electric
chair.. human’s
problem are they
wear clothes and
separate themselves
from Nature.. Bonobos
live Violence free and have
no need for punishment as
they barter with Peace and Love..
in only giving and sharing….
Capital
punishment..
cutting off hands
for thievery too.. in
other countries..
and paddling
kids in
school..
is simply
a primate sing of the
insanity of wearing
clothes.. but sure..
there was a Gospel
titled verse 37 of Thomas
that spoke to the solution
for this.. for Peace and Love
but the reality of Nature is
humans are not evolved
to connect to
more than
150 to
200 sets
of eyes
in reciprocal
social communication
before insanity happens..
and it’s true if you domesticate
Bonobos anywhere close to this
they will turn into cannibals and
a primate species that harms
each other like this
whether or not
they eat
each other
or not consumes
each other in harm..
the reaLiTy iS humans are
destroying the balance of nature..
there is action and consequence NoW
of this.. and that my friend is for the
offending member of God all natural
to eliminate the problem itself..
it’s easy to see with
bigger God eYes..
it’s just Nature..
challenge..
change..
action..
consequence..
or repeat the
same old
killing
sHit..
eitherS in ways
of capital punishment..
unwarranted wars and 100K’s
of innocent folks death.. Island people’s
destroyed by Nuclear bombs..
hands chopped off..
basicAlly..
God of
nature says
get in balance
or pay the piper
with misery and
suffering real..
Funny how that
works and so sad too..
but it is what it is until
someone changes NoW for the
better stArting always with me..
so how does one chart a course of
7 billion human beings back to
smaller groups of 150 to 200
humans living peacefully
together naked
like the
Bonobo
again..
ironically..
the answer could
be a very very painful one
but that is Karma my friend..
we all reap what we sow as
teAM GOD isREAL Now.. noW
There is no other answer
in human terms but
Hope and
action..
step by
step and
even word
by
word..
person by
breath.. noW REAL..:)
When we are born different..
sometimes it is only the Love
of a Mother that holds us together..
and sure i can relate.. to
this attachment
this tie that
has no equal
as when the real
dark place comes
the real dark place
comes yes the darkest
place comes the mother
may be the only one left
that is willing to stay even
if one is not willing to stay..
yeah.. i can relate my friend..
i can relate.. so deep.. so deep..
just a few words and a tear repressed
as.. sure my mother is now approaching
82.. refuses to go to a Doctor no matter what..
and i can only hope she does not suffer prolonged
not unlike my father.. who lived his life independently
until age 81 and suddenly dropped dead.. tomorrow
the 24th of July is the marker of the death of my
only child.. i watched the so-called wonder
of modern medicine keep him
alive and suffering
in pain for 51 days..
and i lEarned the blessing
of death.. i will never curse death..
as i too.. learned there are experiences
in life where death is the greatest
blessing of all and this proves
there is a God of
Mercy as
we all
have the
blessing
of the gift of death..
except for those who
are caught in the world
of medical prolonged hell in life..
perspective.. Jesus F in Christ.. PRICELESS MY FRIEND…
NOT SURE.. it can ever be related in words but i try…
ps.. nice
to see.. ya..
been kinda
busy writing.. hehe..
if you visit me.. you
might need a super computer
to see me and extremely broad band access
but at any rate a pleasure and honor to see you
hEar.. Desmond.. my old and still new poetic friEnd..:)
Ah.. the gift of believe..
the architect in all his
fancy computer words
was/is defeated
like a little
boy/school girl
by the
Oracle/
older
black
female
and me..
by one
phrase
FeeLInG
REALiTY
i
BELiEVED..
thE rest oF
it was just a matrix…
i giggle/google @matrix..
it doesn’t exist at aLL
to me.. it doesn’t affect
me or effect me anyWay aT all
anYmore.. i unplugged and sure
it’s possible this peace could
end but it is what it is as heaven now..
i FucKinG enJoy thiS HEAVEN Forevermorenow
sliver like it never ever never ever never
ever was even possible unTil now and thiS
FucKinG iS NoW thE most sUBER epiC
poTenTiaL and
ReaLiTY
oF F Y i @aLL..
i
BELiEVE.. noW
iT
iSREAL..
A DancE
HauL
SonG
oF
SioN ZinGs..:)
SMiLes mY
FriEnd the word
that describes Love
best is Free..
any pArt of
Love thaT iS
not Free is
Fear and
related to
Hate.. the
word that
describes
God best
is Free noW
and fearless
thaT equates to
Love mY Friend..
iF and when the world
practices this rule of Love
in only giving and sharing way..
the same Golden one repeated
throughout the sAges oF aLL aGes..
the answer iS simple.. both Love and
God WiLL ReigN FReED ReiNs of RaiN
sAMe noW
Free… unTil
then iT iS
what iT
iS noW..
mY FriEnd..
but we are
Free to
live
as
GOD..
thank
you God
for this
opportunity
to be like you..:)
SMLes.. my friEnd.. Glenn..
my greaTest hope REaLiT
is the reaLiTy
thaT aLL oF
Nature’s
greaTest
deSire iS
to be Free..
it’s just common
seNse.. anYthing away
from free.. including the
tRappings of fame.. and other
temporary accolades like a new
car.. new home.. a new set of
clothes or whatever
does not
suit
a temple
of flesh and
spirit is aWay
from free.. i choose
naked creativity
in all ways
of life..
it never
‘costs’ me
anyThing
in terms
of free..
but sure.. it is never
free and takes work
from wake to sleep..
as the monkey rarely falls
from trees and hawks fall
from skies.. liFe IS
A practice
and only
goal
in eYes
of human
written words
from thaT pest
of neo-cortical illusion
of past and present and
other FORMS temporal bEyond
saniTy NoW..
inSame..:)
Beauty
is in the
wilted
leave
that kNows
no different
than stay..:)
Sadly what
i find in all
my Internet
spiritual
travels iS
that the ONE
thing that is
missing most
from Hope.. Faith
and Belief is both the
U N D E R L Y I N G..
REAL emoting power
of these Human EmoTions
for change in positive action
and consequence and the
work ethic beyond
idols of money..
likes.. follows..
etc.. it’s all
the same
since
the first
written
word to
WORK TO
MAKE positive
change real..
Free effort is what
it takes.. and in a world
that is bought and sold from
dollar bills to likes to follows
to shares or whatever the
idols of bought and sold is…
the essence
of
Belief..
faith..
and hope..
is lost in a temple
with no flesh at all..
but i suppose for all practical
intents and purposes i could now
be from another planet to attempt
to relate this to anyone as the only
way i know to fully understand it is
to escape culture..
and that
takes
financial
independence
and lots of effort
to get to that
place in
prison
first.. as
far as i FeeL..
sense.. and kNow
of LiFe.. money is
prison.. storing grain
is the road to greed and
jealousy.. the only escape
i can see now is on the individual
level.. and that’s the truth and the
liGht iN
pArt of
what i for
onE see through
my greaTest teacher experience..
that three college degrees
and a 25 year career with
the government ending at
top pay grade levels on
provided
a means
to seek and find..
nah.. it wasn’t always
a labyrinth until humans
started storing grain.. sMiles..
yeah.. the word Believe to me..
is kinda
inspiRing..
WiNks.. sMILes
aGain.. and for me
i can see the soul of
a person in their eYes..
that is my ‘Autistic Super Power’..
for
iSREAL..
not often..
that many
folks maintain
eye contact with me..
if they
lie..
but most often
they tale me tHeir
hidden
desires..
funny
how
that works..
for example i was dancing
the other night at a huge dance hall and a girl upstairs
blurted out to me that guy is gonna be my husband..
she was about 20 and i am 56.. that’s bizarre..
or a least kinda strange to me as i never
ask any girl to dance.. (i’m married) have
a nice day…
i believe
and
magic
is everywhere i go
and i can prove it too..;)
ps.. this is way too long
and i’m rambling.. don’t feel
you need to keep it here.. sMiLesx3..
i find inspiration everywhere and simply
copy and paste what i do.. in what is
now approaching 4 million words
of the longest long
form poem
ever in the
history now
of humankind
all for free..
(verse) funny
how that
works.. like
i said
magic
is real
and i prove
it everywhere i go..
oh yeah.. and God2..:)
Have a nice day2..:)
Well.. Hank.. this is great to hear
that you’ve been Happily married
for 45 years.. and i must say
that my precious and always
Loving wife IS A mainstay
of my happiness for
26 years too..
and i must say.. too..
i’Ve visited tens of thousands
of poems in the last 3 years..
and commented on almost
all of them.. and about
90% or so of the poets
are not very happy
to severely depressed
but i like visiting all those
places as there was once a time
that i grew ill and my doctor assessed
me as the least happiest person he ever
came across and that was an Air Force
Psychiatrist but sure.. Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from wake to sleep.. the
worst pain known to humankind
will do that to a human
being.. like a dentist
drill with no
pain killer
in my eye and
ear.. as you’ve
probably heard
me mention before
with 19 other medical
disorders miraculously
cured 3 years ago..
almost to date
today.. a REAL
MIRACLE FROM
GOD.. anyWay..
the darkness i find
in poetry land online
reminds me of where i’ve
been and just makes me appreciate
a real heaven now away from Hell..
and i appreciate the fAct that God
showed me both hell and heaven..
as perspective
is priceless
in
doing
more..
than
ever before..
other than that
hope you are enjoying
your Summer and i’m guessing
if you are not already retired..
close to that too..
always
nicer
shared..
my friEnd..
in giving ways too..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd
the greaTest lesSon
in my life was to believe..
yes.. IS to believe in POSITIVITY..
not what to believe.. IN
TERMS OF Dogma..
i think that is
the pARt
of God
that is simply
paRt of uS and
Nature sAme that
most people miss in
religious sacred texts
that attempt to explain
the inner human Universe
of Emotions and Senses beyond
what science currently can empirically assess..
anyway.. science now.. at least has proven this
power in terms of the Placebo and Nocebo affect/effect..
some other folks call it prayer and voodoo.. sadly
some folks get caught up too much
in labels.. i see the
same generality in
Fundamentalist
Religious folks
and so-called
Militant
atheists
and
literal
minded
scientist
folks too..
FACT IS some folks
cannot think in terms
of images and imagination..
some folks can only navigate
the world in words of literal
translation..
in other
words.. some folks see
differently worlds of the sAMe God
that is simply Nature wholE noW..
sadly some folks may not even
have the organic potential to
FEEL the human emotions
of hope.. faith.. and belief..
yes.. they are emotions..
not just words..
some folks
may never
be able to
understand
this higher
power IF THEY
CANNOT sense
it and feel it real..
no one said God HAS to now
be fair.. but never the less it is what is..
and there is no escape.. it’s kinda
silly not to make life super-epic
if YOU CAN.. with a little
faith..hope..and belief..
i don’t care
if it is
the flying
spaghetti
monster
as long as it
works.. bottom
line in Nature’s
eYes God same
it works noW..
this is kinda
long.. just
consider
it a friendly
service and delete
it if ya like but i like
to lend a helping hand
and hehe.. sometimes
a long one along the way..
it’s what REAL HUMAN
faith.. hope.. and belief
can do.. as altruism
when experienced
in the moment
feels good..
no likes
needed..
no shares..
no follows..
no.. your poetry
is stunning responses
needed just a hand extended
my friend.. short
or
very
very
long
as with enough
faith.. hope.. belief..
a little autistic boy like
me who couldn’t speak until
he was four.. can write the longest
long form poem ever in the history
of humankind in a style no one has
ever encountered before..
but i was a lucky
one.. those
close
to 4 million
words were revealed
to me through God of
Nature whole.. soon after
God healed me Miraculously
of a synergy of 19 life threatening
disorders.. you see.. here’s the thing..
it just happened.. and i call Nature
god as god speaks to
me in nature
terms within..
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around..
it IS A big picture
my friEnd..
and i AM
juSt
a smALL
hAir
on a
bRush
thaT never
gives up
on a canvas
bigger than
INfinity now.. of painting
no limits.. no expectations..
a place BEYOND.. faith.. hope..
and belief.. WITH TANGIBLE RESULTS..
like
close
to 4 million
words and
heaven
now..
that i for
one prove exists
everyday.. anyWay..
some folks say if you can
prove it i would believe.. and
when someone says i do not
believe at all i feel a little
compelled
to share a
real
story
far far
from two
thousand years
ago or so.. now..:)
Again.. Consider this a gift or
whatever.. it is what it is..
and please ignore it..
delete it
or whatever
suits your fancy
my friend.. as i for
one am fancy free..:)
Side note hEAr..
footloose2 or 3..eTc..
side note
begins
and ends
aGain..
heHe2..;)
Hello my friend..
for me the GOlden
rule works without
consuming others
with harm..
other folks
make it
so much
more complicated
than that but as long
as that rule tHeRe is
shared and given
it all falls into
place for
mE noW..
i don’t thiNk
i’M the first
person to say
this.. but perhaps
the first person to
repeat it this much
in the written word
first hand.. now..
’cause
i can
and
most
importantly
i WiLL.. we are
animals.. we are blessed
with the neo-cortical
ability and
potential
to use
thaT
reason
as WiLL
to exercise
a life long practice
and perfection as such
of the Golden rule now..
big mistake for those
who think it requires
no work.. or focus
always
now..
instead as and
of an hour here
or there in a brick
building wondering
what dress or tie to
wear next.. anyway.. the
Naked Golden rule is enough for
me.. giving and sharing and consuming
no other part of Nature with harm beyond
the bread and water of life.. anyway2..
change always stARts at
the heARt
of the
individual
the SpiRit and
the sOuL before
the Mirror eYes now
iSreal
LiVinG Truth
and liGht as
Fearless Love
that harms no otHeR..:)
SMiLes my friEnd..
one of the greAtest
pARts of online and
the world of poEtry
in INterNaTioNal way..
iS it provides a much larger
meaSuRing sTick tock of both
human
and
God sAMe..
SAdly.. theRe
are some
folks
who
keep
the sAMe
smaller.. at
all frigging costs.. hehe..;)
GOD IS SO MUCH BIGGER
THAN ALL OF THAT
IS..
HA..!
god laughs
at human
eYes
and
words
that attempt
to chain something
as big
noW as
forever..
seriously..
any other
definition
of God
is noW..
kinda small..
and we humans
are so dam smaLL
but always groWinG
unless we clip the gift
of these little
in
sect
WinGs
as gifted
by the
Forever
pArt now
iSREAL..
WHOLE POEM GOD..
SMiLes.. God IS A poem
but thaT begs a much bigger
definition
than most
folks hOld
for poem..
funny how that
works even in
a
word..
of three letters
or one more 4..4..
nice to see yoU..
Bryan.. have a nice day..:)
SMiLes.. my Friend
in every human
interaction.. i
go into
it fresh
as student
as much as
i can kNoWinG
nothing.. and
leave
with
the gift
of lEarn..
the more i think
about in advance..
the less i lEarn..
an open
mind
is
wHere
i GroW..
the best
teachers
are alWays
disciples
of
lEArn..
Have a great day!..:)
sMiLes.. my friEnd..
a loss of hunger
for Love..
A stomach
thaT is alWays
filLed with food…
funny/sad.. bitter/
sweet how
thatT
works
but reaLiTy
proves it
again and
again over
and over again..
A child’s eYes hungry for Love
in one country and a child’s eyes
hungry for a character in a
screen in
another
country..
i suppose
the lonely child
is gifted
with
the
gift
of cross..
funny how the
dArk makes the
liGht so lovely
as sad
eYes
wanton
for Love or perhaps
a real man on a cross
in eYes of child reaL noW..
Funny.. how so many people cannot
see the cross in those eYes wanton for Love..
No.. i lied..
it’s
sad..
tHeRe’s
no other
word for it
but TruTh..
In liGht oF liEs..
Lord of the flies.. as
such.. instead of Cross
oF
Fearless
Love that
kNows no Border..:)
Hello Kim.. i Love comparing natUre
to our human relationships2..
as after all our EmoTions
are ions of emoTing
warmth
no different
really than
ions noW iN
rays of SuN..
sMiLes.. i AM
a giant star that
burns a breath too
close to fire the cool
of otHeR stars near me..
but as that goes.. my fire
never burns out.. never exhausted
as humans have a secret weapon
that not even stars have.. a power
so infinitely more
powerful now that
even defeats
Nature’s Law
of Entropy now..
and that IS A
star power oF Love
when powered beyond
restraints of all EmoTioNs
of fear related ways..
BeYond 100%
Star
burst
human
warp speed
power of hUman
Love.. funny.. i was going
to see the movie Star Trek
this afternoon.. but i decided
to journey BeYond within instead..
iN online poEtry UniVerse LAnd..
THere’s alWays toMorRow
for a movie..
but tHeRe’s
onLy
noW
for Love..
Have a great
day.. i for one
Believe in the power
of Fearless Love and it
seems in empirical results
it
works
for me.. W/
wiNks.. oF Love..:)
Perspective..
oh.. what a Lovely
Lunch and Dinner
of hungry you bRinG..
if breakfast comes @all..
Stay hungry
and never
leave boot
camp.. even
if one was/is
wimpy like
me then and
closely tied
to my Mom’s
Apron
StRings..
way back
when or is now..
and look around..
a world of challenge..
intermittent reward..
a world of all reward..
N A T u r E n O W..
a world
of
ugh..
potent
iaL..
numb..
oh.. the challenge..
oh.. the adaptation..
oh.. the change..
the struggle..
the win..
the
setback..
noW the
excellence
oF LiVinG
liFe..
thaT
God
does
BRing
of Joy
sorrow
Joy more
iN dArk
and liGht
ONE Existence noW..
juST
Now..
in hell..
purgatory..
heaven and
all the ‘tween
of lEarning God wHole..
morE noW..
as students
iN liFE
oF all
God
natUre
WiLL most
certainly do
for wE noW..
WiLd and Free
without napKin
coveRed chinS..;)
Oh goodness..
the Love of give
and take.. the rule
of yes dear.. has always
worked for me.. smiles..
i even used
to let the
wife lightly
beat me..
thank
God
she’s
small..
she finally
got accustomed
to my ADHD and
no longer gives me
those love pats
to get
my
lala
land attention..
i was unconditionally
Loved big time as a child..
perhaps too much.. my wife
experienced the opposite yes..
but i realize the gift i have and
the gift she doesn’t.. so she gets
miles and miles of slack from me
’cause the world ain’t fair and Love
is always the best way in fearless way
for those with the capacity to do it.. but
so many valid reasons why folks can’t..
i try to understand.. tolerate.. and even
accept
the daRkest
holes of human
potential.. a gift
perhaps THEN..
for 66 months..
a temporary
trip to the same
place that i only
saw the outside
view for years
and years..
Love
is the
only
gift
of believe
worth living for
me.. so sad for
those who do not
have the nurture or
nature to feel or give
REAL HUMAN LOVE AS
THE GREATEST GIFT OF ALL
that’s real and TOTALLY FREE TO
give and
share now..
i can say for
sure some folks
never experience
it and some folks
always experience
it like my mother..
what a gift
a mother
like that
can be..
but the years
can even take a
toil on the greatest of Love saints..
the neighborhood kids with salty
parents used to come visit..
just to see her smile..
and hear
her
loving
soprano
voice..
i suppose
that is why
i am a nurturer..
no matter how
rough and tough i look
on the outside of a heart that sings..
my mother’s wings.. have a great day.. freya..:)
SMiLes.. oh.. the path
to self-actualization..
so many challenges
and roles of liFe that
can truly eventuAlly make
a gOlden years meme a reaLiTy
wHere soUl keep expanding to
the very last breath of the very
last day of butterfly who never lands..
reborn always in rebirth of now..
where now is
alWays
simply
new
and always
FlyIng colors
in dArk and
liGht noW..
and ‘tween..
renewing liFe..:)
THeRe is nothing reAlly
mysterious about it
when iT
isReal..
this Human
Heaven.. this
Kingdom of
God as
nature
one.. now..
this.. animal
homeostasis
that can be
so difficult
for animals
who wear clothes now
to finally realize iSREAL..:)
More memories coming in from
July 22nd of 2015.. in
Macro Verse
way of
So Fires
below
So
Fires Above..
yes… all oF iT
works togeTheR..:)
And as promised
earlier in this new
688th whole Macro-Verse..
the KmF Train is back
in 5236 words of
Runaway
poE
tRain..;)
SMiLes.. Victoria..
Actually i think we are
just exposed to more of the
truth now.. and lots more dirty
laundry that never got out before..
it’s just a matter of finding a source
that is not biased as possible.. freedom
of information per the net.. almost guarantees
there will never be another epic fiasco like Iraq..
that’s the good news in a way..
and of course the bad news
as more than ever is
integrity of the
candidates but
as history
shows now
the greatest
perceived elected
saints before had plenty
to come out of their soilEd
closets too.. no different really
than hidden emails and stains on
dresses.. i only watch the news for
amusement as eventually as science
shows this conservative and liberal nature
of humans is programed in our DNA about
50-50.. as has always been the general case..
it doesn’t matter where one goes.. people are
alike everywhere.. most ironically in different
same ways.. so.. Politics is really no different
than soap opera cycles.. where one doesn’t
miss much from 6 months to the next
6 months.. and there is much
better stuff to do now..
thanks God than
just three black
and white
channels
and 6pm news..
now and preferably
something to do with
Nature as NDD.. Nature
Deficit Disorder.. is the greatest
problem the Western Civilization
as whole faces now in so many ways..
so if enough people get disgusted with
politics and look at a sunset as you say..
perhaps World Peace will come a little
Sooner.. at least per affect and or
effect of The Butterfly effect..
later or hopefully sooner..
anyway.. the status
quo will continue..
the country will stay
divided.. until another
threat off our soil unites us
again.. and the real danger of
that is what we saw with Iraq..
Nationalism can definitely defeat
human reason.. as the tribal instinct
when it gets into gear can define all
reason for what makes usual sense..
when peace rules for years and years..
Ha!.. that’s likely why we don’t get any
direct sponsored Isis related attacks
on our soil.. the United States
bite can even be louder
than a reasonable bark..
We have a reputation of
being unreasonable and almost
insane.. no one messes with the
crazy eye.. it’s nice to go outside all day
long without the same worries other folks
have in so many countries of getting blown
up.. unless one is paranoid of course.. as fear
is the worse terrorism of all that so many folks inflict
on themselves.. meanwhile.. i’LL SinG and DancE in
steps and words.. and vocal chords.. and let the
soap opera suds bubble on tHeir song of division
hopefully
with no
blood shed..
my friend..
and sure.. i’LL
vote for Hillary Clinton..
i’LL never vote for someone
who stands against immigration..
as my Grandfather came here from
Ireland.. and there are lots of good Muslim
folks.. who don’t deserve to be discriminated
against.. just because of where they lived..
after all for those who suggest they
are REAL Christians..
a cross is for
a sacrifice
of fearless
Love.. no..
not wimpy
folks with
feathered nests
my friend.. as Lord
KNoWs the greaTest Lovers
often have no where to rest their
head and be accepted as Love can
scare folks.. when it comes fearless like a LioN..
oh.. misery.. does love its company.. Fearless Love..
spOils that ‘party’..
to the chagrin of
negative over positive..;)
https://pianowarm.blogspot.com/2016/07/what-is-this-sorcery.html
Oh Lord.. that Star Trek
Movie was kinda good.. noW
and ‘this eye’ reminds me of
beyond.. and a girl named Nancy
from ’80.. when the Song Magic
came out by Olivia N J.. she
worked at Burger King..
Nancy (not Olivia.. hehe)
and all the guys
who hung out
at the sign
at the
Piggly
Wiggly
Parking Lot
Drinking Beer
(allowed by the
city cops then)
really wanted to
date her as boy
was she stacked
up top.. and she
had a white person
Afro.. maybe she
was from France..
in part with all that
curly hair.. as a another
‘fond’ memory comes to
mind.. anyway.. she thought
my last name sounded.. my
real last name.. sounded
like something
from the Bible..
and she told
me i had
a V shaped
back as back
then i had a tiny
little 32 inch waist..
and weighed 170LBS..
which is 60 LBS less
than now.. by the
way my therapist notes
my fascination with numbers..
likely has something to do with
the Asperger’s and extreme
systemizing state of mind
and the ADHD is why
i am
going
way way
off track..
but anyway..
just like the girl
here in the eye photo
with the red flowered eye
that is the color of the bright
red lipstick that 18 year old
Nancy wore.. hehe.. she
seemed old to me then..
as i was 20.. and
my previous
girl friend
was 16..
funny
how a few
years makes
a difference then..
and now i’m 56 and
still dancing with 18 year
old girls.. with X’s on their
wrists as they are too young
to drink.. and i don’t drink..
not even a Bloody Mary..
or cup of water..
i’m such
an athletic
stud.. hehe..
with a super
nerd perspective..
and i remember you
saying you were a female
stud too.. so i kNoW you can
relate..
anyway.. me
and Nancy talked all night..
she with her Kaleidoscope
eyes just like that girl here..
at her home then where
she lived with her Dad
into the Tweetie bird
hours as there
was no Twitter
then.. yes
outside in
the Summer
Humidity..
and you
know me..
i’d rather talk
than have sex..
so it is before the
crack of dawn.. and this
is like my first date since
my first love broke up with
me.. and the song ‘Magic’
comes on.. and i feel
magic again..
but no.. not
like sex.. like
God is taling
me one day that
SonG WiLL mean
something more to me..
and it did.. as i played it
before i got well in 2013..
and somehow it helped me
to recover.. it’s like the SonG
was a seed in ’80 of hope
to heal
me in ’13..
33 years
later.. wow..
now.. my..
memory..
that drive in
’80 before
the sun came
up and the Tweetie
birds SunG is like it’s
now.. seriously.. for me
time
doesn’t
exist..
all is now
my entire
life all
iS Now..noW..
and in a way
that’s my eye too..
the all seeing one.. now..
hehe..
magic
iSreaL..
when it’s real..
Enjoy Church Choir..
you know i think i told
you i played the piano for
the Choir and Sang in the
decades of the 80’s in Catholic
Church.. but now my voice is
really like a Lion.. i cub you
not.. when i sneeze at
church it sounds
just like a shot
gun blast..
or crap..
people
shit tHeir
C H U R C H
bRitches.. as
you know recent
national events and
all of that.. anyway.. when
they now say sing with Choirs
of Angels and Saints… it’s like
a voice from
Beyond..
seriously..
i wonder if it’s
miNd somenows..
kinda like when i read
some of the stuff i write
into the magic hours of
the night.. it’s almost
like God
is
penning
my hand..
anyWay
top of the
magic to ya..
my friend.. and
enjoy your choir
singing too.. and
hehe.. if they ever make
a movie of my life.. i promise
i’ll make ’em name you something
other than Shawna.. so the choir
girls will not give you
a scarlet
Fred
letter..
hehe..
i’m such
a Dog.. but
a nice Dog.. i thiNk..;)
Shawna says..
Thank you so much for this poem/story.
You and I think exactly the same. And again,
you are brilliant. With your line breaks and
hidden words inside words, you just told me a
million invisible things. I think having Asperger’s
is a gift, in the right hands and company.
And i say..
Yes.. thanks for your company..
and speaking of children with
Asperger’s.. children.. and children
in general.. the milk you give your
children and your children are the
greatest gift.. not sure if you were around
last year when i did this.. but today is the 19th
anniversary of my child’s death.. and this one i did..
says a lot
about
where
i come
from as whole..
and why women
are are my favorite
gender.. my friend..
as
Love..
in innocent
ways of real..:)
Shawna says..
I completely feel you on this.
I have always thought losing a child,
in any way, would be the worst kind of
pain and lifelong torture. I will read
your post in a little bit. I am so so
so so very sorry you lost your baby.
And finally i say..
Thanks Shawna..
Church ends..
now off
to dance
the mall
stores and
dance while
i read at BandN2..
nice seeing you
this weekend.. and
as alWays aGain best wishes..
my
friEnd..:)
So.. i take one of those Facebook
tests that asks why folks avoid you..
and it says ’cause i’m blunt and
directly honest.. speaking
what’s on my
mind..
And i say..
Hmm..
Also speak
What’s on my
Heart.. But life
Is too special
NOT to do that
And ha!
If people
Avoid..
It’s cause
I’m strange
And to
Put it
Bluntly
And
Honestly
Strange is
The new Black
In the United
States.. When
i conformed i
Was FucKinG
Boring.. Rather
Be a Fool
Than
A
FucKinG
Robot like
i used to be
And no.. Not
Everyone avoids
Me.. Don’t need lots
Of friends to have friends..
As honestly if one is not a friend
to themselves they will never truly be a
friend to anyone else either in the long run..
Accept yourself completely before life even starts
to put it bluntly.. Life is too short not to give tough
love advice that can change a life and that is altruism
too as it loses friends but I’d rather help someone
in the longest of runs.. Named life.. So i move
on and dust my sandals off where i am
no longer welcome.. Yes.. No
matter what i walk in the
footsteps of the best
company i kNow
and FeeL..:)
Oh wow.. didn’t realize the story was actually
about you and your Dad.. you seem like you
have it so together it’s hard to imagine you’ve
having any problems like that freya.. but truly
it is our challenges that make us who we are and
i think most everyone has a story to share and that is
what is the best about poetry.. as it deepens our cognitive
empathy for the human condition.. and ha!.. being on the
Autism Spectrum with a lifelong condition of reasonably
controlled bi-polar condition most of that life with no
drugs does make me unique my friend.. inherently..
i got the Asperger’s from my Dad
who was the spitting image
of what you write of
your Dad here..
and the EXTREMELY
happy side from my mother..
but she never really had the
periods of dark depression i
experience in life.. anyway..
today is the 19th anniversary
of the death of my only child and
to put the relationship of my father
and i in a ‘nut’ shell in the waiting room
of the open heart surgery procedure.. for
my child before he later died in my arms this
day 19 years ago.. my father said.. (and it was
pretty obvious our child who lived 51 days wasn’t
gonna make it from the get go.. medicine kept him
in suffering in pain for all those days) anyway.. my
father said.. “Make sure you raise him like a man”..
as my father a 46 year law enforcement veteran
left at three.. ’cause my mother didn’t wanna
go to work and wanted to be the
stay at home mom.. so i was
raised with all women..
and never got that
bow up spine as
they say
in the
‘red neck’
red state panhandle
of Florida where i live..
well.. i eventually developed
it when i learned to be my own
father.. and that seems to be a common
archetype of the so-called ‘super hero’ theme..
even in the movies… where the super masculine
male marries the super masculine female as in the
case of my father and mother.. and the boy is left
in the care of a distant land in a weaker place
than what he would be in a village that
had both masculine and feminine
influence for balance..
dark struggle
comes.. then..
and eventually
love lives with fearless
too.. and the once timid
Clark Kent.. Dr. Jekyll or
Bruce Wayne changes into
something else when they finally
escape the cocoon and are reborn
to come into their more full human potential…
i have to say that the Jungian archetypes
are valid.. and sure it seems i have
gone beyond them in some
ways.. hehe.. and that is
just my access to
all of cultures
through all
of history
to select
the parts i like
and make that
Fred culture.. haha..
anyway.. a link to “kiss your
baby goodbye”.. a tear jerker
‘they said’.. but it was just the
literal truth.. in my life.. reality
has been much more unique than
any movie.. i have ever seen.. and the
high part is amazing.. but oh my God.. the
dark parts.. were beyond scary.. beyond
Friday the 13th..
beyond
even
hell..
Heaven is great..
i kiss life my friend
all for free.. just ’cause
i can with all my might..
hehe.. hercules
of
soul..
i’LL be..
i
AM
just
as
i can..
and WiLL..
with fearless LOVE..:)
Poetry is as much of a healing tool
as it is a gift to give.. but both of those
equal gift and tool of course same..
and sure.. when rising from hell
after 66 months.. on a July 22nd
date of 2013.. along with
anniversary date of an
only son’s death..
coming in two
days alter
on the 24th..
those inspirations.
of hell.. heaven and
a child who i promised would
continue to live in my life do go on..
in words of Titanic too.. yeah.. ‘HErCuLes
of SoUl’ will be the title of this next title
of the 688th Macro Verse wave with
this micro-poem that is rather
long sTiLL as poems do go..
particularly in a twitter
world of pokemon ways
of lifestyle.. and sure.. been
there done it too.. in a little
video game i played same for
literally years.. and no text at all
in reciprocal social communication..
so i was even more shallow than that
as far as deep can go.. and seriously..
in a world of stresses like we have
any escape can be Good and as
Maslow says.. there is no way
to move up the pyramid of
being human until you
meet basic
animal human
homeostasis of
rest and relaxation
101 after challenge..
and that is where pokemon
and little video snowboarding games
come in.. and even a twitter conversation..
when there is hardly time to frankly wipe your
ass.. can be a nice relief of humanity along with
those kitty kat photos and a song or two.. so inspiring
by katy kat katy perry too.. as i am a big fan of hers2..
anyway.. seriously.. one can only judge if they are truly
a ‘Hercules of Soul’.. between they and God Nature one
as that IS A dArk night of the soul that must be conquered
one on ONE on ONE wE God wHole.. no one can possibly
go there and understand it.. except for the multiverse of
individual who goes there with God as one multiverse
of all verse whole God now.. and after going to the
darkest night of soul.. i for one have at least
read about in fact or fiction for 66 months..
it is safe to say.. i am a JOB OF THE
MODERN NEW AGE.. no.. not just
a character in an old black
poetry book of dARk and
liGht of the human
condition through
history.. 3500 years..
to 2K or so years back..
this is now.. i AM real.. but
only me and God as Nature
whole WiLL ever fully kNow the
dArk niGht of my soul that lasted
66 months with all those extenuating
beyond hell fire circumstances then..
but as they say.. and Katy does too..
after every Hurricane.. comes a rain
bow and eye of a Hurricane too.. now
and sometimes when all the doors
are closed perhaps it was just an
invitation to a best path of all..
just waiting on the other
side of that door you
didn’t think you
could open
at all way back
then.. anyway.. it’s
safe to say i’m wide awake..
i’ve faced the devil up close and
personal as me.. i understand fully
the dude who was the real bad dude
in the new Star Trek movie too.. as sure..
i do know that IS A dark place of separation
the human soul can truly go.. where there is
no limit or expectation of what evil can grow
in a dark soul too with no respite of light..
to heal.. and if you don’t think the efforts
of folks like Katy Perry do not save
lives.. you my friend.. have never
FucKinG come close to
the darkest night
of the soul
where
even demons
dare not go..
yeah.. i kNow
all about suffering..
potential vengeance..
but most of all i know
about recovery.. liGht
and the Victory of the
hUman heARt.. SPiriT
iSREAL and more important
than any so-called money making
project or other material gaining activity
one will ever do in life.. as the worst death
is the living one with none of those three as
without those three from the beginning you never
lived and to lose those three while living is to do die
same truly in suffer way.. seriously it can and WiLL get
better if you just
never ever give up
no matter what the hell
comes next as Dante’s rings
trust me IS A real thing too of REAL
HELL here.. yes.. there is heaven here
and it is REAL BUT HEAVEN YES… THERE
IS ALSO PURGATORY AND HELL TOO.. NOW
DIFFERENT STROKES AND DIMENSIONS FOR
different folks who walk the side walks of here in all
those places.. in tHeiR own multi-verse of real now..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/oreo-meaning-of-life.html
And the story oF Y i.. lightens
up here noW in macro-verse
facebook algorithm memories
moving now from three years
ago to two years ago.. and
My CAT! IS! A MASTER OF
THE UNIVERSE2!..
in reference to
the new
age
sphinx
who guards
the real now
Goddess Isis..
Katrina.. who is
currently named
little Yellow Boy
Lion2..
King of
the Garden
of Eden2.. by
guard of the
Patio screen too..:)
Balance is key here..
with Golden Mean
of Body Mind and
SouL Now noW..
STiLL of course
from another
MacroVerse
Memory
from
2014 to date..:)
HEhe.. and now
from a year ago..
Confession of a Muse..
need i say more.. per
this rhetorical statement/
question
sAMe..
WeLL sUre i do..WiLL..
that’s what free streAm
of consciousness poets
do they muse the others..
in all they do in dance and
song and hehe.. yes.. photos now2..:)
Well.. there is quiet a few Loaded
Questions and answers in this
photo as to what are
Southern Girl’s
Must Haves
but i WiLL tale
you this.. this 56 year
old dude as more fun
than his whole F iN Peer
group at the mall.. and
probably 99 percent of
teens too.. hehe.. so much
more fun going on inside that
they’ll never see on my stoic face
either.. hehe..
but sure Body
Language says
a wHoLE dam Lot..
and more on lot
a little
bit
later..
hehex2..;)
Okay.. now.. more on Lot
yes.. probably a lot too on Lot..
anyway.. today.. now in Catholic
Church was the day for the ‘Evil’
Homily.. as the Monsignor old tennis
buddy almost always does a great job
of keeping everything associated with hope..
and actually the Catholic Church organization
as a whole.. does the same.. as today they picked
a part the positive story about the Genesis one about
Lot and Sodom and Gomorrah where the so-called
God entity was gonna spare the city if 10 so-called
good folks are there.. but it didn’t get down or
up to the more unsavory parts.. like Lot
offering his virgin daughters up for
basically rape.. or these so-called
Virgin daughters so-called getting
poor old Lot Drunk and having
sex with him on successive
nights.. i mean Jesus f. iN
Christ.. we are only into
Genesis.. and
there is offerings
of Virgins for basically
rape in lieu of a dude getting
screwed.. by another dude..
and daughters raping drunk
daddy.. give me a break..
incest is the one dam thing
that is taboo across all cultures
along with screwing little kids..
and molesting them overall
as such.. it’s called nature..
and survival of the human race
to protect the young for survival..
and to protect the whole dam species..
from birth defects.. bullshit.. drunk or not..
ain’t no excuse for any kind of so-called female
rape against a man.. when a man ain’t gotta
get turned on.. to do the incest deed.. pretty
disgusting.. and at least Lot’s wife didn’t
hang around to see the daddy do the
incest deed.. but shit no wonder
she was paranoid and looking
around.. considering the
husband daddy..
was offering
up the Virgin
daughters for
basically rape.. so anyway..
the bible does not condemn
Lot for offering up his daughters
for basically rape.. nor the so-called
incest act that the father was actually
responsible for.. drunk or not as that
is what the incest aversion
taboo does.. unless there is
some pedo sickness going
on like they do with 9 year
or so old girls in other cultures
which is so God dam sick as
some religion doesn’t condemn
it ‘over there’ either.. so anyway..
the priest and the Catholic Church
never covers that part in church.. of
course.. as it is kinda worse and more
perverted than even Hustler can get
on a bad day.. for rape and incest that
no one wants to hear about with any
kind of normal humanity now.. so the Monsignor
goes on to talk about the evils of legal abortion and
Internet pornography.. oh my God.. humans doing the
wild thing is evil to see.. what would God do.. well.. considering
God doesn’t clothe humans from birth.. and considering that
before humans had homes.. they did it outside.. it wasn’t a
big deal for thousand of years.. before prudes came along
and called the human body.. per the temple of God and
all its blessed and shared functions like the Peaceful
and Loving non-violent Bonobo does as Bonobo-Christ
like animal per Golden rule se of free for all
consensual love in all the ways that comes..
yes.. they made something holy and sacred
those humans did from head to toe.. into
FucKinG evil.. yes Literally FucKinG evil..
and what happens when you cover sex all
up.. including the human body.. and you do
not let the male and females mix until way
after puberty.. and only family members
can touch each other.. sure.. REAL
PERVERSION COMES AS YOU
CANNOT FUCKING FUCK WITH
GOD AND MOTHER NATURE WITH
REPRESSING AND OPPRESSING
NATURE ACTIONS AND NOT EXPECT
TO PAY THE KARMIC DOING NOW
CONSEQUENCE OF BAD SHIT GOING
DOWN IN HUMAN TERMS LIKE THE
Arabian Physician study that suggests
up to 80% of 3 to 6 year old little
girls are molested in the home..
by family members and other
close associates.. oh so
messed up culture can
make the otherwise.. wild
and free peaceful loving human
condition as the so-called simple
Bonobo does.. all naturally without
violence.. oh.. the blood shed that comes
eventually when human nature is oppressed
and repressed same.. and sure.. all the REAL PERVERSION
THAT COMES AS WELL.. SO.. SO SAD.. ALL THOSE LITTLE
GIRLS MUST ENDURE THAT SO.. SO YOUNG.. IT MAKES
ME WANNA THROW UP.. AND i bet at night they pray.. they
pray that somehow real God will save them one day soon..
or some representatives of God who really care to
take them out of their misery and suffering.. i can
almost hear the plea at night.. the wailing and
the weeping and the gnashing of their teeth
shortly before.. during.. and after their
sexual assaults.. anyway.. there
are a lot worse things in the
world than adults having
sex all naked and such
and others viewing
what nature does
at its hottest best..
no venereal disease
comes from this.. when
solo viewed.. no unwanted
pregnancies. therefore no
potential for legal abortion
that the Catholic Church ironically
names evil.. when they say that alternate
activities.. that do not lead to unwanted pregnancies
are evil.. not to mention their stand against birth control
that does lead to venereal disease.. unwanted pregnancies
and more abortions.. legal or not around the world.. and as far
as trying to outlaw abortion.. they did that in Catholic Mexico
already.. and there are just as many abortions over there.. only
difference is they are done not medically safely so there is
more suffering and permanent disability for all who are
concerned.. the Catholic Church must grow a brain
if it ever wants to move into the new age out
of the earth is flat age same.. and Jesus
F in Christ.. if there is anything reallly
Evil it is harming other folks when
you know good and god dam
well you are.. like the
4% of homosexuals
that science shows
sits in the general
audience everywhere..
including now the pews of
church when they say they
are less than gentile or jew..
servant of free.. woman or man
no more.. and do not deserve the
same human legal right to marry so
someone can visit their loved one in
the hospital.. thank God for separation
of church and state.. as so often the state
is so much more humane than the church..
God speaks Nature in Truth and liGht.. humans
lie in black books.. and continue to harm other
humans and the rest of nature and God same too
as humans have already populated the earth..
and now are slowly/fast destroying other God
created animal species through
the taking more than
giving of overpopulation
and the Big Catholic Church
has a lot to do with that real
evil of getting out of balance
With God of Mother Nature..
by making Frigging birth control
against their rules.. when it could
FucKinG save the entire human
race.. ultimately.. and so many other
parts of life species on earth too..
Common Sense and Brains..
God gifted it to us..
action use it..
or consequence
pain.. misery and
suffering.. God of
Nature will have all
her way..
bottom
line when
all is said and
done.. and you can
mARk her words on that
as both she and Godzilla
prove.. the folly of all humans
who think they can now FucKInG
fool God and Mother Nature sAMe..
iF ya wanna hear God speak Go to natUre..
and listen to hEar/sEE.. while you can or will now..:)
Yeah.. and here is what
the little girls sound
like when they wail
for mercy.. if you listen
closely you can hear them
wail for both Moses and Jesus..
funny
how that
works.. no.. i lied
again.. it is only beyond
sad and A sick human species…
that could use so much God dAm healinG now…
“I maintain that Truth is a pathless land,
and you cannot approach it by any path whatsoever,
by any religion, by any sect….
I do not want to belong to any organization of a spiritual kind;
please understand this …
If an organization be created for this purpose,
it becomes a crutch, a weakness, a bondage,
and must cripple the individual,
and prevent him from growing,
from establishing his uniqueness,
which lies in the discovery for himself
of that absolute, unconditioned Truth….”
~~ J. Krishnamurti ~~
Top and
bottom line..
all systems
aim to control…
Bottom and
Top line
all nature
does is is…
Same line
Same time
Same now
All God
is
is
is…
that’s
all that is…
And the rest
works its way
out now as is is…
and Bill Clinton
would Be proud of
me.. as it all depends
on the definition of is at
all that is
this
point
and that’s
where words
get in the way…
of
iS IS..
NOW..
Me thiNks
Kris spent
somenowS in
Nature too.. A Tree..
A Beach.. A Desert..
perHaps a Mountain..
but a
cave..
HELL NO!..
God is fun to me..
@least and
religion
makes
me giggle
and cry insane..
Jesus F. in Christ..
imagine what Kris
could have done
with
a blog
now.. or maybe now
even Jesus.. wHo kNows..
or Buddha.. or Lao.. oh.. the
disadvantages.. them guys had
so.. so.. long ago.. back then..noW
Free WiNow/sPiNs Victory oF iS iS..;)
hey – sorry i’m late but i needed this long to read your comment – cause it was so long – smiles
my computer has difficulties to load your post and i can’t read – so – just thought i’d wish you a happy monday..
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Claudia…
as i’Ve often told other folks who are
nice enough to make me a part of their
life.. there is no word of sorry in Unconditional
Fearless Love to me.. there is no word of hate.. there
is no word doubt.. there are no swords.. there are no light
beatings.. there is only liGht.. and somenows odes to Love to
Witness for that liGht that is possible in the shadow of human
potential does
most certainly
take unlimited
symbols to express
just a tiny part of the essence
of allthatis.. aka God.. no.. like i said
before.. 800K words in a bible is not nearly
enough.. not a small painting on the Sistine
Chapel Ceiling though both are impressive
in tHeir own now and effort.. both individual
and combined.. and a statue of David that
is impressive.. one of Apollo too.. but does it
do justice in awe of this gift of life given to us
all by Nature same.. in my eyes and the eyes of
even the reported Jesus per Saint John way back
when.. says no.. folks will do much more in appreciation
of the blessings of this gift of life.. sadly some folks just
stopped at an already scholarly proven wrong interpretation
of John 3:16 where the me of Jesus was the God head of Jesus
that is one in i as self and ego same along with ! spirit connection
with the rest of all that is aka God.. i didn’t make that up and in original
Greek terminology it was never THE son of God it was A son of God as
nicely described by the great philosophical and biblical scholar of last
Century Alan Watts per just another Book of Eli that was lost along
the way.. as Constantine and Catholic Cohorts and the after and
before.. changed Jesus into a THE soldier God to consummate
the old original Christianity with the mythology of the Mithra
religion of the region.. same as Muhammad did to combine
the Christian religion into something new named Islam
and to make the words he brought into so-called
last words of God.. WeLL.. i’ve seen lots of
used car sales folks in my life ranging
from the likes of Constantine
to Trump to Muhammad
and i see through their
lies even when they think
they have hidden them in
fast take of heart string pulling
words.. it doesn’t work for me friend
as i not only read long.. i read deep deep
and deeper deep.. and that is my other Autistic
Super Power.. along with reading the eyes of
souls in beings named humans and other animals
same.. and that my friend is reading 10 to 15 times
faster than the so-called ‘normal’ human and when
totally focused typing faster than what the potential
of this keyboard has to offer.. no.. it is rare that
anything keeps up with me friend.. human
or even technology.. but i cannot wait
for that to happen.. as yes.. i am
human too.. and what God has
set out for me to do..
is Beyond
anything
of before my
friEnd and i’M certain
that many others have heard
the same cAll.. some have answered
in ways of Lao Tzu.. Yeshua.. Buddha..
and untold innumerable others.. and others
have taken the opportunity to go down the dark
path and subjugate and control others instead..
well.. the truth is the marriage that Jesus was
speaking of in original text was the marriage
of the divine in me.. that is you and i and we..
and us whole as one but it does start
at believing in me.. that is you..
combining and balancing
the marriage of yin
and yang
into one
force of being
in masculine and feminine
animus and anima way as
Jung says too.. and all the
other duality of liGht and
dArk and the ‘tween aspects
of life.. when we holds hands
with our self as one.. we can unconditionally
hold hands with the hands of other folks in life..
the world can hold hands as humans with each
other with the rest of Nature.. and eventually the
entire world can hold hands with God all as all that is
and live happily ever after in all that’s ever been or ever
will be as now.. in what is is of all that is.. but sure it starts
with me.. if you believe in me that is you.. seek.. and find
one’s God Given potential in you.. practice it and most importantly
never ever hide your light ’cause it may blind someone else.. particularly
online.. as there is an off button.. for those who are blinded by light as when
i walked in dark.. the light blinded me as small as the kind vocal words of another
human being.. as i was the dark night of the soul embodied as me.. now i AM liGht..
sMiLes2 and this Energizer of Love.. is more powerful that even technology in
most homes now.. hehe.. anyway.. i’m doing this for the longest of terms of
now my friend.. per the grace of what is in God’s hands that are much
bigger than the tiny pARt of reciprocation of thanks to God
i offer here.. and smiles.. the fact that you took the effort
to come here and wish me a Happy Monday proves
there are still folks in the world who believe
in gentile or jew.. servant or free.. woman
or man no matter how far
the sOuL can shine
as WeLL.. i aim
to go wHere no human
has gone before in Love..
i can safely say i’Ve done it
in mY own way already.. and i can
also say i AM thrilLed to be pARt of a
world wHere i have free access now to
see similar folks around the world doing the
sAMe for God wHole in tHeiR own ways of
art and science too.. it’s a wonderful world if
one can do what they can to change the world
in liGht.. be the liGht and tolerate the dark knoWinG
that they are butterfly WinGs that fly toGetHer like a sWarm
oF Love the planEt has never witnessed beFore.. i hOld hands
with many folks like this mY friend.. who see no limitations or
expectations in life and continue to rise.. this is the new
generation of now.. and for those who shine
the blind the dARk across
the Earth..
and from
aLL thaT iS
God SinGs
WitH wE a SonG
of hUman PoTenTial
in the best ways of Fearless
Love realized as trUe Grace
of Heaven Now.. yes.. the rapture
already happened as soon as the
first hUman lived in this way mY friEnd
and Team liGht is GroWinG as my words
FloW one with God and We one Force of
Fearless
Love aLiVE..
NoW iN Heaven Real
in the Kingdom of IS
mY
Friend..
other than
that thanks
aGain for
coming by..
it took me a long
thanks as you provided
a path that i needed as
so many other folks do..
as i continue to respond
in kind of what that means
to me.. in terms of Love my Friend
that is fearless.. sure and never wavereRinG noW..
And for the others who do not want to come into
this Marriage with God.. all i can say is
Oh My God..
Only if you knew
Only if you knew
Only if you knew
the heARt of wE..
OnE iN spiRit aS ONe
SoUl GOD FORCE NoW..:)
WeLL.. this is the 60,000th comment of
My Word Press Blog that includes all
the comments that Word Press keeps
in record of comments.. which of course are all
poetic.. plus a large portion of spam.. wITh mostly
mine on my Blog that generates few comments from others
of course2.. as each post now continues to inch toward
Novel length with main post and art palette of new paint
in full brush of comments section of my ‘little’ effort.. to
Thank God for my life in all the ways that comes
repressing and oppressing none oF iT less
than sacred and holy except for that
that harms other folks and
parts of nature beyond
the bread
and water
of LiFE noW..
so who gives me the
right to wRite like this..
God and only God.. i answer
to only God and no one else..
sure.. i follow all local.. state.. and
federal laws.. no different than the
parable of Caesar’s coin that rings
equAlly true for me today as then..
as the road is paved for me to
give God Blessings in thanks
by this coin of Caesar
same as it was way
back then..
for whoMever
the Jesus’s were
who walks the earth
then.. in the trUe Christ
liGht of Fearless Love
alWayS noW without
fail.. a practice of perfection
of fearless Love with human
gifted relative Free WiLL.. iT’s
not enough to be forgiven.. it is
enough not to make another mistake
and sure it’s possible.. don’t settle for
less if you Love God’s Gift of Fearless
Love that is the trUly special God given
Nature sAMe Potential of hUman bEinG
more fully realized.. and all i kNow and
more importantly FeeL that the hUman
word MaGiC most definitely does
describe the higher potential
of God more fully
employed
as gift
oF God
iN hUman
BeinG and the
Secret of this Dream
come True is to use the
power to give and share
over taking more than
one gives now..
yeS.. in
fearless Love
of sharing whatever
fuLLer hUman potenTial
one has to giVe nOW.. FREE..:)
SoMe muse i AM
SomE muse i WiLL
continue to bE in the
REAL GOOD NEWS OF
what Jesus would say now..
if reAlly here that we are aLL A
free and wild children of God who
can fearlessly Love like no one else
on this planEt when we seT oUr fuLL
potential in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
and much fuller CreAtinG poTenTiaL
NoW wiTh HeARt oF EmoTioNs and
aLL seNses and pure liGht sexualiTy
too.. expresSinG thaT hiGher poWer
of Nature goD onE sAMe as hOlY
SpiRit wE in Quantum-like mInd
and BOdy more fully unLeashed
and reLeaSed as miNd and
BoDy BaLanCing SoUl..
and DancE and SinG
hOldinG hands
togeTher
no different
than sAMe in
tolerating the Bio-diversity
of We all Different and sAMe
aS oNE Force toGeThEr of God
Now.. wHeRe soMe mUse beCoMes
aLL Muse GoD onE MoRE noW.. wHere
Can beCoMes WiLL and Now iS GoD aLL oNE
wE onE ForcE.. mE.. yOu.. i.. uS aLL NoW aLiVE..
FearLess
LoVe LiVes
iSREALNOW..:)
“A whole human life
is just a heartbeat
here in heaven..
Then We’ll all
be Together”…
-Robin Williams
E-nuff said.. butt..
i wish i could have
taught Robin how
i dance with no clothes
of the trappings of fame..
money.. F iN STUFF.. all
the sacrifices for a greater
M E S S A G E R E A L
that those hold as crosses
eventually too heavy to carry..
i take the easy and free route
66.. did my hell first.. and am Heaven Free..
the best thing about blogs.. youtube.. and all
the free avenues of art.. is one can spread a
MesSage totAlly Free.. and i for one can dance
everywHeRe i go.. only to be known as that
amazing.. inspiring.. spirit animal.. boss..
legend.. Pensacola icon.. inspiring..
i wanna be like.. and that is gonna
be my husband.. dancing guy..
where most do not even
know my name of
Fred.. but here’s
the deal.. i go home
an unknown in peace
with no one owning me
but God one same in me
as me all of me and allthatis
inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
all around.. WiLD and Free.. the Matrix
i escape.. but the MoVinG.. ConNecting
And CreaTinG.. in GiVinG shArinG aLL
i have to share Free comes with ease of
Wild and Free i.. so sure.. a person can
move through this liFE.. be as super
epic as they like and retain tHeiR
Freedoms too.. it’s just a matter
of kNoWinG and FeeLinG
the opportunities that
do exist.. SeeKinG..
FinDinG yoUr TrUe
and Free LiGht WiLL
WitH NatuRe wHole iN
BalanCinG Act of JuSt
DoinG iT noW as REaL
iN REal Rise oF hUman
PotenTial with No limits or
expectations of before or what
may or may not come.. or you can
call the whole dam thing a Giant Blue
Turtle.. the forms matter not over essence
when essence comes real and we exceed
what we were before.. the beauty of now as
Fearless
LoVinG
ways..
anyWay.. Facebook
Friend Ned shared
quotes from Robin Williams
on his what would be a 65th
birthday.. and this one was
too deep.. in Truth and liGht
not to add juSt one more Micro-Verse
to celebrate Robin Williams as sure he and
i and so many more like him and the hers as
well.. etc.. are kindred souls who kNOw no boundaries
or limits of before or what may or may not come neXt…
and now more than ever we can give and share for free
without the
trapping of
before and what
could sAdly otherwise
come in those priSon’s
of fame.. money and F
iN STUFF REAL..
it’s easy
to be free..
it’s alWays noW
MoVinG.. conNecTinG
and CreAtinG.. and never
a place of stagnation but
bottom line.. REAL HEAVEN iSREAL..
and the Free of We who live in this place
most definitely continue to thrive and Rise REAL..
iN LAMp oF liGhts neVer SeeN or FelT bEYoND.. NoW..:)
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